(18M) Just in case it really happened, may I don't have to transition and still enjoying my life? Even if i transitioned, can I still be a guy?
So i'm a 18M bi guy having severe TOCD about past experiences that might be interpreted as AGP or "sign of being trans". I used to have TOCD this year's January after a trans person on threads tranvestigated me, then felt better and recovered but starting to question my own sexuality about am I really bi or is gay with comphet (read that lesbian masterdoc), note that i felt myself as a boy in that phase. After I recovered from HOCD which takes me 3 months my brain started introducing the TOCD again but this time its more severe day by day with more rumination.
Just in case the worst thing happened to me and I can't fight this anymore, can I transition and still be a guy?
Not sure if i've AGP since i'm not sure did I inserted myself into the characters or just think about them. Also, I did have at some points, gender euphoria as a boy.
Please don't respond if you come here just to say I'm trans in denial.