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Hi, I 27f have been seeing people out of the corner of my eyes, seeing bugs when they arent there. Sometimes see random objects and then they disappear. Sometimes I hear random voices calling my name. Very few times it has sounded like a call center in my head.

I work in Healthcare and honestly im tired of these daily hallucinations.

I really am trying to live a normal life despite my fucked up childhood.

I have PTSD and Sometimes, work triggers me so I decided to finally take the plunge and seek help.

I went to an NP that specializes in psychiatry. She asked me a series of questions and she wants to put me on anti deprsant (i am depressed and Sometimes I dont sleep well) and eventually a sleep aid and after that anti-psychotic.

Should I seek out a second option? Should i be tested for schizophrenia before being on meds? This was my first visit with her and I feel this is all so sudden.

Im in Oklahoma, USA for reference

I just need insight please.

Hi, I 27f have been seeing people out of the corner of my eyes, seeing bugs when they arent there. Sometimes see random objects and then they disappear. Sometimes I hear random voices calling my name. Very few times it has sounded like a call center in my head.

I work in Healthcare and honestly im tired of these daily hallucinations.

I really am trying to live a normal life despite my fucked up childhood.

I have PTSD and Sometimes, work triggers me so I decided to finally take the plunge and seek help.

I went to an NP that specializes in psychiatry. She asked me a series of questions and she wants to put me on anti deprsant (i am depressed and Sometimes I dont sleep well) and eventually a sleep aid and after that anti-psychotic.

Should I seek out a second option? Should i be tested for schizophrenia before being on meds? This was my first visit with her and I feel this is all so sudden.

Im in Oklahoma, USA for reference

I just need insight please.

Hi all I 27f have a huge crush on this woman 28f we met in college. shes openly lesbian and if I had to describe her shes a soft stud (i think) me ive always given tomboy vibes, anyway I always new i wasn't straight just always fought the urges.. till now. I think of this woman all the time we are new friends when we hug its intoxicating, shes soo flirty with her eyes. She smells so good and her smile, I'd do anything to make her smile. Shes genuinely a good person and has a heart of gold. I just want to love her and show her what a happy healthy love is. We've had alot of deep conversations and in one of those I asked her if she approaches a woman when she's into them ans she said "im nervous at first but i get over it quick" so I dont think shes into me at all! Should I confess my feelings for her or keep her as a friend?

I dont want to lose my friendship with this woman.

Can I have some input please?

Thanks for reading all this.