So my dad talked to a doctor (im 17 mtf) and apparently the HSE recommend only people above 18 get hrt, meaning even if i go private which was what i was planning to do i have to be 18 no matter what, is that true or no because ive seen places like gender plus only need you to be 16? Idk if I'm even really making sense my head is a complete mess right now
Ok so im NOWHERE near the stage of being able to get bottom surgery but i always wanted it UNTIL today where I've learned that dilating is a lifelong thing and now im really not sure if its even gonna be worth it with the amount of money it'll cost, the recovery and then dilating i don't really know anymore but the alternative is not getting it and keeping the dysphoria but i feel like dilating will probably make me dysphoric anyway, zero depth isn't really something id consider either so im kinda feeling really stuck right now and im not really able to get it out of my head