Need some perspective on my experiences after chanting Devi Kavacham
I have been listening to Devi Kavacham for the past 8 years and I have been chanting it after learning it from a guru for past 8 months. Lot of things have been happening.
I moved into a new rented apartment and my neighbors were smokers. I thought of the devi kavacham and told her to take care of them within three days I learnt they were asked to vacate.
I was looking for jobs and very overwhelmed. One night I prayed to Devi and said tomorrow morning show me a direction. Next day I found a job opening in a friend's company and ended up getting that job.
We are making a very big life change and many positive things were happening in my life including my new job. With every progress we made and informed relatives I noticed the next day or for few days my husband and I used to fight or I would wake up with a lot of fear suddenly. It was overwhelming anxiety out of the blue. I somehow felt it could be some negative thoughts or jealousy sent towards us for all the blessings we were getting. I prayed to Devi saying I am unable to take these negative feelings towards me and if true then give those feelings back to them and let it affect their lives and not mine. Also I thought deep down that the person will be revealed to me. I noticed next day onwards news of health issues of family members were happening from a household each time our life change progress was shared. Like a day or 2 later we will hear of some problem after we shared this news. It became very obvious to me who the person was since except that person every adult in that household became sick. I feel any individual will be troubled more when you surrounding is in trouble.When someone in your family falls ill you have to stop your work and focus on them completely. It almost felt like their life was suddenly about attending to every family memeber one after another than themselves. The focus moves towards the present situation than focusing on others lives. I am very grateful for this protection from my Mother divine. But also wanted to know of any sadhaks perspective on my experiences. Needed a sanity check