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DISCLAMER THIS IS LONG PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU DONT LIKE READING LONG TEXTS! Also for the last part of the text where I said about my bay leaf and love paper spell, i do practice witchcraft, you can say what you wanna say about that but i personally do not care. This is what works for me, what im comfortable with, what i do in my free time and what I genuinely like to learn about!

ALSO THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO PERIST. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEE PERSIST (I was lowkey seeing zero movement but i made myself delusional where i basically told myself that i am the 3d so what I SAY goes and thats final. idk how but that really helped me gain back my power and help me recognize it at the same time! How that worked is I told myself that if im manifesting technically im the 3D (if that makes sense) Like, what I say goes, etc. so if im wanting a relationship with my sp, all I have to say is “im in a relationship with SP, or SP is my devoted boyfriend” and so by me saying that (while also identifying as the 3D it kinda made sense to me, im so sorry im bad at explaining) but yes, when I (3D) say im in a relationship with my SP it has no choice but to come like even faster because I say so yk?! I hope that makes sense but thats what I started doing like 2 weeks ago and I swear it really helped!

also im very stubborn so I DID NOT reach out to him at all. I wanted him to do it the way I wanted him to and he did!🤷‍♀️

Hey guys, I am back with a big update since my last post in August about my success story with my SP reaching out. When I tell you the Law of Assumption is absolute fact, I mean it. Everything I scripted on September 29th, down to the exact words and him literally crying, just happened in the 3D, and the movement is honestly crazy. To give you the exact timeline, this all literally happened today this morning, just a couple hours ago.
We are both seniors in high school, and we’ve been dealing with a 3-hour distance. We got on a call earlier today, and long story short, he completely opened up and got super emotional. He took total accountability for the past, apologizing for his terrible communication and going completely silent. He said everything I wanted him to say, and more. He told me he hasn't been sleeping properly for days, and that just thinking about me is the only thing that helps him fall asleep. He confessed that when he was with his ex, he felt so unnatural, depressed, and incomplete. He even admitted that when he was recently buying gifts for her birthday, he was secretly thinking about me just to make himself feel better. He apologized for not communicating properly, and he told me he wants to take me out on proper dates, communicate the right way, and build things up again. He also said that very soon, he wants to properly ask me to be my boyfriend, which is exactly how I preferred it because I hate when guys ask the other way around.
When we were confessing our feelings to each other, we both got incredibly emotional and were crying together. I told him how much I've loved him and wanted only him since freshman year, and he told me that I complete him. Everything he was saying to me, I was saying right back to him, and he kept repeating, "That is exactly how I feel, you are the only one I want, I love you." It was just so sweet and emotional, but at the same time, it felt so healthy and wholesome. He was crying so hard on the call because he was so nervous, which is exactly what I had scripted!
To show you guys how insane this is, here is the exact script I wrote back on September 29th. Quick note, I'm not going to reveal my SP's actual name to keep things private, so I'm just substituting it with SP here: "I was basically casually talking to SP last night when he asked if we could talk, like really talk. Of course, I said yes, but I made sure to be super chill/smug about it. Um. And that's when it happened. He sent me these texts saying he can't do it anymore, he can't hold it in, can't keep quiet, can't stand by and watch the one woman he loves, the one he dreams about, the one who feels the happiest and safest with be taken by someone else. SP was really rambling on and on to me how that he loves me so much, how I'm the only one for him, how he misses me, how much he thinks of me, etc. I was almost too shocked but super happy and low key getting emotional seeing him actually lose his mind in front of me, lol. Anyways, he basically kept rambling to me how much uh how much feelings he has for me and then he paused, almost like he was nervous. He finally said it, 'If you'll have me, may I be your boyfriend again? Elena, I love you with all my heart, please.' Dude, I was really shook to my core. I was low key shaking. I had the biggest smile on my face when I responded to him back. I said, 'Yes, of course.' SP started to thank me and just over and over said how much he loves me and then he said that if I rejected him, he would probably lost his mind again over me and he wouldn't know what to do. He said that he was losing sleep thinking about me, uh but he realized that he couldn't hold his feelings in any longer, that he had to tell me, that he had to tell his soulmate that he loves me. I love you too, SP. Best part is he confessed to me right before Halloween and that literally freaking happened."
What makes this even more perfect is that I have a massive personal milestone coming up soon, I am actually moving over to his town and getting my own apartment! I am doing this entirely for myself, my own growth, and my independence, not for him. But on the call, he told me he constantly thinks about my move. He was like, "Now that you're going to be here, I can actually take you out on a proper date and properly ask you out when the time is right." I know he's going to officially ask me to be his boyfriend way before the move happens, definitely targeting before Halloween, but closing that 3-hour gap is making the 3D movement explode.
We are already eagerly planning our couples costumes for Halloween! My favorite movies are The Hunger Games and James Cameron's Avatar. He was getting genuinely so excited and told me, "Whatever makes you happy makes me happy, I want to do whatever you want to do." It wasn't in a lazy, unenthusiastic way at all, he was fully invested! He was throwing out all these amazing ideas like Katniss and Peeta, Jake and Neytiri, Rogue and Gambit, Starfire and Robin, or Rick and Michonne Grimes from The Walking Dead, which is so perfect since I'm a POC and he's white. It was honestly the sweetest thing ever.
To give you some background on the ex situation, back in either late August or early September, my other ex from freshman year randomly followed me on Instagram. I didn't follow him back, but I changed my Discord status to: "Help, why is my ex following me?" My SP saw it and went completely jealous. At 11:00 PM that same night, right before bed, he snapped and texted me demanding to know what my ex said. I stayed completely nonchalant and basic with my answers, and since I accidentally left a game open on my laptop, it looked like I was just casually playing a game and didn't care. It drove him crazy, and his profile picture completely changed this morning, proving the old relationship is totally dead. Also, call me corny, but I love Resident Evil and I’ve always wanted a guy who looks like a brunette Leon Kennedy, brown hair, brown eyes. My SP grew his hair out for me because he knows I like that look, and he admitted he kept it even after his breakup just on the chance he might have a shot with me. From the side, he literally looks exactly like Leon, and he is acting like a devoted puppy boy!
To clarify, I personally don't like breaking up relationships. If it happens, it happens, but he did this completely on his own due to his own realizations. I minded my own business, stayed on my throne, and let the universe handle the logistics while I focused entirely on my own mind.
Before this breakthrough, I was seeing a lot of signs. I told myself that if I saw 13, 15, 17, or 19, it was a little confirmation sign that my manifestation was right here and I was doing everything perfectly. For context, his birthday is on the 13th, mine is on the 15th, his tarot card arcana is 17, and mine is 19. A couple days ago at work, I work in the fast food industry, it was a super slow period and I was affirming his name in my head. Suddenly, a ticket popped up for a mobile order with his exact name in bright, bold letters. On top of that, the ticket itself was filled with 13s, 15s, 17s, and 19s, plus a triple angel number. I acknowledged it as a sign, but I didn't get overhyped or frantic about it. That's a huge tip for everyone, you can get excited about signs, but you can't obsess or get hyperactive over them, just stay centered. I was also seeing crazy amounts of angel numbers every single day, like at least three or four a day.
Also, I recently asked my cards to show me the absolute daily timeline for what our connection would look like for the rest of October. I fanned the cards out face down, pulled them, and assigned them to each day leading up to Halloween. The deck started off showing his immediate "mute" silence breaking under a wave of love and deep regret with the Ten of Cups and Five of Cups, followed by a total blind leap of faith with The Fool, Strength, and the Page of Swords. It mapped out our connection moving into a soulmate union with the Two of Cups and Four of Wands, followed by him viewing me as his ultimate high-value Queen with the Ten of Pentacles, Queen of Wands, and Queen of Pentacles. The timeline showed his pride breaking into rapid physical action with The Chariot and a massive Tower moment right before our anniversary, followed by total emotional security with the King of Pentacles, The Moon, Six of Wands public victory, and Judgment. It finished out the month showing him completely dropping his final mental defenses under the victory of The Sun, the Five of Swords, and the Queen of Swords, leading straight into an overflowing flood of unconditional love with the Three of Wands, Ace of Cups, Three of Pentacles, and Ace of Wands. And the absolute craziest part? Right after pulling that daily countdown, I shuffled one time and asked what the final card for Halloween day should be, and The Empress literally just flew straight out of the deck.
In terms of what I did to get here, I mainly used robotic affirming to completely saturate my mind. I also did the 10-minute methods at work, used the O-method to charge my love paper spell, and did a bay leaf burning ritual where I wrote short affirmations on 19 separate bay leaves, charged the biggest one with my rose quartz crystal, and burned them all one by one while focusing entirely on my intention.
Stop chasing and stop stressing over the 3D lag. Recognize that you are the absolute operant power of your reality. I stuck to my basics, the 10-minute affirmation method completely controlled my mind, stopped my spiraling, and made me feel so peaceful. I loop short present-tense commands like "SP is my devoted boyfriend" during my breaks at work, and my brain completely accepted it. When you switch your mindset from trying to get to completely possessing the state, the physical world has no choice but to bend. Stick to your methods, find your ease, and let the saturation do the work!

happy manifesting divas! 💛💛💛

ONCE AGAIN IM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS BEING SO LONG BUT I WANTED TO SHARE ALL OF MY THOUGHTS!! Also big shoutout to those of you that I have spoken to in my previous post, who have dm me and etc! PS. If you are reading this now I BELIEVE IN YOU. I BELIEVE YOU ALREADY HAVE YOUR DESIRE. Anywho I’m very excited to hear back from yall and see your stories!! That being said let’s continue. :DD

Okay, so after making my last post, I realized there was SO much more I wanted to explain. If you read my previous success story, you know that I did a LOT of techniques. I did Law of Assumption, SATS, scripting, thought transmission, subliminals, robotic affirmations, tarot, a spell, playlists, the O-Method, a 10k challenge, changing my conversations in the 3D, and a bunch of other things. But I really want to clarify something because I don’t want anybody reading my previous post and thinking that they have to replicate everything I did.

Please use my story STRICTLY AS HOPE. I mean that so sincerely. Do not use my story as a comparison, do not use my timeline as a measurement for your own timeline, and please don’t look at my techniques and think that they are requirements. I don’t want my success story to become another thing that makes you anxious. I don’t want you looking at me and thinking, “Why hasn’t mine happened yet?” or “She got hers after doing this, so I need to do exactly that.” No. Absolutely not. Strictly as hope. I want you to read this and think, “You know what? I GOT THIS SHIT. I am the power. I am the source. I AM.” That is what I want you to get from this post.

COMPARISON IS THE THEIF OF ALL JOY!
Your journey is YOUR journey.

My bridge of events is my bridge of events. My timeline is my timeline. My methods are my methods. My circumstances are my circumstances. None of that needs to become a measuring stick for you. If anything, I want my story to be something you can come back to when you’re having a horrible day and think, “Okay, maybe I don’t need to give up. Maybe I can breathe. Maybe I can live my life and still believe in what I want.” That’s what I want this to be.
I want this to be hope. Pure hope. I want somebody who is currently sitting in bed crying over their SP, somebody who is refreshing their phone, somebody who is checking their social media, somebody who thinks they’ve ruined everything because they had one bad thought, to read this and feel something click. I want you to think, “If she could go through all of that doubt and still get to where she is, then I can get through this too.” Not because my story guarantees anything for you, but because I want it to remind you that you are not powerless.

First of all, I am literally just a regular person.
I want to make this VERY clear because I don’t know how else to get you guys to believe me. I am not a manifestation coach. I’m not somebody who does this for a living. I’m not a professional spellcaster. I don’t sell manifestation courses. I don’t have some secret $500 technique I’m trying to get you to buy. I don’t have some magical title that makes me more qualified than you. I am literally just a girl.
I work a fast-food job. I’m a senior in high school. I’m trying to build my life. I’m trying to go to school, work, make money, figure out my future, have fun, play my games, sleep, eat, laugh, cry, and live a normal life. I am just trying to build a life that feels happy and peaceful and fulfilling, and yes, I want my SP to be part of that life. That’s it.And I’m telling you this because I genuinely don’t want to gatekeep information that I believe can help somebody. I don’t want people to be sitting in horrible mental spaces because they think they need to figure out some perfect manifestation formula. I genuinely want people to experience love. I want people to feel loved, wanted, secure, peaceful, happy, content, and full of joy. I am a very empathetic and deep-feeling person, and my goal in life is genuinely to be a humanitarian. I’m not saying that to make you like me or believe me. I’m telling you because I want you to understand where I’m coming from when I say I genuinely don’t want anybody to suffer unnecessarily. I’ve been in your shoes. I have sat there wondering what the hell I was doing. I’ve wondered whether this was actually going to work. I’ve wondered if I should give up. I’ve wondered if manifestation was a scam. I’ve had days where I didn’t even want to manifest anymore. I’ve had days where I was so mentally exhausted that I just sat there thinking, “What am I even supposed to do?”
So please believe me when I tell you: I understand.

I DID NOT HAVE PERFECT FAITH.
This is another thing I desperately want to emphasize because I don’t want anyone thinking I was walking around from May until August with perfect, unwavering faith. I wasn’t.
There were days where I wasn’t manifesting at all. There were days where I genuinely felt like I was at a standstill. There was basically at least a week where I was sitting there thinking, “Should I even continue doing this? Do I really want this anymore? Why is this taking so long? What if I never get it? What if this entire manifestation thing is a scam? What if none of this works?”
And I had some REALLY bad doubts.
I’m talking about the kind of doubts where I would visualize my SP being with another girl and it would make me angry, but it would also make me incredibly sad and hopeless. Not necessarily clinically depressed or anything like that, but just that awful feeling of, “I’m tired. I’m done. I don’t want to keep thinking about this anymore.” Life was also happening around me. Work was catching up with me. School was happening. I had other things going on. I was tired.
And sometimes I would just sit there.

So if YOU are currently having doubts, please don’t think you’re uniquely failing at manifestation because you’re having a human reaction to wanting something you care deeply about.

My in-depth Thought Transmission Method

Okay, so I wanted to explain my thought transmission method a little more because this is probably one of my favorite things to do, and I think the biggest reason I like it is because it genuinely feels FUN to me. This is completely my personal method, so please don’t feel like you have to do it exactly like me or that you’re doing something wrong if you don’t do it at all. Manifestation should not feel like another chore. For me, whenever I want to do thought transmission, I first clear my mind for a moment and then say my SP’s full name three times. For this example, let’s say his name is Jack. So I’ll mentally say, “Jack [full name], Jack [full name], Jack [full name],” and then I’ll say something like, “Jack, I’m talking to you now. Jack, I know you hear me.” After that, I mentally switch into this completely different version of myself. I don’t think of myself as the everyday version of me sitting in my room thinking about my SP. I imagine myself as this all-knowing, extremely powerful being who already knows the story, almost like if Cupid, an angel, a goddess, a god, the universe, and all the stars and galaxies were condensed into one person. That’s ME in that moment. I’m not saying to become arrogant or think you’re better than other people; it’s more about embodying this feeling of absolute certainty and power instead of feeling like you’re helplessly waiting for someone else to make something happen. Then I speak to my SP from that perspective. So if I’m using Jack and Anna as the example, and I want Jack to text Anna, I’ll say things like, “Jack, you want to text Anna so badly. You can’t stop thinking about texting Anna. You keep thinking about what you’re going to say to her. You want to talk to Anna. You’re texting Anna right now. You want to keep talking to her. You want to blow up Anna’s phone.” I personally like switching between saying that something is already happening and saying that it’s about to happen because it makes the whole thing feel very natural to me. I’m not sitting there begging, “Please text Anna, please text Anna.” I’m speaking from the version of myself who already knows the story I’m choosing. And honestly, that’s what makes this so fun for me. I can literally be sitting at home playing a game, doing absolutely nothing, and think, “Damn, I can just sit here and imagine this entire reality whenever I want.” I don’t have to physically do anything, and I don’t have to chase my SP or constantly check on them. I just enjoy the exercise, embody that feeling, and then I DROP IT. This is probably the most important part. After I do my thought transmission, I’m not sitting there thinking, “Did Jack hear me? Did it reach him? Is he going to text? Did I say it correctly? Do I need to do it again?” NO.

I just go on with my day. I play my game, go to work, watch TikTok, shower, eat, whatever. Sometimes I completely forget that I even did it. I don’t do thought transmission because I believe I HAVE to or because I’m scared that if I don’t do it, my manifestation won’t happen. I do it because I genuinely enjoy it. It’s fun for me, it’s exciting, and I like the feeling it gives me. So please don’t turn this into another thing YOU feel obligated to do 50 times a day. You don’t need to say your SP’s name a certain number of times every day, you don’t need to repeat the transmission until you’re exhausted, and you don’t need to panic if you skip a day.

You don’t have to do anything. If YOU want to do it, do it. If YOU enjoy it, enjoy it. If YOU don’t feel like doing it, go live your life. That’s the whole point for me: manifestation should be something that adds fun and confidence to your life, not something that takes over your life. 💛

THIS IS WHAT I NOW BELIEVE ABOUT DOUBT.

Looking back, I actually believe my doubts enhanced my manifestation.
I want to be extremely clear that this is how I personally reframed my doubts. I’m not saying you have to accept this as some scientific law or objective fact. I’m telling you what helped ME because I know how badly the fear of doubt can spiral.
One of the things that hurt me more than the actual doubt itself was being afraid of the doubt.
I would have one passing thought like, “What if he’s with somebody else?” and then immediately panic: “OH MY GOD. I shouldn’t have thought that. Did I just ruin my manifestation? Was that negative thought too powerful? What if I accidentally manifested that? What if that one visualization ruined everything?”
And then I would spend even MORE energy thinking about the thought I was afraid of.
That’s what I realized was actually exhausting me.
So I changed the story.
Instead of saying, “My doubts are hurting my manifestation,” I started telling myself, “My doubts actually enhance my manifestation.”
And that helped me immensely.
Think about it logically from a human perspective. If you care about something deeply, you’re naturally going to think about different possibilities. You’re going to wonder what could go wrong. You’re going to imagine different outcomes. That doesn’t automatically mean you’re sabotaging yourself.
Think about wanting to go to Paris. You have the money. You have the hotel. You have your passport. You have your itinerary. You’re excited. You REALLY want to go.
But you’re terrified of flying.
So your brain starts doing what brains do.
“What if the plane crashes?”
“What if the Eiffel Tower randomly closes?”
“What if my favorite bakery goes bankrupt before I get there?”
“What if I get there and everything goes wrong?”
Those are doubts. But why are you having them? Because you CARE. You’re thinking about the trip so much, and you want it to go well so badly, that your brain is naturally running through possibilities.
That’s how I started viewing my doubts.
If I’m thinking about my SP and I suddenly have a passing thought that scares me, instead of saying, “Oh my God, I just ruined everything,” I say:
“No. This actually shows me how much I care. This shows me how deeply I desire this. This shows me how much I want this to work. And I’m still choosing my desired story.”
That completely changed the way I interacted with my own mind.
So please don’t start policing every single thought you have.
Please don’t become terrified of your own brain.
If you have a passing negative thought, let it pass.
If you have a bad visualization, let it pass.
If you have a moment where you genuinely doubt everything, let yourself be human.
And if it helps you, tell yourself:
“My doubt does not hurt me. My doubt actually reminds me how much I care, and I still choose what I want.”
That was SO much healthier for me than constantly trying to mentally slap my own thoughts away.

NOW LET ME SHOW YOU THE ACTUAL SCRIPT I WROTE.

This is important because I don’t want to summarize it. I want you guys to actually see what I wrote.
I wrote this on August 4th, 2026, right before I went to bed. At the time, I didn’t know what was going to happen. I wasn’t writing this thinking, “Okay, this is absolutely going to happen on August 20th.” I was simply scripting the experience I wanted.
For the purpose of the script, I used the name Anna for myself.
Here is what I wrote:
I was basically chilling, playing games on my phone, when my phone buzzed. I thought nothing of it initially, but I was busy having fun, so I continued to play the game on my phone. It buzzed like five more times, and at this point, I was kind of annoyed because it was making me lose focus on my game.

So I looked at it, and there it was. My SP’s username with his profile picture and the Instagram notification, and it said six-plus messages, or my SP’s username sent you a message.

It was him.

It was my SP.

My SP.

Again for this analogy, I’m going to use my name as Anna.

“Hey Anna, how have you been? I kind of miss you and miss talking with you and being on call with you.”

I honestly stared at my phone in shock and something else, like victory. I responded to him like 19 minutes later, and he instantly replied back. I said, “Let’s call because I don’t want to type,” and he was overjoyed to be on it.

When the call connected, he instantly turned on his camera and started to ask me how I’ve been, my life updates, and then proceeded to sort of break down asking for forgiveness and saying he was sorry about it all.

I smiled.

Anyways, we talked and talked for like 3 hours, and that whole time we were flirting, laughing, and genuinely reconnecting with each other.

At the end of the call, he said he couldn’t get me out of his mind all this time, and everything reminded me of him and how I didn’t feel right. How it didn’t feel right for me for him to be without me, etc. All while saying how much he missed me, my laugh, my jokes, me in general.

I then admitted to him that I was also thinking about him and also missed him as well a lot.

He begged for another chance, saying how I complete him, how much he needed me, how many times he dreamed about this, about me, about us. Saying he will do everything and everything to prove it to me.

I told him I needed some time.

With that, I hung up the call and went on with my day, and we did not speak.

Later on that night, after he said good night to me, I waited until I was sure he was fast asleep and he would not respond immediately if I texted this to him. Then I finally sent him a message saying I forgive him, and I accept his proposal.

I went to bed.

The next morning, I woke up to 12 messages from him, all super sweet. Most importantly, he properly asked me to be his one and only.

My heart was thumping in joy and in love.

I always knew that he would come back to me, and better yet, this whole thing was perfect timing because I was about to start my senior year at high school.

I just love my SP so much.

I’m glad I never gave up.

I’m glad he didn’t either.

I’m glad we’re back and better than ever.
That was my script.
And I literally wrote it 16 days before he texted me.

AND THEN I FORGOT ABOUT IT.

This is the part that really got me.
I like scripting before bed because, personally, I feel like it helps me get into a really vivid state before sleeping. I also tend to have more vivid dreams about my SP when I script before bed, and I love waking up from those dreams because they leave me with such loving, favorable feelings.
But I didn’t sit there every morning rereading the script and asking when it was going to happen.
I basically forgot about it.
I lived my life.
Then Thursday, August 20th happened.
It was my first day back for senior year. I had school, then I went to work afterward. I worked until 8 PM, clocked out, came home, showered, did my normal routine, and because I had a relatively short school day, I decided to stay up a little longer and play games.
And then, while I was literally playing my game, my phone started buzzing.
I ignored it at first.
I was playing my game.
Then it buzzed again.
And again.
And eventually I looked at my phone.
And there it was.
His username.
His profile picture.
Instagram.
Six-plus messages.
It was him.
And the whole thing was just so funny to me because I had literally scripted myself being annoyed by my phone buzzing while I was playing a game.
Then I got the actual message while I was playing a game.
Obviously, real life didn’t happen word-for-word exactly like the script. I’m not claiming that it did. But the similarities in the overall experience were enough to make me sit there and go, “WHAT?”

(FOR THOSE OF YOUR WHO HAVE READ MY PREVIOUS SUCCESS STORY YOU KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY HAPPENED!!!!!

ALSO PLEASE READ MY OTHER STORY TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED so you can understand where I’m coming from and what this all means)

And the most important part to me wasn’t even the timing.
It was the fact that I wasn’t sitting there waiting for it.
I wasn’t refreshing my phone.
I wasn’t thinking, “Today’s the day.”
I was literally playing my game.
That’s what I want YOU to take from this.
Not “You need to script exactly like me.”
Not “Your manifestation will happen in 16 days.”
Not “You need to play a video game while waiting.”
No.
The takeaway for ME was:
I can live my life.

LIVE LIKE A LOTUS. THRIVE IN MUDDY WATER.

This is a quote I genuinely live by:
“Live like a lotus, thrive in muddy water.”
And I think it applies to manifestation PERFECTLY.
Think about a lotus flower.
You have this beautiful flower with these gorgeous petals. It’s striking. It’s delicate-looking. It’s beautiful. You look at it and think, “How is something THIS beautiful growing here?”
Because underneath that beautiful flower is muddy water.
You can’t even see the bottom.
You can’t see exactly where it came from.
You can’t look into that water and immediately see the beautiful flower that’s going to emerge from it.
And yet somehow, something so beautiful grows out of something that looks, quite frankly, ugly.
That’s YOU.
YOU are the lotus.
Your circumstances are the muddy water.
Your 3D might look messy.
It might look confusing.
It might look like nothing is happening.
It might look completely opposite from what YOU want.
But why are YOU letting the mud convince YOU that you’re not a lotus?
You are still the flower.
You are still beautiful.
You are still worthy.
You are still loved.
You are still the person YOU decided to be.
So don’t look at the muddy water and say:
“Well, I guess I’m not a lotus.”
No.
THRIVE IN IT.
Let the unfavorable circumstances be the environment you grow through, not the thing that defines you.

FLIP THE SCRIPT.
This is another thing I do.
If the 3D gives me something unfavorable, I don’t automatically treat it as the final chapter.
I flip the story.
And I’m not saying you have to pretend that something literally didn’t happen. I’m saying don’t give one circumstance the authority to define your entire future.
If your SP says something you don’t like, you don’t have to spend six hours building an entire story around it.
If your SP says, “I don’t want to see you again,” you don’t have to immediately decide, “This means they will NEVER want me again.”
You can simply say:
“Okay. That’s what was said. But that’s not the story I’m choosing to continue.”
Then move forward.
The lotus doesn’t sit there staring at the mud wondering why it’s muddy.
It grows.

STOP SAYING “I NEED THIS.”
This is another little mental shift that helped me.
Instead of saying:
“I need my SP.”
“I need this manifestation.”
“I need them to text.”
“I need this to happen.”
Try:
“This is my desire.”
“I deserve this.”
“I deserve love.”
“I deserve reciprocity.”
“I deserve the relationship I desire.”
There’s a difference between desperately needing something to validate you and simply acknowledging that you desire something.
If I say, “I want a matcha creamsicle,” I don’t need to turn that into a crisis.
I want it.
I desire it.
And I believe I deserve to experience the things I desire.
That’s the mentality I want you guys to start building.
Don’t make your desire into evidence that you’re lacking.

YOU ARE THE POWER.
This is where everything comes back together for me.
I genuinely believe that YOU are the operant power.
YOU are the source.
And I don’t mean that you should become arrogant or think that other human beings don’t matter. I mean that YOU need to stop putting everybody else’s behavior above your own identity.
I personally use the “puppet” or “doll” analogy in my manifestation practice because it reminds me not to put my SP on a pedestal. To me, it’s a metaphor for the fact that I don’t have to chase, beg, convince, or obsess over another person’s behavior.
I’m not going to sit here and claim that I can objectively prove that another human being has no free will. That’s not the point of what I’m saying.
The point is:
Why are YOU giving your SP so much power over YOU?
Why does their current behavior determine whether YOU feel loved?
Why does one text determine whether YOU feel chosen?
Why does one circumstance determine whether YOU believe in yourself?
Take that power back.

THINK OF YOURSELF AS A CELEBRITY.
I want YOU to imagine that YOU are a celebrity.
There are billions of people in the world.
Imagine that everywhere YOU go, people adore YOU.
People love YOU.
People admire YOU.
People look up to YOU.
People ask YOU for advice.
People think YOU are beautiful.
People think YOU are talented.
People want to be around YOU.
And then imagine one random person in that enormous crowd saying:
“Your movies suck.”
“You’re ugly.”
“You’re not talented.”
“You don’t deserve to be famous.”
“You should quit.”
Are YOU going to listen to that one person?
Are YOU going to walk away from everything because one person said something?
No.
So why does one piece of 3D information get to do that to YOU?
Why are YOU going to let one person’s behavior, one text message, one social media post, one conversation, or one unfavorable circumstance outweigh the identity YOU chose for yourself?
The 3D is ONE PERSON in a crowd of billions.
Are YOU really going to let that one person convince YOU that you’re not a celebrity anymore?
No.
So stop doing that to yourself.

AND THIS IS WHY I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE AFRAID OF YOUR DOUBTS.
This is probably one of the most important things I could tell someone who is struggling.
If YOU have a doubt, don’t immediately panic.
Don’t say:
“Oh my God, I just thought something negative.”
“Did I ruin it?”
“Did I manifest that?”
“Was that visualization bad?”
“Am I going backwards?”
No.
Breathe.
You’re human.
And if it helps YOU, tell yourself:
“This doubt actually enhances my manifestation.”
Because YOU care.
YOU desire this.
YOU want it.
YOU are thinking about it.
YOU are emotionally invested.
Of course your brain might occasionally run through what could go wrong.
That doesn’t mean YOU have to accept that as your final story.
I would much rather tell myself, “My doubt shows me how much I care, and I’m still choosing my desired outcome,” than spend hours being terrified of my own thoughts.
Because the second I became afraid of my thoughts, I created a whole NEW thing to obsess about.
And I don’t want that for YOU.

YOU DON’T NEED TO BE PERFECT.
Please understand that.
You don’t need perfect faith.
You don’t need to feel amazing every day.
You don’t need to wake up and immediately affirm for an hour.
You don’t need to script every night.
You don’t need to visualize every night.
You don’t need to listen to subliminals every night.
You don’t need to perform a ritual every night.
If YOU are exhausted, go to sleep.
If YOU need a break, take a break.
If YOU have a bad day, have a bad day.
Your manifestation practice should not become another source of anxiety.

SO WHAT DO I ACTUALLY WANT YOU TO DO?
I want YOU to decide who YOU are.
That’s it.
If YOU want to be loved, decide that YOU are loved.
If YOU want to be chosen, decide that YOU are chosen.
If YOU want a relationship, decide what kind of relationship YOU desire and embody the person who experiences it.
If YOU want your SP, let yourself desire your SP without turning that desire into desperation.
And then LIVE.
Go live your life.
Go to work.
Go to school.
Go play your games.
Go hang out with your friends.
Go take a shower.
Go eat.
Go sleep.
Go laugh.
Go cry.
Go have fun.
You don’t need to spend every waking moment trying to make your manifestation happen.

PLEASE, PLEASE TAKE THIS AS HOPE.
I want to end this by saying this one more time because I genuinely don’t want anyone misunderstanding what I’m trying to say.
Please use my story strictly as hope.
Do not compare.
Don’t compare your timeline to mine.
Don’t compare your SP to mine.
Don’t compare your bridge to mine.
Don’t compare your circumstances to mine.
Don’t compare your techniques to mine.
Just take the hope.
Read my story and say:
“You know what? If she can do this, I can believe in myself too.”
“I can stop obsessing.”
“I can stop checking.”
“I can stop being terrified of every passing thought.”
“I can take a breath.”
“I can live my life.”
“I can want what I want.”
“I can believe that I deserve it.”
“I can remember who I am.”
And then say:
I AM.
That’s it.
I AM.
I am the power.
I am the source.
I am loved.
I am worthy.
I am chosen.
I am deserving.
I am secure.
I am the person who experiences the life I desire.
I don’t need to know every step.
I don’t need to know every detail.
I don’t need to obsess over the bridge.
I don’t need to make myself miserable.
I AM.
And that’s the mindset I want YOU to carry with YOU.
Because I genuinely believe that YOU deserve love.
I genuinely believe that YOU deserve peace.
I genuinely believe that YOU deserve happiness.
I genuinely believe that YOU deserve to feel secure and wanted and fulfilled.
And if you’re sitting here right now thinking, “I don’t know if I can do this,” please understand that I have literally been sitting in that exact chair mentally.
I’ve been the girl wondering if it’s ever going to happen.
I’ve been the girl thinking, “What if this doesn’t work?”
I’ve been the girl imagining my SP with someone else and getting sad and angry and hopeless.
I’ve been the girl who wanted to give up.
And I’m still here.
I’m still living my life.
I’m still building my future.
And I’m still choosing what I want.
So please don’t make manifestation another thing YOU have to be perfect at.
Use the techniques that make YOU happy.
Drop the ones that make YOU anxious.
Take breaks.
Sleep.
Live.

And when the doubt comes, instead of being terrified of it, remember:
“I am human. I care deeply. And I am still the power.”
Then keep going.
Live like a lotus. Thrive in muddy water.
Because how can something so beautiful grow from something so muddy?
That’s the point.
The mud doesn’t disqualify the flower.
The lotus was always capable of blooming.
And YOU are too. 💛

ALSO: side note when I do my spell casting do it from a place or feeling like I already have what I deserve I’m just enhancing it if that makes sense!

Happy manifesting, divas. :D

Sorry this is kinda long also I forgot to mention that I don’t really do my self concept work (like focusing heavily on it) BUT I still did it, changing the narrative about yourself really helps!!!! Cannot stress this enough! 💛

Hey everyone, I am so excited to finally write out my success story and share my bridge of events! I have been consciously manifesting since May, and for a long time, I saw absolutely zero movement in the 3D. But I persisted through it all, and last night the 3D completely bent to my law. He texted me out of nowhere while I was playing a video game, and when we caught up, HE was the one who offered to call me. We got on the phone, and he was even being seductive on the call with me! I am literally a goddess and I feel amazing.

I’ve been manifesting since May with zero movement. A couple of days ago, I put my foot down and told myself: "SP WILL text me this month." I basically gaslit myself into "feeling" (getting into that state of total internal knowing) that it was happening. Earlier this month, I told myself, "I can feel it, he will text." Did I waver? Yes. I doubted, I wavered, and I literally crashed out at times. But through it all, I STILL PERSISTED. I refused to give any power to the 3D. When I saw general tarot readings on my social media pages, I used them to enhance my inner feeling, but I didn't put my active energy or power into them because I am source, I dictate my reality, and what I say goes. I even started changing my conversations in the real world. When people asked about my life, I spoke entirely from the end state, telling them, "My boyfriend said this to me and it was so sweet!" operating as if we were already securely together.
Since May, I have also been doing tarot readings on myself to check the backend code of his subconscious. The cards were always consistently telling me the exact same thing: that he wanted to reach out, that he had deep romantic and sexual feelings for me (absolutely not just friendly feelings), and that his guard was still up but he was going to break soon.

Then, a couple of days ago, I pulled the Seven of Wands Reversed. Upright, it’s a card of fighting and holding walls up. Reversed, it meant his physical armor and mental defense mechanisms were completely collapsing. The cards were right—he had zero resistance left to fight the pull, his guard finally broke, and the code printed out perfectly right after.
I did a LOT of thought transmission, and I developed a hyper-specific personal method that worked instantly. Whenever he crossed my mind, I would clear my mind and say his full name 3 times to dial into his wavelength. Then I commanded his subconscious attention by saying: "I know you can hear me and I'm talking to you now." Next, I formulated exactly what I wanted him to think or do, and broadcasted it directly into his head using second or third person phrasing. I would command: "You want to text me," or "SP, you can't stop thinking about me and you want to text her so bad."

A few days ago, I executed a powerful ritual from my spellbook but added my own personal tweaks. The book just said to use a piece of paper, write your desired person's full name 7 times, and then write your name or nickname inside a heart without lifting my pen at all while chanting. For the chant, I added my own twist to the book's affirmation, saying: "My heart encompasses you." I folded the paper 3 times toward me while chanting and locking in that feeling of knowing it was going to work. My major twist to the spell was adding a small jar with 2 small rose quartz crystals in it. I folded the paper even smaller and put it inside. Then, I took a red wax image candle shaped like a man (which I bought months ago) and burned it directly over the jar to completely seal the spell, and burned a pink candle over that for reconciliation. The book explicitly stated that if you want to end the spell, you have to get rid of it by ripping it or burning it or whatever you can do to destroy it. But in my case, I keep this jar with me at all times—under my pillow while I sleep, and directly in my pocket while I am working shifts.

I didn’t do all the methods all the time; I kept it flexible and only used them when I truly felt inspired. The main ones I did were the Law of Assumption, SATS, the O-Method, and Subliminals. I used the Law of Assumption and the just decided method by treating my awareness as the absolute law. I used thought transmission with my 3x name repetition protocol. I used robotic affirmations by repeating loops when I needed to anchor my mind. I used scripting, and fun fact: I scripted this exact scenario about 1.5 weeks ago on 8/4/26! I wrote that we would catch up and he would offer to call me, and he reflected it perfectly in real-time! I used SATS by visualizing and saying my affirmations right as I drifted off to sleep. I used the O-Method by directing peak physical energy into my commands right at the climax on top of his hoodie. I listened to subliminals before bed and while sleeping. I started a 10k challenge, but didn't even finish it because the movement happened so fast. I also made a music playlist and a TikTok playlist of videos that remind me of him or perfectly mirror how I imagine he feels, acts, and thinks toward me to enhance the feeling.

I was literally playing my video game when his text popped up. I honestly kind of ignored him at first because I was focused on my game! When I finally text back, we caught up, and HE was the one who stepped up and proposed the phone call. ALSO there was like an awkward silence when we were texting that I didn’t know what to say so I kinda like didn’t saying anything for like 5 mins and at that point he even said “just text me please, I miss talking to you” But yea, I’m already his girlfriend in the 4D, so this text was just the 3D delayed echo catching up to what I already decided was mine since May. I am still technically manifesting him officially proposing to me to be his girlfriend in the 3D, but I am already his girlfriend in reality.

PERSIST, NO MATTER WHAT! You are source!!’n happy manifesting divas!! :D

(EDIT: totally forgot to mention that we dated in Dec and broke up in Feb bc of bad communication and we are LDR and that I basically unconsciously manifested him to text me back in April for spring break and thennn after we caught up for a week straight he went silent again so that point I decided to actually manifest him this time!)

Hey everyone,

I’ve been practicing the Law of Assumption for a while now, and I’d love some advice or validation from anyone who has successfully manifested an SP back by living in the end, especially if you held out for some major movement from them.
To give you a quick backstory, my SP and I dated back in December. He went mostly silent around February, and I eventually just texted him saying I’d leave him alone. After that, I started consciously manifesting him back. Over my spring break, I kept affirming that he would reach out before the break ended, and literally on the very last day, he texted me out of nowhere and apologized for disappearing (which was exactly what I had been affirming). We talked nonstop for about a week, played games, and he was using all the old affectionate nicknames again. But then, out of nowhere, he went totally silent again.

Instead of panicking this time, I really committed to my practices. I’ve been doing a mix of Law of Assumption, self-concept work, visualization, custom subliminals, and some communication/sweetening folk magic. I also journal strictly from the end, writing about our future anniversaries and date nights like we've been happily together for months. Honestly, I barely think about the old story anymore and I don't feel the need to robotically affirm out of desperation. In my mind, we are already together, and he is totally obsessed, clingy, and devoted to me.

Recently, a couple of 3D echoes naturally popped up on my screen without me hunting for them. His Discord profile changed to a matching *Lady and the Tramp* theme, and Discord pushed a status notification from him that said *"I think she's mad at me."* My immediate reaction was just, *"Of course you're worried I'm mad. You haven't been giving your queen enough attention, and you're sweating it."* I'm completely refusing to accept anything less than total devotion, and I view the matching profile thing as his subconscious just practicing for when we are officially public.

But here is where my question comes in. My end goal is obviously a stable, committed relationship, but my starting line for his return is very specific. I am manifesting a massive, deep, intense love confession from him. I am absolutely not texting first—he has to do 100% of the chasing. I want him to reach out out of nowhere, pouring his heart and soul out, begging for my forgiveness, and telling me how empty and hollow his life felt when I wasn't there. I don't want a casual "let's take things slow" text. I want him to straight up beg for another chance at a relationship. Because he's my SP, I'm going to say yes eventually, but I'm definitely going to make him wait a bit first to keep him on his toes and keep that chasing energy alive.

Because I'm trying to live in the end where we are already dating, my brain occasionally hits this weird paradox. It asks me, *"Why would your current boyfriend need to send you a dramatic, groveling confession text if you guys are already happily together?"*

How do you guys bridge the gap between knowing they are already yours in the 4D, while still allowing the 3D timeline to play out a specific, high-intensity script where they come crawling back to claim you? Do you view the confession as just a wave of late-night vulnerability where he looks back at the past separation and clears his conscience? Or do you just focus on the feeling of being chosen and completely let go of the logistics?

Would love to hear some success stories from anyone who made their SP chase them down like this!

Hey everyone,

I’ve been practicing the Law of Assumption for a while now, and I’d love some advice or validation from anyone who has successfully manifested an SP back by living in the end, especially if you held out for some major movement from them.
To give you a quick backstory, my SP and I dated back in December. He went mostly silent around February, and I eventually just texted him saying I’d leave him alone. After that, I started consciously manifesting him back. Over my spring break, I kept affirming that he would reach out before the break ended, and literally on the very last day, he texted me out of nowhere and apologized for disappearing (which was exactly what I had been affirming). We talked nonstop for about a week, played games, and he was using all the old affectionate nicknames again. But then, out of nowhere, he went totally silent again.

Instead of panicking this time, I really committed to my practices. I’ve been doing a mix of Law of Assumption, self-concept work, visualization, custom subliminals, and some communication/sweetening folk magic. I also journal strictly from the end, writing about our future anniversaries and date nights like we've been happily together for months. Honestly, I barely think about the old story anymore and I don't feel the need to robotically affirm out of desperation. In my mind, we are already together, and he is totally obsessed, clingy, and devoted to me.

Recently, a couple of 3D echoes naturally popped up on my screen without me hunting for them. His Discord profile changed to a matching Lady and the Tramp theme, and Discord pushed a status notification from him that said "I think she's mad at me." My immediate reaction was just, "Of course you're worried I'm mad. You haven't been giving your queen enough attention, and you're sweating it." I'm completely refusing to accept anything less than total devotion, and I view the matching profile thing as his subconscious just practicing for when we are officially public.

But here is where my question comes in. My end goal is obviously a stable, committed relationship, but my starting line for his return is very specific. I am manifesting a massive, deep, intense love confession from him. I am absolutely not texting first—he has to do 100% of the chasing. I want him to reach out out of nowhere, pouring his heart and soul out, begging for my forgiveness, and telling me how empty and hollow his life felt when I wasn't there. I don't want a casual "let's take things slow" text. I want him to straight up beg for another chance at a relationship. Because he's my SP, I'm going to say yes eventually, but I'm definitely going to make him wait a bit first to keep him on his toes and keep that chasing energy alive.

Because I'm trying to live in the end where we are already dating, my brain occasionally hits this weird paradox. It asks me, "Why would your current boyfriend need to send you a dramatic, groveling confession text if you guys are already happily together?"

How do you guys bridge the gap between knowing they are already yours in the 4D, while still allowing the 3D timeline to play out a specific, high-intensity script where they come crawling back to claim you? Do you view the confession as just a wave of late-night vulnerability where he looks back at the past separation and clears his conscience? Or do you just focus on the feeling of being chosen and completely let go of the logistics?

Would love to hear some success stories from anyone who made their SP chase them down like this!

So, I’ve been practicing the Law of Assumption for a while now, and I’d love some advice from people who have been successful with living in the end.
My SP and I dated in December. Around February, he went mostly silent, and eventually I sent him a message basically saying I’d stop bothering him and leave him alone. After that, I started consciously manifesting him back. During my spring break, I kept affirming that he would reach out before it ended, and literally right before the last day was over, he texted me. He apologized for disappearing, which was one of the main things I had been manifesting.
He asked if we could be friends, but after that we talked nonstop for about a week. We played games together, talked all day, and he was calling me affectionate names again like he did when we were dating. Then, almost out of nowhere, he went completely silent again, and that’s where things have stayed.
Since then, I’ve really committed to my practices. I’m doing Law of Assumption, some Law of Attraction techniques, self-concept work, meditation, visualization, journaling from the end, and I also practice witchcraft (mostly things like glamours, healing, road opening, sweetening, and communication work). I also made my own subliminals and listen to them regularly.
One thing that’s changed is that I barely think about the old story anymore. Instead, I naturally imagine the new story. When I journal, I write as if we’ve already been in a healthy, committed relationship for months. I write about future anniversaries, date nights, how peaceful and loving the relationship feels, and how grateful I am. I have playlists that remind me of us, TikTok collections of date ideas, and I honestly enjoy imagining our future together.
I don’t really feel the need to constantly robotically affirm anymore. If I affirm, it’s because I want to, not because I feel desperate. I also don’t check the 3D much anymore.
I recently did tarot asking about the overall outcome, and the reading was very positive. Whether people believe in tarot or not isn’t really the point of my question, so I’m mainly looking for Law of Assumption advice.
My end goal is a stable, loving, committed relationship with my SP.
So my question is: How do you actually live in the state of already having your desire?
I feel like I’m already doing a lot of things that someone in that state would naturally do. I journal from the end, imagine future memories instead of replaying the old story, enjoy playlists and date ideas, and I genuinely feel calmer than I used to.
For those of you who have successfully manifested an SP, what did “living in the end” actually look like for you? Was there anything that helped it click, or does it sound like I’m already doing it and just need to continue persisting?