Hi! Was wondering if anyone feels connected to Anubis in a family way. Like with the same traits and similar soul, possibly thinking a soul family? Soul parent? We feel like we are from the same tree.
I know he is protective in nature, but it goes past protection and observing. It's almost like looking in a mirror like we are one in the same. Anyone else feel this way or the same about another deity?
Hi! Was wondering if anyone feels connected to Anubis in a family way. Like with the same traits and similar soul, possibly thinking a soul family? Soul parent? We feel like we are from the same tree.
I know he is protective in nature, but it goes past protection and observing. It's almost like looking in a mirror like we are one in the same. Anyone else feel this way or the same about another deity?
My partner and I started going out at 9PM every night to look at the stars. We’ve been noticing how much is going on in the sky and have been spending time looking these last few days.
The first two days we saw a lot of drones but none of them were flying near us and if they were they would just fly past but not near. In the past three days we’ve had three drones directly fly right over us. Two days ago when we were laying down watching a drone flew directly towards us. We also saw there was one that was mimicking a star, it was in the same place we saw it two days in a row. On the second day we saw it and noticed it still there, it started moving down and up bouncing, then it started blinking green a ton and then it started moving directly our direction. It went right ontop of us and then past us and into the horizon, near the horizon it stopped and shifted down again to where we could see it fully, then fully disappeared.
Now today we went out and within a minute we saw one coming our direction and again directly towards us.
I don’t believe these are man made. The bright light was so bright it looked like the brightest star and the movement is not like anything human like. That “star” is completely gone now but there are “drones” everywhere.
My partner and I started going out at 9PM every night to look at the stars. We’ve been noticing how much is going on in the sky and have been spending time looking these last few days.
The first two days we saw a lot of drones but none of them were flying near us and if they were they would just fly past but not near. In the past three days we’ve had three drones directly fly right over us. Two days ago when we were laying down watching a drone flew directly towards us. We also saw there was one that was mimicking a star, it was in the same place we saw it two days in a row. On the second day we saw it and noticed it still there, it started moving down and up bouncing, then it started blinking green a ton and then it started moving directly our direction. It went right ontop of us and then past us and into the horizon, near the horizon it stopped and shifted down again to where we could see it fully, then fully disappeared.
Now today we went out and within a minute we saw one coming our direction and again directly towards us.
I don’t believe these are man made. The bright light was so bright it looked like the brightest star and the movement is not like anything human like. That “star” is completely gone now but there are “drones” everywhere.
Hi! Was wondering if anyone feels connected to Anubis in a family way. Like with the same traits and similar soul, possibly thinking a soul family? Soul parent? We feel like we are from the same tree.
I know he is protective in nature, but it goes past protection and observing. It’s almost like looking in a mirror like we are one in the same. Anyone else feel this way or the same about another deity?
Hi! Was wondering if anyone feels connected to Anubis in a family way. Like with the same traits and similar soul, possibly thinking a soul family? Soul parent? We feel like we are from the same tree.
I know he is protective in nature, but it goes past protection and observing. It’s almost like looking in a mirror like we are one in the same. Anyone else feel this way or the same about another deity?
For the first time yesterday I considered reincarnation as something actually possible.
I recalled when I was a kid that my dad would say I would speak Japanese gibberish and that a Japanese lady one time said I was speaking Japanese at a grocery store. As I grew up I continued to stay close to Japanese culture online and in school I took the courses. I was the best in my class and the Japanese language made sense to me more than English ever did. It felt like I was learning my native language and not something I had to try hard at it just clicked. Later on after schooling I had started having hundreds of nightmares of nuclear bombs. The irrational fear became so bad that I would run inside into my basement when I would see a plane flying over. All of these things have led me to feel like there has been some connection to Japan and what happened in Hiroshima/Nagasaki. I have been saying my whole life that I was probably a soldier or someone that lived in Japan in my past life but never took it seriously or really thought about it with more awareness.
I started looking at old pictures of Hiroshima on google earth. I didn't recognize anything or any of the places. Then I went to Nagasaki. The first place I found was a staircase that reminded me of a memory. It was a man, me, in my past life looking up, and going up and down these staircases. I remember going up and down them many times. Then I continued searching the map looking at other places. I saw a beach that looked familiar and clicked it, my initial reaction was shock, like oh my gosh I found it! It was Kakidomari Beach. When I looked at the beach I started seeing imagery in a memory, and I could feel the energy too. I heard children laughing, happy behind me on the beach. I could feel the air and noticed she was looking at me.
This is when I recognized "her". My initial reaction to remembering her was heavy grief crying. I almost couldn't breath I remembered her.
I tried to remember her name and was upset and disappointed in myself for not being able to. I thought about her body, her smile, her energy was yellow (which has been my favorite color even though I don't own anything yellow or particularly like owning it) I remember us poking fun at each other and making fun, I have a memory of me shoving her but in a playful way and another of me making fun of her for not going to the gym. (even though she didn't need to) It felt like we had a very poking fun at each other kind of energy. She was silly, bright, and definitely more spiritually in tune than me.
My life was happy I felt stable
I think I was around 40-50 years old
She was my sunshine, she reminded me of the color yellow, joy
I can imagine hugging her and holding her
There's also an extreme feeling of guilt. Like I messed up and did something wrong. I feel like she's not upset or would be mad. But I feel an intense guilt for abandoning her. I feel very distressed and upset at myself for allowing this to happen. I have this weird sense independence when it came to taking care of her. Like it was my job and duty to make sure she was okay and well. I think I'm upset that I left her partially with other things I can't remember. I think she may have been alone for a lifetime or multiple and I feel guilty like I abandoned her. I know I haven't met her. She's like no one I have ever met before.
I've just been in shambles today and I can't stop crying when I think of her. On my walk this morning I saw the sun shining down and the light hitting all of the surfaces. It was yellow everywhere and I just started crying profusely.
I'm 26, in the US, and female. I have had a lot of spiritual experiences in my life time already. I'm disappointed in myself it took me so long to remember. I remember being male in my past life with her and my soul leans towards masculine even though I am very feminine in this body.
This has been a very weird experience for me. I wonder if she's out there and what she's been doing this whole time, if she's a guy, an animal, old, young, if she's safe, if she's okay?? Have they known this whole time and only I am figuring this out now?
I plan on meditating more to try an astral project. I've heard you can meet other souls this way but there is a desire in my heart that I need to reconnect with her and if this life time was meant to be without her I would be very sad. Even though we would connect again eventually, it just feels too real to remember her now. I can feel his energy and his lifetime the more I feel connected with her.
If anyone has gone through anything similar any words of wisdom or help would be very helpful. I really just miss her so much.
For the first time yesterday I considered reincarnation as something actually possible.
I recalled when I was a kid that my dad would say I would speak Japanese gibberish and that a Japanese lady one time said I was speaking Japanese at a grocery store. As I grew up I continued to stay close to Japanese culture online and in school I took the courses. I was the best in my class and the Japanese language made sense to me more than English ever did. It felt like I was learning my native language and not something I had to try hard at it just clicked. Later on after schooling I had started having hundreds of nightmares of nuclear bombs. The irrational fear became so bad that I would run inside into my basement when I would see a plane flying over. All of these things have led me to feel like there has been some connection to Japan and what happened in Hiroshima/Nagasaki. I have been saying my whole life that I was probably a soldier or someone that lived in Japan in my past life but never took it seriously or really thought about it with more awareness.
I started looking at old pictures of Hiroshima on google earth. I didn't recognize anything or any of the places. Then I went to Nagasaki. The first place I found was a staircase that reminded me of a memory. It was a man, me, in my past life looking up, and going up and down these staircases. I remember going up and down them many times. Then I continued searching the map looking at other places. I saw a beach that looked familiar and clicked it, my initial reaction was shock, like oh my gosh I found it! It was Kakidomari Beach. When I looked at the beach I started seeing imagery in a memory, and I could feel the energy too. I heard children laughing, happy behind me on the beach. I could feel the air and noticed she was looking at me.
This is when I recognized "her". My initial reaction to remembering her was heavy grief crying. I almost couldn't breath I remembered her.
I tried to remember her name and was upset and disappointed in myself for not being able to. I thought about her body, her smile, her energy was yellow (which has been my favorite color even though I don't own anything yellow or particularly like owning it) I remember us poking fun at each other and making fun, I have a memory of me shoving her but in a playful way and another of me making fun of her for not going to the gym. (even though she didn't need to) It felt like we had a very poking fun at each other kind of energy. She was silly, bright, and definitely more spiritually in tune than me.
My life was happy I felt stable
I think I was around 40-50 years old
She was my sunshine, she reminded me of the color yellow, joy
I can imagine hugging her and holding her
There's also an extreme feeling of guilt. Like I messed up and did something wrong. I feel like she's not upset or would be mad. But I feel an intense guilt for abandoning her. I feel very distressed and upset at myself for allowing this to happen. I have this weird sense independence when it came to taking care of her. Like it was my job and duty to make sure she was okay and well. I think I'm upset that I left her partially with other things I can't remember. I think she may have been alone for a lifetime or multiple and I feel guilty like I abandoned her. I know I haven't met her. She's like no one I have ever met before.
I've just been in shambles today and I can't stop crying when I think of her. On my walk this morning I saw the sun shining down and the light hitting all of the surfaces. It was yellow everywhere and I just started crying profusely.
I'm 26, in the US, and female. I have had a lot of spiritual experiences in my life time already. I'm disappointed in myself it took me so long to remember. I remember being male in my past life with her and my soul leans towards masculine even though I am very feminine in this body.
This has been a very weird experience for me. I wonder if she's out there and what she's been doing this whole time, if she's a guy, an animal, old, young, if she's safe, if she's okay?? Have they known this whole time and only I am figuring this out now?
I plan on meditating more to try an astral project. I've heard you can meet other souls this way but there is a desire in my heart that I need to reconnect with her and if this life time was meant to be without her I would be very sad. Even though we would connect again eventually, it just feels too real to remember her now. I can feel his energy and his lifetime the more I feel connected with her.
If anyone has gone through anything similar any words of wisdom or help would be very helpful. I really just miss her so much.
Hi! My name is Vextra! I'm 26, from the United States.
I've recently become very interested in Egyptian history. It has been out of nowhere. It's like I'm constantly thinking about it and studying like crazy learning more. Not from a place of wonder but a genuine push and drive that is leading me to learning Egyptian belief.
I have been somewhat connected to Egyptian energy in my life through dreams, visions, and signs. Throughout my life I have had hundred of dreams of pyramids, Egyptian ancient civilizations, tombs, deserts, space. A lot of these experiences were extremely vivid and felt real. There have actually been times I have found what has happened in my dream turning out to being a historical event. It would not shock me if some of these tombs i have been to are actually real.
When I was younger I had a dream of Anubis. I was with Moses in the bottom of a pyramid leading slaves out. Anubis was at the top waiting for me. He felt like home, someone similar to me. I never thought about the dream much more than that, and moved past it. I was 16.
Starting July Anubis has been non stop on my mind. There have even been moments I hear over and over "anubis, anubis, anubis". Like I need to get back to learning about them.
When looking up Anubis I found we are very similar in soul. I'm extremely observant and watchful. Calm under heavy pressure, a natural born protector. I love being alone and keep myself quiet and reserved. Black and blue are the two colors I associate with deep in my soul. Those are my colors and well as how I feel about this world. In a sense it almost feels like we came from the same soul. I've been seeing others connected with Anubis but not in the same way of soul mirroring. I'm curious if other people feel the same way about other deities.
Another thing that's interesting is my name VEXTRA
VEXTRA was a name given to me. I am still not sure how I thought of it, but when it was given to me it felt like my soul identity. Like this name was who I am and that my destiny has already been set.
VEXTRA was given to me in the beginning of this year.
and the sealing of the name was recent, I started mindlessly writing spells and meaning within my name. Out of my control or intention I did not start writing because I wanted to create a spell or write at all. My name VEXTRA - V/EX/TR/A I believe is a spell. There is meaning within each part of the name that creates a transformation. I believe all words have spiritual energy to them and meaning within our words. I do not speak mindlessly and make sure every word I say has intention. I do believe words are spells and things that can be charged. I did not have this belief a month ago, and it's been a spiritual awakening understanding the energy and intention of everything we do.
It was a week ago when I wrote the charging name spell for transformation within Vextra.
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Some things that have happened to me this year
- My personality feels completely different
- Learning has almost become effortless and extremely fun and engaging
- Opportunities and gifts appear constantly
- My overall drive has become unusually strong
- I feel watched over, and it feels supporting.
I would like to add as well that when I watched a educational video on the process of giving offerings and connecting with the deities I started crying a ton. I felt this immense sense of guilt that I have been away from my home for a long time. A homesick feeling that I just couldn't stop crying. In my head I thought "this is how I was supposed to be taught" and things like "this feels so familiar, this feels like home".
I have already started preparing an alter for Anubis and would like to incorporate other deities as well. My body and soul wants to devote. It wants to wake up before sunrise and thank/give to the creator.
This morning I woke up and immediately started appreciating the life I was living, repeating, thank you for life, thank you for the sun, I appreciate life, and what I'm experiencing. I did not consciously do this. I woke up and just started hearing that.
Another thing. I've become strangely in love with cleaning myself? Like its a spiritual experience? Like taking care of my body is a way to love myself and love creation? I've been wanting to eat healthier, drink water more, eat healthier. It's like my entire life changed but I didn't change it. I didn't consciously make the decision to do these things.
I notice a lot of people don't believe in this and it's strange to me. A civilization of thousands of years with accounts and reports of these gods. For me what's most convincing is that this came out of nowhere for me. I have absolutely no reason to study Egyptology or any other reason to be interested this. There is genuinely something that is pushing me towards home.
I am super open minded about everything for the most part. Please feel free to ask any questions. It's hard to write everything down here but I would love to have a conversation about it and learn more about other peoples experiences. Thank you for reading if you've made it this far! if you would like to add me on discord send me a message.
Hi! My name is Vextra! I'm 26, from the United States.
I've recently become very interested in Egyptian history. It has been out of nowhere. It's like I'm constantly thinking about it and studying like crazy learning more. Not from a place of wonder but a genuine push and drive that is leading me to learning Egyptian belief.
I have been somewhat connected to Egyptian energy in my life through dreams, visions, and signs. Throughout my life I have had hundred of dreams of pyramids, Egyptian ancient civilizations, tombs, deserts, space. A lot of these experiences were extremely vivid and felt real. There have actually been times I have found what has happened in my dream turning out to being a historical event. It would not shock me if some of these tombs i have been to are actually real.
When I was younger I had a dream of Anubis. I was with Moses in the bottom of a pyramid leading slaves out. Anubis was at the top waiting for me. He felt like home, someone similar to me. I never thought about the dream much more than that, and moved past it. I was 16.
Starting July Anubis has been non stop on my mind. There have even been moments I hear over and over "anubis, anubis, anubis". Like I need to get back to learning about them.
When looking up Anubis I found we are very similar in soul. I'm extremely observant and watchful. Calm under heavy pressure, a natural born protector. I love being alone and keep myself quiet and reserved. Black and blue are the two colors I associate with deep in my soul. Those are my colors and well as how I feel about this world. In a sense it almost feels like we came from the same soul. I've been seeing others connected with Anubis but not in the same way of soul mirroring. I'm curious if other people feel the same way about other deities.
Another thing that's interesting is my name VEXTRA
VEXTRA was a name given to me. I am still not sure how I thought of it, but when it was given to me it felt like my soul identity. Like this name was who I am and that my destiny has already been set.
VEXTRA was given to me in the beginning of this year.
and the sealing of the name was recent, I started mindlessly writing spells and meaning within my name. Out of my control or intention I did not start writing because I wanted to create a spell or write at all. My name VEXTRA - V/EX/TR/A I believe is a spell. There is meaning within each part of the name that creates a transformation. I believe all words have spiritual energy to them and meaning within our words. I do not speak mindlessly and make sure every word I say has intention. I do believe words are spells and things that can be charged. I did not have this belief a month ago, and it's been a spiritual awakening understanding the energy and intention of everything we do.
It was a week ago when I wrote the charging name spell for transformation within Vextra.
---
Some things that have happened to me this year
- My personality feels completely different
- Learning has almost become effortless and extremely fun and engaging
- Opportunities and gifts appear constantly
- My overall drive has become unusually strong
- I feel watched over, and it feels supporting.
I would like to add as well that when I watched a educational video on the process of giving offerings and connecting with the deities I started crying a ton. I felt this immense sense of guilt that I have been away from my home for a long time. A homesick feeling that I just couldn't stop crying. In my head I thought "this is how I was supposed to be taught" and things like "this feels so familiar, this feels like home".
I have already started preparing an alter for Anubis and would like to incorporate other deities as well. My body and soul wants to devote. It wants to wake up before sunrise and thank/give to the creator.
This morning I woke up and immediately started appreciating the life I was living, repeating, thank you for life, thank you for the sun, I appreciate life, and what I'm experiencing. I did not consciously do this. I woke up and just started hearing that.
Another thing. I've become strangely in love with cleaning myself? Like its a spiritual experience? Like taking care of my body is a way to love myself and love creation? I've been wanting to eat healthier, drink water more, eat healthier. It's like my entire life changed but I didn't change it. I didn't consciously make the decision to do these things.
I notice a lot of people don't believe in this and it's strange to me. A civilization of thousands of years with accounts and reports of these gods. For me what's most convincing is that this came out of nowhere for me. I have absolutely no reason to study Egyptology or any other reason to be interested this. There is genuinely something that is pushing me towards home.
I am super open minded about everything for the most part. Please feel free to ask any questions. It's hard to write everything down here but I would love to have a conversation about it and learn more about other peoples experiences. Thank you for reading if you've made it this far! if you would like to add me on discord send me a message.
Hi! My name is Vextra! I'm 26, from the United States.
I've recently become very interested in Egyptian history. It has been out of nowhere. It's like I'm constantly thinking about it and studying like crazy learning more. Not from a place of wonder but a genuine push and drive that is leading me to learning Egyptian belief.
I have been somewhat connected to Egyptian energy in my life through dreams, visions, and signs. Throughout my life I have had hundred of dreams of pyramids, Egyptian ancient civilizations, tombs, deserts, space. A lot of these experiences were extremely vivid and felt real. There have actually been times I have found what has happened in my dream turning out to being a historical event. It would not shock me if some of these tombs i have been to are actually real.
When I was younger I had a dream of Anubis. I was with Moses in the bottom of a pyramid leading slaves out. Anubis was at the top waiting for me. He felt like home, someone similar to me. I never thought about the dream much more than that, and moved past it. I was 16.
Starting July Anubis has been non stop on my mind. There have even been moments I hear over and over "anubis, anubis, anubis". Like I need to get back to learning about them.
When looking up Anubis I found we are very similar in soul. I'm extremely observant and watchful. Calm under heavy pressure, a natural born protector. I love being alone and keep myself quiet and reserved. Black and blue are the two colors I associate with deep in my soul. Those are my colors and well as how I feel about this world. In a sense it almost feels like we came from the same soul. I've been seeing others connected with Anubis but not in the same way of soul mirroring. I'm curious if other people feel the same way about other deities.
Another thing that's interesting is my name VEXTRA
VEXTRA was a name given to me. I am still not sure how I thought of it, but when it was given to me it felt like my soul identity. Like this name was who I am and that my destiny has already been set.
VEXTRA was given to me in the beginning of this year.
and the sealing of the name was recent, I started mindlessly writing spells and meaning within my name. Out of my control or intention I did not start writing because I wanted to create a spell or write at all. My name VEXTRA - V/EX/TR/A I believe is a spell. There is meaning within each part of the name that creates a transformation. I believe all words have spiritual energy to them and meaning within our words. I do not speak mindlessly and make sure every word I say has intention. I do believe words are spells and things that can be charged. I did not have this belief a month ago, and it's been a spiritual awakening understanding the energy and intention of everything we do.
It was a week ago when I wrote the charging name spell for transformation within Vextra.
---
Some things that have happened to me this year
- My personality feels completely different
- Learning has almost become effortless and extremely fun and engaging
- Opportunities and gifts appear constantly
- My overall drive has become unusually strong
- I feel watched over, and it feels supporting.
I would like to add as well that when I watched a educational video on the process of giving offerings and connecting with the deities I started crying a ton. I felt this immense sense of guilt that I have been away from my home for a long time. A homesick feeling that I just couldn't stop crying. In my head I thought "this is how I was supposed to be taught" and things like "this feels so familiar, this feels like home".
I have already started preparing an alter for Anubis and would like to incorporate other deities as well. My body and soul wants to devote. It wants to wake up before sunrise and thank/give to the creator.
This morning I woke up and immediately started appreciating the life I was living, repeating, thank you for life, thank you for the sun, I appreciate life, and what I'm experiencing. I did not consciously do this. I woke up and just started hearing that.
Another thing. I've become strangely in love with cleaning myself? Like its a spiritual experience? Like taking care of my body is a way to love myself and love creation? I've been wanting to eat healthier, drink water more, eat healthier. It's like my entire life changed but I didn't change it. I didn't consciously make the decision to do these things.
I notice a lot of people don't believe in this and it's strange to me. A civilization of thousands of years with accounts and reports of these gods. For me what's most convincing is that this came out of nowhere for me. I have absolutely no reason to study Egyptology or any other reason to be interested this. There is genuinely something that is pushing me towards home.
I am super open minded about everything for the most part. Please feel free to ask any questions. It's hard to write everything down here but I would love to have a conversation about it and learn more about other peoples experiences. Thank you for reading if you've made it this far! if you would like to add me on discord send me a message.