u/OkTwo4491

I was sick. So my mom forced to cut my hair short (like literally grabbing scissors cutting my hair against my will) saying my hair was growing fast but i don’t have enough weight so something is wrong with me. Like saying cuz I was sick so my hair wasn’t supposed to grow. Then bans me from wearing feminine or fitted clothes saying they attract negative energy. also bans me from writing music saying it’s harmful to me. Also keeps me away from most people saying socializing usually brings more harm than benefit. And tells me often that the next 15 years would be difficult for me according to fortune telling. I’m 30. I feel like a big child. Or maybe there are some genuine wisdom in the things she says like she’s trying to protect me maybe? I want to hear genuine opinions 😂 I’ve been trying to convince myself that maybe there’s some truth in the things she says but I just can’t. 😂

I was sick. So my mom forced to cut my hair short (like literally grabbing scissors cutting my hair against my will) saying my hair was growing fast but i don’t have enough weight so something is wrong with me. Like saying cuz I was sick so my hair wasn’t supposed to grow. Then bans me from wearing feminine or fitted clothes saying they attract negative energy. also bans me from writing music saying it’s harmful to me. Also keeps me away from most people saying socializing usually brings more harm than benefit. And tells me often that the next 15 years would be difficult for me according to fortune telling. I’m 30. I feel like a big child. Or maybe there are some genuine wisdom in the things she says like she’s trying to protect me maybe? I want to hear genuine opinions 😂 I’ve been trying to convince myself that maybe there’s some truth in the things she says but I just can’t. 😂

I used SSRI for nearly 10 years and went cold turkey in December. Then ever since February, I started binge eating EVERYDAY uncontrollably like something is possessing me. It’s extremely difficult to stop eating unless someone takes it away from me. And it’s mostly sugar, carbs and (weirdly) milk / cream. I could only stop when my stomach is in pain. It’s been almost 6 months and it’s not getting any better at all. I really don’t want to get back on SSRI anymore or any related medication. Has anyone gone through this before? Any advice?