20m i live in northeast US. im looking for a guy with phycology who can pry someone's brain apart, to see what's on the inside. mainly interested in short kings, 4.10" to 5.9" i think im 6.0 myself. im a submissive bottom, so dominating me should be pretty easy. and i don't really sugarcoat much stuff. so you better have a good basis about the human mind, because im a mess. im. :P
im new. i need advice, FAST. Ive been addicted to porn since i was 11, and now i masturbate outside at night, when im kicked out of the house for yelling at my parents, i need people i can CONSTANTLY talk to, or some fucking intervention, because i can't keep doing this.
i hate myself because of my skin color, thoughts, and how i never really tell the truth, and personality. (too some degree) i even hate that i hate myself, because im just feeling sorry for myself. i sometimes i wondeer if jumping off a bbridge is my only option. because i can't keep living like this, i njust want friends to talk to, but i can't even muster up each coruge to go to local hangout spots to talk with otherss, but then i think about how horrifying death in itsself would be, and how there wont be anything left of my conscienceness to to know if there iwas even relief felt afterwards, so i just keep sitting here again. doing nothing useful, i even hurt myself sometimes because i know im feeling sorry for myself agaain, its why im typing this. but im not even this hard on myself as it seems, i just want permanet people i can talk to, but i dont even want to put in the effort. but i dont know what else to do. its put me in a deeper porn addiction than i had before. i dont even want to talk about that. b c fcg vhhjvhjghcgfcgfhcgfhhvhnhh v vcgfb n n m bnb vn bn bn b bn