u/Ok_Trick_7091

i am attracted to almost all girls atp who are even a little bit pretty, i feel like i have a type now and that type covers 90% of the girls. If this was ocd, i wouldnt have a type. Ffs im jealous of my ex for getting with girls so easily, pure envy no love. Did i ever love him? I feel heartbroken to know that what i thought was love might not have been love at all? Was it all for validation?

I was never attracted to boobs, could never understand why men ran after boobs and now all of a sudden, every single part of the female form is enough to arouse me. The weirdest part is i don't get groinals, i dont get wet or anything but i feel mentally aroused? like seduced? i have lost all of my attraction to men and even before this i wasnt necessarily sexually attracted to men, but them masturbating really turned me on. Im scared it was just the motion or intensity that turned me on and not the men themselves. I have tocd as well so thats another thing now what if i wanted to have a penis and it was just envy?

Maybe i never had ocd to begin with, my brain works like a man's brain now. Im just done

i imagined myself as my sister's brother and not her sister and immediately got hit with such strong sense of authority and power that i have never felt before, this is euphoria isnt it? i imagined giving her money as a brother and it felt so good while the same scenario as a sister, i ddidnt feel anything. even as if im writing rn, the word brother felt so overwhelming and nice? i dont think this is novelty. its the end for me. i just feel so masculine rn not even masculine, just a man. anything feminine repulses me now

atp, im convinced that i never had hocd. the difference between real ocd users and me is that i just know im attracted to women, my attraction to men has faded away, if there ever was attraction even. i get jealous of guys with beautiful women. i watch anything and my eyes are always on the girl and how attractive she is and if shes not pretty then i find myself admiring her personality and then again i feel attracted to her. feels like im attracted to every other woman, not even questioning anymore. maybe this was never ocd to begin with, maybe i was in denial all along

I, 23F, feel like my egg finally broke. I do not recognize myself in the mirror anymore, dont know if im just noticing this or if i have always felt like this. I wasnt the most feminine person but i wasnt masculine either and from the last 2 3 years i actually started enjoying doing feminine stuff when i finally joined a college. I used to think i was really happy but now i wonder if i truly ever felt happy.

i never wanted to have muscles, never wanted to be strong like men or anything, was a firm believer that yes there are physical differences between men and women and was totally okay with it but im suddenly jealous of every masculine strong man out there. imagining myself as a man somewhat makes me feel good, feels like my inner monologue has changed. It sounds masculine to me. My arms feel too manly and it feels like i like it, i never wanted to be masculine ffs. Everything has changed to the point that im questioning my sexuality as well. was i ever attracted to them? lord knows atp.

i feel so suffocated, it feels like im genuinely turning into a man. i feel way more aggressive, my body hair has started growing to be so thick, i have never had prominent facial hair but now i have started growing facial hair as well like not just peach fuzz, i can actually feel it. i hate the fact that any small thing is enough to piss me off.

Please help