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I want to buy parmar ssc maths foundation batch of bhutesh sir. If anyone has a coupon code for it, please tell me.

Pata Hai Aaj Kya Hua

I loved a girl for 3 years 2023-2026 still somewhere I miss her. I met her in school and I waited for 2 years because I promised myself that I'll wait until I clear my entrance exam. I appeared for the exam and couldn't clear it in the first list (didn't get a seat). I started to focus on my boards. After 51 days of my entrance exam in January 2025 I lost my dad. She came to my house to see me just for me. It's just we couldn't be together so we just changed our ways.

I started out my college in August 2025 and around December i started to feel like I like this friend of mine in college but I wasn't sure so I waited till Apr 2026 and on 7th April 2026 I told her that the girl I like in college is none other but only her. So I waited for the perfect moment to propose to her my feelings as my first proper proposal of my life. It was our college concert. It was the first time of my whole teenage life I was standing so close to a girl. I felt like I would have kissed her (hopefully I didn't).

After a few days, my confession she started to ignore and we didn't meet much I thought she might need space as I confessed my feelings too soon. A few days back I was having dinner as I finished, i randomly opened instagram and saw her story with a guy mirror selfie hugging like really close (yk what I mean). I was not angry, not sad, no reaction, no emotion, completely nothing. I just let her go.

But the funniest part now is that I have 4 people in life whom I like as like this only. First is my first crush (school), Second (college one), Third (is one of my law school friends) i know that it's just a online crush and I won't tell her ever so yeah lol, and The fourth and last is my 2nd semester economics professor lol ( few days back I asked her age randomly and she told she's 26).

I just randomly realised in 2nd semester 1st mst economics she came in room and asked me how the paper was I just went blank as I saw her. I realised she's so cute and pretty and I like her somewhere. I won't tell her for sure maybe after my graduation.

But still I don't know what love actually is and still figuring out life mostly career. I'm just close to one of my best guy friends, my only friend to whom I literally share everything. From when I'm shitting and to what I want to do in life and further. So yeah, this is just my random thoughts that have been constantly roaming in my head.

He ( my only best friend) is really helping me a lot since we met in December 2025. I am struggling again with competitive exams, my mom just says everyday you'll get everything at the right time( kab ayega kya pata), I feel okay but I just don't know. Again I'm saying it's just my feelings for the past 3 years.

I'm just tired of grinding myself so much still 2 years more I have to grind myself. I hope it will be the last 2 years of my grinding period. My mom and a lot of people shame me for my belly fat even though I'm really physical like daily running or walking (sometimes I'm not able to go but will join the gym soon).

I'm not able to like anyone cause I am not able to feel attracted to anyone even if I do I start to get insecure of my looks and appearance and I don't find myself worthy enough to be loved or liked by anyone. (Faltu bakwas mt karna comment mein ki, "abhi tera time nhi hain falana dhimaka." Work on yourself. Maarunga bohot).

I hope I come to this sub and other subs again after 2 years and be a best person in my personal life and be a better human being for society. I have also planned a long term plan of starting a foundation in max to max 6-7 years in future for underprivileged children for education and food in the name of my dad.

I'll be appearing for cgl and also maybe more govt exams. But CGL is focused. I'll be appearing in 2028. Should I buy any batch? Currently I'm preparing from yt and testbook. But I'm not able to solve the questions that fast. Please suggest any best course or YouTube series to cover my maths.

English is not a problem and reasoning is good just help for maths. Currently I have attempted pyq's and some questions from the books like percentage and arithmetic.

19M any F up for random date or wanna hangout. We can plan it out as per the conversation.

I'm currently a second semester student and my exams are from 20 June. Although I'm focusing on the subjects much more than the exam but that is not the main problem here. Actually i always wanted to do law since 9th class. So in the 11th class i started my CLAT preparation, gave 1st Dec 2025 year exam (2 years of constant grind). After 1.5-2 months my dad expired. I completely shattered that what just happened, even tried to commit s*icide in sometimes. I still remember the day, 1st December 2025 it was my exam i was really nervous but my dad called me to know what i was doing i was in the bus back then. He told me not panic, keep drinking water and focus on the questions with full attention only (he had been a physics faculty for 23 years in big coaching institute giants for JEE and NEET) even though he never forced me to do JEE and take PCM although he also wanted me to do law from NLU's (he only had knowledge about NLIU because its our birthplace so he always wanted his child to do law from this college only.) Although i later on told him all NLU's are fine and nice and has great career options in them then he agreed to whichever i will be wanting to go he'll sent me there no matter what the fees are. I literally gave me days and nights there was even a time when i was studying without sleeping 21-22 hours (no breaks). I even liked a girl in my school whom i thought I'll confess her after my exam in farewell but my fate has some other destiny (Although when we talked some days later she told me that she knew it from the very first day that i liked her but she didn't because she never saw me in that way). SO 21st January 2025, i was studying in the balcony and firstly my (chote mama) came to my house saying he was just passing by from Bhopal so he came to meet us. No idea at all about what turn is my life gonna about to take. Then my Nana, Nani, my both Mami's came to our house with 15-20 other people. My Masi was was living with us till when my dad was in the hospital in a small town of Himachal with no facilities but one of my bade mama (he a BJP party member) he shifted him to best hospital of Chandigarh with best gastro-technician and liver specialist but no one could be able to save him. Me, my mom and my then 5 year old sister was just crying and nothing else. But it was much worse for me as a son. I was taken to shamshaan ghat with body, i was been bathed by 4 people (yes it took me 4 people to get me bathed) then i was told by my bastard bua's that i need to even fire up my dad's spectacles on the spot (yeah i know it's necessary to let go the things of a dead person but they were not making me understand that thing in a nice and better way (gyaan ch*dna hain bas zamaane bhar ka jab ki pata kuch hain nahi) i took that specs and fought them all and literally shouted at them. Then the girl i wanted to confess she came to my home with my friends just to see me i felt so relieved bacuse aisa lag raha tha ki yeh mera hi ghar mujhe kaatne dodh raha ho. i couldn't even breathe. I still have them with me (all his belongings). Every single thing of my dad i have still kept it with me I'll let them go at the right time (because one of my best friend whom i met in college he made me meet with OSHO and then i understood what is life?). He has really helped me a lot to let me out of my dad's death depression which lasted almost for 14-15 months and i am able to see and understand life in at least a better way . So during the 10 days of kriyakarm ( we have only 10 days ritual) my bade mama, my mom and my dearest cousin whom i admire a lot suggested me to take any basic course side by side i should prepare for banking exams and i was like okay. Then i gave my 12th boards it was like hell studying those days. After 1 month was my board but still i was able to manage score 72% MP board. Then i took admission in a college earlier i was going to do private form (no college scheme) but my mom told what will you do then in home all the time? i was like "studying". Then she made me admit into a college its nice. I have met some of the most nicest and dearest people out here. Now the main problem- i am so much exhausted by one preparation phase that i am not able to study with the same efficiency and sometimes i don't even like studying as i also made my mind that after i get into law school I"ll study my favourite subjects like history, Philosophy, psychology, politics, religion, music which i still do i have read 30 books since late 2025 to till this date.

PLEASE HELP ME WHAT SHOULD I DO? I want to go for ASO or CGL posts i loved the job but i am not able to studying 12-13 hours like before. Please everyone help me out.

Tomorrow I'll be buying a laptop from the offline market. Please suggest where I should purchase from? Croma doesn't have many options but they are willing to order on my request. So I will go out to many places in bhopal.

My budget is under 60,000.

Main concerns are display size and type

Battery life most important

Not a gamer but want a good gpu kr best at this range

Even better if it's copilot ai integrated.

I'll be mostly using it for study, research, and multimedia consumption. But it should run smoothly at everything.

I can't understand this one thing about this exam. What's with this exam?

Is it that the exam is so difficult that there are so few seats? In fact it is absolutely not less.

Is it extremely very difficult? I don't know btw as someone like me who has cleared 3 national level law entrance exams (UG).

Is that students who are not serious about this exam who are not able to qualify?

Can you please guide me? I'm good at maths but currently just working on speed. Same with my reasoning and my English is pretty great due to my past entrance preparation phase.

Currently I'm in my 2nd semester of 3 year BBA. Currently I'm studying for at least 12-13 hours with a few breaks since may 2025.

Was preparing for banking exams but very much for inspired with the work and my ideas much aligned to ssc cgl mostly in ASO in MEA and CSS.

Please guide me and would love to take advices from people who are also working as an CGL officer.