u/Prize_Parsnip_1583

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I tried paying attention to my husband when I was talking about my divergence and stopped when he looked away and started paying attention to something else and he still got mad saying I misread him. Like I was rambling on about my testing and I thought hey maybe he's getting bored so I stopped talking. No anger no sighing nothing just stopped talking. His focus snapped back to me and was like why did you stop talking? I told him because I'm trying to pay attention to when I lose you and stop rambling. He got mad and said if you lost me I'd tell you. Then what the hell am I doing this for? Why notice people's faces if they lie and say they weren't making the face they were clearly making ?

I'm getting roasted in another sub for not putting in enough effort at work. But I say I put in the same effort as you pay me for.

Have I lost the plot or have they?

I am a substitute teacher and I only get paid about 110 a day. That's well below the poverty level in my country. So in exchange for that pay they get someone who shows up everyday, stays with he kids all day, gives them thier work, helps them if they have questions, roams around the room from time to time, and leaves when the kids leave.

If they wanted someone to act like a real teacher I'd expect way more pay and benefits.

But they seem to think that because the job is laudable and the "children are our future" that I should be dokng my best efforts every day regardless of what I'm paid.

I told them that they'd never expect an untrained uneducated nurse to do the work for a real nurse for 1/2 the pay would they?

Why is it that teaching were expected to do the job 100% even if we're only paid for 1/2 %?

Am I wrong?

I want honesty. I'll go first. I don't do much. I sit most of the day. So you can be as honest as you feel comfortable being.

To me the end where he gets in his face feels uncomfortable for some reason. It feels odd.

https://youtu.be/c2t\_qtNGXtE?si=JFU1QjXlFPwgihBG

43 year old female no pregnancies nothing wrong with me physically.

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I've been blessed recently with very good periods. No major pain no major issues just run of the mill slight cramping and irritability. (don't think I'm getting off easy before 5 years ago I had fibroids that made my period take me down to my knees in tears, and I also still have extreme PMDD that has been the cause of me almost being arrested for violence multiple times)

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Anyways my question is has anyone else experienced just a massive evacuation of all of thier blood/lining in like 2 days?

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I looked it up and Google says you can dilate more than you are supposed to and that can cause the blood to come out faster. I'm thinking that's what's going on.

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Basically I don't have MORE blood than any other woman but I have ALLL the blood ALLL at once. I wear what I call heavy pads which are the highest absorbency incontinence underwear I can find. And even those I sometimes bleed through. I change them maybe 3 times a day maybe 2.

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I have to wash myself on the toilet with the sprayer from my shower instead of wiping with tp because if I try to wipe there's so much blood I'll end up with it all over my hand and arm so its just easier to spray it off down the toilet.

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But the good thing is it ends as quickly as it comes. I'm on NY second full day and it's already starting to slow down a bit. I still need the incontinence underwear and I'll wear those until tomorrow but I'm not gushing as badly. (which usually feels like I've peed myself completely)

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Has anyone else experienced this before? I started doing this in my late 20s early 30s.