Ever since OCD started so many years ago i have had no life. no friends, cannot work and generally just don't want to be alive any more. the suffering is constant no matter what i have tried i just cannot seem to beat this disorder. - the only thing i truly have in life is the OCD. can anybody else relate?
I never want to come back here again, this life has been horrible. i suffer from severe OCD and schizophrenia which has ruined my life and caused me significant disability for almost 20 years. the only person i ever loved died in my arms on my birthday of all days, i have no friends, i cannot work and i absolutely hate being alive. i know everybody has problems in life which i can respect, but this incarnation has not been a very nice one. - does anybody else not want to reincarnate on earth ever again?
I never want to come back here again, this life has been horrible. i suffer from severe OCD and schizophrenia which has ruined my life and caused me significant disability for almost 20 years. the only person i ever loved died in my arms on my birthday of all days, i have no friends, i cannot work and i absolutely hate being alive. i know everybody has problems in life which i can respect, but this incarnation has not been a very nice one. - does anybody else not want to reincarnate on earth ever again?
if we keep coming here to learn why don't we remember any of the lessons we learned in our past lives? - the same goes for karma, we don't remember what we did in previous lives that created the karmic debt that we are apparently here to repay. i believe in reincarnation 100% but i am having trouble with this amnesia we all seem to have when it comes to past lives.
I saw my cat presley in the light, he ran up to me meowing. i picked him up and kissed him and told him i loved him, he was purring like crazy then all of a sudden the experience just ended or i just don't remember anything else after that. i was upset that i couldn't stay with him.
i saw no guides just presley. i have had several OBEs and saw presley as well. he's always there when it happens. after he died i kept seeing him in the corner of my eyes. his death broke my heart.
has anybody else encountered their pets during a NDE? if so i would love to read about it as these experiences are very important to me.
Like i basically have no emotion at all, or motivation to do anything. i don't care about anything or anyone including myself. i think the Abilify is making my negative symptoms worse.
