u/OtherworldyGnome

Said medications were Kratom, it was very temporary and only truly lasted a time or two. This was absolutely a sudden issue I was completely unaware of. She also mentions that she wasn’t able to satisfy herself. That is absolutely not true and is in fact a rule she made in our relationship when it comes to specifically watching p0rn as we have each-other. I have never cared if she satisfied herself nor do I honestly care about p0rn. I am the only one who has ever initiated intercourse as she personally believes the man should (kind of kills my self esteem not ever feeling wanted but, hey), which is fine. I try to bring it up as much as possible, a year ago we were making love at least 3-4 times a week with only me initiating. For the past few months, it has been once a month. I don’t know, I guess finding this really hurt for some reason. If she would’ve just simply told me I would’ve done something about it for her… crazy bc I’ve never made a post like that, I just communicated. Yes, I brought this post up to her, she just dismissed me and got angry I was looking on her account. Hey, I’ve been cheated on twice by her (nothing physical, all over the phone), so yeah, I get worried.