u/Own_Butterfly4419

I hope you’re doing well. I’m glad to hear you’re taking time to understand yourself and heal. It’s never an easy journey, and I am proud of you. I genuinely wish you the best with your process and hope it continues to bring you clarity and growth with yourself and future relationships. I’m sure you’re dying to get inside my mind, I might let you next time around.

I’ll be patiently waiting for you, like I told you I would.

I love you big much. ❤️

I’ve tried to communicate with you more than once, and I need to be honest about how this feels from my side. Every time I attempt to have a real conversation, it feels like you refuse to approach me as yourself and not some fake person on Reddit. I want to talk just genuinely you. And that’s all I’ve really been asking for.

I’m not reaching out to force a relationship conversation, and I’m not trying to push us back into friendship either. I think what I want most right now is something much simpler and more human than that. I want two people who once mattered to each other to sit down and have one deep, honest conversation. No pressure. No expectations. Just two strangers talking openly about avoidance, accountability, misunderstandings, emotions, and life in general. We’re both tired. We owe it to ourselves.

Because from where I’m standing, you are avoiding me. And I need you to understand that I’m not avoiding you. I haven’t been hiding from this, and I haven’t been unwilling to communicate. I’ve been open to hearing you, understanding you, and speaking honestly, even when the conversations are uncomfortable. But communication only works when both people are willing to show up fully.

I don’t need perfection from you. I don’t need all the answers. I don’t need promises about the future. I just want honesty and presence. I want a real conversation where neither of us is pretending not to care, pretending not to feel, or running from the discomfort of being vulnerable.

My whole day is open. If you want to talk, you can DM me or reach out to me personally. The door is open for a conversation — not pressure, not expectations — just honesty between two people trying to make sense of things instead of continuing to avoid them.

-from your orchid

I’ve tried to communicate with you more than once, and I need to be honest about how this feels from my side. Every time I attempt to have a real conversation, it feels like you refuse to approach me as yourself and not some fake person on Reddit. I want to talk just genuinely you. And that’s all I’ve really been asking for.

I’m not reaching out to force a relationship conversation, and I’m not trying to push us back into friendship either. I think what I want most right now is something much simpler and more human than that. I want two people who once mattered to each other to sit down and have one deep, honest conversation. No pressure. No expectations. Just two strangers talking openly about avoidance, accountability, misunderstandings, emotions, and life in general. We’re both tired. We owe it to ourselves.

Because from where I’m standing, you are avoiding me. And I need you to understand that I’m not avoiding you. I haven’t been hiding from this, and I haven’t been unwilling to communicate. I’ve been open to hearing you, understanding you, and speaking honestly, even when the conversations are uncomfortable. But communication only works when both people are willing to show up fully.

I don’t need perfection from you. I don’t need all the answers. I don’t need promises about the future. I just want honesty and presence. I want a real conversation where neither of us is pretending not to care, pretending not to feel, or running from the discomfort of being vulnerable.

My whole day is open. If you want to talk, you can DM me or reach out to me personally. The door is open for a conversation — not pressure, not expectations — just honesty between two people trying to make sense of things instead of continuing to avoid them.