u/Old-Office-8015

i’m going into my freshman year in a week or two and we got our schedules yesterday. i’m in a super competitive big school where everyone takes APs and one of my friends is doing AP calculus (as a freshman.) She’s always been really smart but it feels like everyone is taking a lot of honors classes. The HS teachers came to our school at the end of 8th grade and said that homework for one honors class could be 1-3 hours which kind of scared me. As of right now I am only taking two honors classes: Honors English and Honors German 3. My sister said they say that just to scare you and it takes 15 mins max. My math teachers for the past 2 years have recommended I move up as well. What should I do?

>!I CAN FEEL MY UTERINE WALL SHEDDING!<

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the past year of my life has been genuinely horrible. i hated it before but now it’s gotten to a point where i just always feel a weight on my chest. my dad cheated on my mom (their relationship started off as an affair) and then my grandma died and then my cat died! liek wtf 😭 when my cat died my mom left his blood on the car because i was at school when it happened and it would „make me stronger“ which is just so gross. my mom is so narcissistic and she has been guilt tripping me my whole life even though she used to be my favorite person in the world. then she got diagnosed with breast cancer and i feel so terrible for resenting her. she had her mastectomy today and i just feel nothing or everything constantly. my dad and his gf just pretend like nothing happened and he’s making me just accept her as if it’s ok he did this

i really like Bags by Clairo because of the guitar in the background and want to hear more like it. the melancholy female voice is so lovely and with guitar riffs or just guitar playing is honestly intriguing me. i also like Shades of Cool by Lana Del Rey because of that guitar riff at the end it’s so powerful. Any suggestions?