u/Prod-LilWyzzy

God is basically judge, jury, executioner, designer of the prison, lawyer, prosecutor, salvation method, punishment method. Ahhhh

This country feels like it's under some evil curse, I don't believe in spirits and curses or gawd but yohhh, everyday is just surviving now, nolonger living... The bad evil people always win and justice is never served and we get poorer and poorer nomatter the effort

I need help on courses in Zimbabwe that I can do that have little to no sun exposure please that also lead to jobs with little to no sun exposure (for context I'm allergic to UV light from the sun)

Are we really still at the point where we think a god is just going to fix the corruption and injustice in this country instead of us doing something about it, why do people like to leave an unfalsifiable thing to fix their pain for them?

I never wanted to be born bro...my life has felt like one cruel joke after another. I never even finished high school because my family couldn't afford it. I worked myself to the bone just trying to give myself a chance, only to still fail because the country I live in pays people peanuts while the cost of living keeps climbing. It feels like no matter how hard I try, life always finds another way to knock me back down.

Three years ago I developed cluster headaches, people literally call them which are unbearable, parents brushed them off, saying they'd pass on their own. They never really did. They come and go, and although they've been quiet for about ten months, the fear of them returning never leaves me.

Then, two months ago, I developed a sun allergy, something that seems to be solar urticaria. I can't even be out in the sun without breaking out in rashes and itching all over my body. I can't afford to see a doctor because healthcare is expensive, my parents are unemployed, and even when I explain what's happening, they either think it's something minor or that I'm making it up. They'll still send me outside to do things that make it worse. It's like my pain doesn't exist unless they can see it.

I'm just... tired bro, I'm tired

I'm tired of feeling like every time I stand back up, life finds another way to kick me back down. I'm tired of being told to "deal with it." I'm tired of feeling invisible in my own home.

Sometimes I honestly wish I'd never been born. Sometimes I don't even want to be alive anymore but I don't have the courage to do myself in so instead, I just wake up every day and keep existing, hoping something changes even though it never seems to.

I don't know what the point of posting this is. I just needed someone, somewhere, to know how much this hurts.

How is life for you having weird allergies? I'm allergic to the sun, have solar urticaria

So I have an allergy to the sun called solar urticaria...any moment I step in the sun or get hit by UV light then my skin starts burning up, hurting and I break out in itchy hives

Because of this it's hard to find work, tried even working from home but nothing is even going for me, I barely make enough to survive as my money just goes to buying meds for a condition I never asked for...and I'm all alone-no family, no friends, no nothing and also dermatologists are expensive since I also live in a country where I have to travel across 13 cities to find one IN THE SUN

I have nothing to lose and no one who would be hurt by my passing, so tell me... Is it a bad thing to do?

By the way therapy won't fix my sun allergies or get me a job that allows me to not be in the sun... Thanks

People suffer from different types of allergies, some which seem like fiction because there are so few cases of them

I suffer from solar urticaria which is an allergy to the sun, if I'm in the sun I get rashes and I get hives, some other people are allergic to water and others allergic to the air, I'm just asking if someone tells you about something specific please have some sympathy... We didn't choose to be like this, we just are... And it sucks

My own sun allergy affects 1 in 100,000 people and so there isn't much studies done on it because it affects few people, most people don't even know about it

I suffer from a sun allergy called solar urticaria, I'm unable to be in the sun... EVER

I'm just looking if there are any Zimbabweans who suffer from rare allergies and how they navigate life here in Zimbabwe, do those allergies affect your workflow and the quality of you life?😭 Also need to know if any Zimbabwean actually suffers from sun allergies since it's a rare condition that hits 1 in 100,000 people

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Sorry about the dying title, but is there anyone here in Zimbabwe who suffers from solar urticaria or Pmle? It's basically a sun allergy that makes your skin itch and you can develop blisters and rashes,3 minutes in sun exposure and you're breaking out... It's a harsh condition that I recently discovered, it's difficult having it in Zimbabwe where most jobs require you to work from outside, my life is so limited now, always need an umbrella or to be inside every time

Also I'm looking for UV umbrellas here in Zim if anyone can help, basic umbrellas don't cut it

Why is it sooo slow, sometimes even if you don't use it, still becomes slow. I used to think that it gets slow because you hit the Fair Usage Policy cap but even if you buy and don't use it, after 2 days it becomes really slow. Now I wonder if it's the FUP threshold that makes it slow or if it has like 2 days where is fast then becomes slow after those 2 days

It's the $23 bundle by the way, also to add... I tried buying an hourly bundle which is usually faster but it's still slow, maybe because I already have the slow Smart for you bundle.. I don't understand