Confused about career due to housejob

Hello everyone!

I started my housejob in a government hospital almost 2 months ago, after graduating from a government medical college.

I was never passionate about medicine however I had stellar grades and made it into the top government medical college with the one of the top merit positions. I performed well in medical school too. cleared my step 1. had plans too clear step2 before graduation too but that didn't work out.

Now I had plans to study for step 2 during housejob however I have been struggling so much to do it. And with every passing day I am genuinely questioning if I can even do residency and be a doctor. I am confused if it is the conditions and work environment in gov hospitals in pakistan that is making me think this way or am i just not made for medicine lifestyle in general.

I feel miserable on call days im questioning if I have wasted the last almost 6 years of my life working so hard for a career that will never give me any contentment. or would practising medicine in a better setup be the fix of for this miserable feeling.

I feel so lost and confused about the future. I know have alot of potential but i have no sense of direction. I dont want to spend my youth in a career that consumes me to the point where I don't get to live my own life.

Any advice at all from anyone or anyone who felt similarly. :,)

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u/Ok_Jump_4174 — 1 day ago

Housejob mid life crisis

Its been a month since I started housejob in a government hospital in karachi. It has been such a hard month. I feel like I have learnt nothing and I always feel like going home asap from work. Im really questioning my career choice and what I should do going forward. I feel miserable in this life.

I feel so lost and I feel like this housejob is putting me behind in life instead of feeling like growth.

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u/Ok_Jump_4174 — 6 days ago

Housejob at cmh

Hi. Can someone please guide regarding housejob in cmh rawalpindi? or any other cmh?

Can someone only do 1 quarter or 1 half of their housejob from cmh while they did the rest from another hospital. or do they only allow inductions at one time of the year.

I am a graduate of a government college. Will I be paid at cmh rawalpindi considering it comes under gov colleges.

please help

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u/Ok_Jump_4174 — 13 days ago

Housejob cmh rawalpindi

Hi. Can someone please guide regarding housejob in cmh rawalpindi? or any other cmh?

Can someone only do 1 quarter or 1 half of their housejob from cmh while they did the rest from another hospital. or do they only allow inductions at one time of the year.

I am a graduate of a government college. Will I be paid at cmh rawalpindi considering it comes under gov colleges.

please help

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u/Ok_Jump_4174 — 13 days ago

Samsung galaxy tablets where to get in Karachi

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u/Ok_Jump_4174 — 1 month ago

Samsung tablets where to buy

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u/Ok_Jump_4174 — 1 month ago