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Dilema

Okay so I see no movement with my loans and I’m not sure if it’s because I got the Pell grant disbursed and a third party paid my tuition this semester and my balance shows zero? I’m going to call financial aid but I was told that wouldn’t affect my loans i accepted since this third party won’t be paying my tuition next semester. What I got doesn’t pass my overall financial aid need.

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 20 hours ago
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Teach grant

Anyone not receive the teach grant even though you qualify and sent the application and did the loan counseling? I have emailed financial aid and called but no answer

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 8 days ago
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Fasfa today

Anyone else getting anxious waiting to see if your fasfa gets posted? I checked rn and no movement on seeing the account balance say zero. Anyone else not have a zero account balance yet or do any of you have a zero balance ?

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 8 days ago

Back again.

I like to come on here and rant even though I know sometimes no one will respond. But I feel comfort to know others are fighting this fight like me. In the middle of I think what’s a panic attack. I’ve been feeling my heart beating fast for days (nothing over 100bpm) when I’m resting bc I have a constant feeling of panic. Like I’ll wake up and immediately start worrying and I’ll go to sleep that way and idk why this week has hit me th hardest. I think it’s bc I’m overworked and stressed with a lot in my life. I never talk irl to anyone bc my therapist ghosted me after I lost my medical and it’s literally been the worst year for me(I told her I’d pay her rate and she left me on read, 6 years down the drain) but anyways , the point is I didn’t realize how much my body has been telling me to rest. I’m getting difficulty swallowing again like I used to years ago when I was around 18-19(I am 25 now). I’m trying really hard to not go back to that. I don’t want to have anxiety to where I can’t drive bc I have responsibilities but it feel debilitating. I feel like my feelings are trapped in my throat if that makes sense. Sometimes I think I’m having a heart attack but then it calms down and picks up again. I know it’s not a heart attack and I’ll be seeing my primary soon just to rule anything o it but I 100% know for sure that this is all mental. Because as I lay here and type this out I feel calm and not panicked. But if I start thinking about everything wrong and over analyzing the different things I feel in my body then I start to get anxiety. It’s 24/7 and it’s exhausting. The constant fight or flight is catching up to me. I think I need a break. Like a true break where I take time off of work to rest. The lack of sleep and stress is catching up and I can feel it. Idk I just feel numb bc I want to cry and I feel it stuck in my throat and I can’t cry. I feel so empty and I do have good things going on in my life but I’m letting the bad overtake. Thanks for reading. I have more to say but I feel like a summary is okay for now.

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 21 days ago
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[REQ]720(#Sanbernardino,CA, USA) (REPAY 860) (starting with 100 august 19, 200 august 26, 200 sep 9, 200 sep 16, 160 sep 23 (CASHAPP,VENMO,) (prearranged with /u/10thGroupA)

Prearranged with u/10thGroupA :)

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 27 days ago

Hate this

Hate this constant anxiety I get where I struggle to swallow food. Im fine swallowing drinks or my own saliva but when my anxiety is high, I struggle to eat food. My life just feels so stressful and I see no way out. I can’t even fake that I am okay or that I’m not having an anxiety attack. It’s an everyday thing and I’m exhausted. I’m exhausted with this feeling and these symptoms I get that scare me and make me believe I’m having a heart attack when I know I am not. I am so overwhelmed. I need a break and I can’t even get one. I feel unreal and not well. Can’t even get help bc it’s so expensive bc I pay for my insurance out of pocket. Ever since I had to cold turkey my antidepressants my anxiety symptoms r worse. I have more bad days than good. I’m going to try more to get back on them because I genuinely feel like I need them. They helped my daily anxiety and my symptoms I get like not being able to swallow, constant gerd, heart racing, fatigue, fixations on things like strokes and heart attacks, etc. just needed to rant and feel less alone. It’s easier for me to talk to strangers than the people I know. I want to cry and no tears come out.

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 1 month ago
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[REQ]300(#Sanbernardino,CA, USA) (REPAY 340) (starting on 100 July 15, 100 August 5, 140 august 19) (CASHAPP,VENMO,)

A bit spread out to give me time to try to get some overtime shifts (work has been adding and cancelling overtime for me) but will appreciate any help! Control arm from my car is broken 🫩 TIA!!

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 1 month ago

[Xbox one s] dropped it from the back. Still works fine but is there temp fix

So I dropped my Xbox console on its back and it broke. It works fine but is there a temp fix or any fix I can do?

u/PowerfulBath199 — 2 months ago
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[REQ]200 (#Sanbernardino,CA, USA) (REPAY 230) (starting with 100 June 17, 130 july 8 possibly earlier ) (CASHAPP,VENMO,)

Need for a bit of car maintenance! Slipped my mind that I need to change a part in my car, will appreciate any help ! I have a gap bc I’ll be working mandatory overtime soon but I have no idea how much will be taken from my taxes or if they’ll y cancel it :)

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 2 months ago

(SAN Bernardino,CA) update

Here is my original post https://www.reddit.com/r/Renters/s/EqjwoFNd4g

So I talked to a lawyer and he was a bit rude but basically he told me to keep everything documented and that yes, I was in my legal right to ask for the deduction and that him threatening us to not renew may not hold up well. Even though I explained to him he said that after I asked for the rent reduction, I was told because he agreed to do it that he does have the right to not renew the lease next year since we haven’t had issues with him before. He also said if he doesn’t follow through with it then I have grounds to take him to small claims court. He was also confused as to why the gas company shut it off and I told him the basis of it and he said it might be a code violation they got him on and to just keep any communication with him via email or text and to not take his calls. I’m not sure how him being hostile and then say he wasn’t going to renew our lease next year isn’t retaliation but I’ll update you guys as I go. I’m going to put pics of how the meter looks. There’s three units at the property which is me, the main house I guess I’m connect to via garage remodel, and the one in front of me. I’m not understanding what the red plastic things are but I didn’t see a paper regarding if it’s nonpayment or safety. Can anyone tell me what it looks like ?

u/PowerfulBath199 — 3 months ago
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Gas will be shut off for 7 days (San Bernardino,CA)

Since Monday June 1st I have been without gas and will be without gas until the 8th. My question is, am I in my legal right to ask my landlord to discount my rent for next month because I’ll be without a much needed utility for that long. I have to boil water to shower and the only solution was a small plug in stove. I now have to spend money to wash because my unit has a washer and dryer and have had to buy fast food or ready to eat food. He told me they cut off the gas because his auto payment didn’t go through and that it was a system error on the gas company’s part. From my knowledge, that gas company doesn’t shut it off with one missed payment so I believe something else is going on. I pay 1,500 plus 150 for utilities. When I called the gas company, I was told that my unit wasn’t even showing up and that it wasn’t due to a repair or nonpayment but I couldn’t get more information other than that service will be restored until the 8th.

I forgot to add, the unit in front of me is without gas. It’s a main house, my unit, and a unit across from me. I’m connected to the main house

EDIT: I messaged asking and he became very hostile. Telling me he’s not going to renew my lease and attacking my character. He tried to make it seem like just because the place has a stove and fridge (under California law I know they have to provide these now) and ac and what not, that it’s “sufficient” enough and I shouldn’t be asking for that. I am waiting for a call back from legal aid currently. I did some deep research on the property with the free tool I have and he’s gotten some concerning documents and the recent one was a notice of county/county/state tax lien

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u/PowerfulBath199 — 3 months ago