u/PinkBlood42

foreword- I am drunk as fuck right now off of 5 jack daniels country cocktaild and 3 shots forgive my spelling mistakes and general retardation

I fucking hate it here my extended family is already transphobic as shit and this stupid fucking,piece of shit had to go and detransition AFTER she was already alegedly "t4c" and got boipreggers (presumably on purpose) and now if I come out to them theyre just gonna tell me tgat she got oregnant and #loved it so I should try that too and it would probably fix me I FUCKING HATE IT HERE. my uncle/her father was the only one who actually treated me like a boy pretransition but now hes never gonna because irs impossible for me to girlmode now and he was kinda justt a misognyist so he thought i was too masculine (had a personallity + strong for being forced to go through estrogenized puberty) to actually be traeted like a girl, but noe im too feminine for a man (boobs + not completely fixed the female socialization that I was forced to endure) and also hes transpobic so hes never gonna allow me that again and I'm a legal adult so it doesnt register ss weird to suggest I get raped pregant. I'm honna rope I hate this I hate it here

So far I have successfully gotten 3 people in my real life on diy and at least sort of convinced 2 people online to look into it more. This Friday will be the girl I'm seeing's 1 month anniversary on E. We do our shots for eachother because we're both big babies and afraid of needles.

angles are front + side + unflexed. relevant information is that I am 7 months on t.

I've tried fixing it with my obliques but that bump about​ parallel ​to my belly button​ that looks like my hip bone is actually my obliques resting on the smaller bump which is bone, so I fear it may have made them look more prominent than they actually are.

I hate pants shopping and it feels like every single goddamn pair of pants that isnt baggy as hell immediately clings to my hips, and even baggy shirts cling around my waist. I hate it. am I just cooked.​ would working quads or delts or traps or more obliques but in a different somehow way fix this.