TMS with chronic illness
Hello Internet friends (:
I am seeking reassurance and advice for managing symptoms from TMS treatment while managing a chronic illness
A year ago I suddenly became disabled. My doctors accused me of lying and abandoned me. I got diagnosed with POTS and hypermobility in February, and after months of experimentation I started making real strides in my improvement with Propranolol 60 mg ER. Before TMS, I could bike every day, walk a mile, and even do mentally taxing work. Yay!! I even beat my depression — while I dealt with bouts of shame and negative thinking overall I was pretty happy.
That is, until I started TMS 2 weeks ago. Now …
* I am exhausted. I can’t wake up on time. It takes hours to crawl at a bed. I can’t sit upright in a chair. I can’t leave my apartment. I feel awful
* My mood has tanked. I cry randomly. My thoughts are 100x more negative. I hate myself. I want to give up. I was so happy before TMS started. I’m miserable now.
This is brutal.
- Is this normal?
- I stick it out. Right? I just keep going.