I'm a student.
I wanted to start doing jobs to build my resume, gain experience and start becoming independent.
I did some research on youtube & reddit & they talked about ghost jobs, fake hiring etc.
So should i even waste time applying on indeed or what should i do?
I applied to some jobs head absolutely nothing.
They were basic jobs: teaching, management etc
What do you guys feel about death?
Hi I'm 19M, currently a college student.
I'm posting here because it feels like this subreddit has a lot of mature people and hope to find some perspective & guidance.
See, death is inevitable. One day our fathers, mothers and siblings gonna die. You'll have to continue your life without them. A final goodbye. They won't come back.
Often it feels it is not gonna happen anytime soon, but it's gonna happen. One day it will.
If you believe in religion & afterlife, you don't have anything to care.
I want to know what do you guys feel? What happens after death, and do you feel anxious, scared and dumbfound like me over death?
Hi, I'm 19, a college student.
I'm not able to comprehend life. I'm scared of dying. I'm scared of my parents, family, relatives dying. I'm not able to accept death and what i am.
The though of dying, of an eventual end is affecting me.
Sometimes when i'm walking, when i look myself in mirror, showering, i realise the fact that one day i will die and it will be over for ever. There would be no me. There will be no concept of time for me.
i will just stop existing
The world will move, end & idk.
what even is this world i live in?
I am not able to understand why should i work hard?
what is even the point.
Maybe life has no purpose and we are supposed to create our own.
But i am not able to comprehend working hard, spending my life to get a job and do that job and then die, because i can die tmr.
I'm going to loose my father, my mother. And it's gonna happen. maybe in 20yrs or close.
I dont know what to feel and what to do.
I have questioned myself a lot, used logic, movies, friends and often feel people are not even aware.. Hence i thought to come here.
Please dont give me basic advice.
i dont feel good. I dont wanna die.