u/PersonalityNorth385

Right on track?

Dear dancing partner

Now im stuck imagining other ways i can finish this tragedy of a story about wasted potential and mistakes. Im not sure why im going to do

Yours distraught
J

Fick dude these posts from you really have destroyed everything you could that I had left to value in myself. If I can finally hear you one day I’ll make sure I never forget this. You are exactly what you are and all my love even while your assault on me and my limited self esteem is not yours to discard. It is only exchanged and with the force that I know I will allow myself to read between the lines. I can’t even pretend to have anyone who wouldn’t love this vile thing I am destroyed

Tonight im celebrating you. I wish I had something left to help keep my thought in line but god i appreciate every moment of imagination time with you. We both know im going to die shortly and so im not hurt persay by the way you chose to retaliate for my stupidity. Even when it’s all a revenge ploy im cant ignore a chance to read something bad or good in your own words. Im blessed to be, im blessed you were here for the time u were. I will give myself time to accept that my shortcomings were often laid on your shoulders. Wish I could rub them till they forget. Margo, I want something but I know I can’t expect it because the hope I still have is dwindling. If you are who I thought im sure you won’t leave this here. Maybe I don’t know. Either way, always beside

You don’t love me?
Am i not your choice?
You said if you told me you didn’t love me that you weren’t sure I cous move on

Truth is i don’t believe you but I need to respectfully honour youre opinion and your repeated testimony on that.

If you love me I need you to find a way back to me.
We are more than this

Come see me if you can spare the time. My future is in others hands rn but if you find it in your heart to see me, I’ll do everything I have to to make this right

Will you find a way to spend some time with me? Will you show me a little kindness to help me hold onto all the beautiful things we’ve shared?

Probably not possible but I have tiny reserves of hope left and I want to gamble it on seeing you again.

You are it

G.g.m.m