Looking at different dishes and plating styles, I realize I could never create something like that myself without copying other people’s ideas. Does creativity come with experience? I’m curious to hear your opinion.
Do you know people who entered the industry later in life and still managed to reach a high level? In my country, Romania, one of the best chefs started cooking at 24 and by the age of 37 he was nominated for the Best Chef Awards. Do you think it’s possible to start later in this field and still build a good future from this profession?
I'm crying right now. I'm a human trash. Does anyone want to talk, please?
I thought my life was over at 22 because I couldn't do anything with my life so I chose to destroy myself. And I destroyed myself. What a stupid thing. At 22 it was too late to just go back to kindergarten, but I still had my whole future ahead of me.
I can’t sleep anymore because of the stress, the regrets, and the guilt. My head hurts so badly and I feel like I can’t take it anymore. I’ve isolated myself in my room. I lost control and did stupid, shameful things. I deserve my fate. I’m sorry. I wasted my life. I’m not just a failure, I'm a terrible human being.
I don’t see hikikomori people as failures, but I destroyed myself morally because of frustration and resentment. I regret everything. I would give anything to be 22 again, or even 19, and do things the way I should have. My head hurts. I feel like I’m fading away, like life is draining out of me. I can’t believe this is real. I can’t believe I could fall this low. I could have had a completely normal life if I hadn’t isolated myself. I’ve caused nothing but suffering and tears for other people. I want to wake up and realize it was all just a nightmare.
Sunt ratat. Mi-am distrus viata dintr-un motiv stupid, m-am imbolnavit fizic si psihic si mi-am bagat parintii in mormant din cauza stresului si supararilor provocate. Daca aveti intrebari despre cum e sa fii ratat suprem, fara suflet, va raspund.