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Hello,
This journey is really something. I just want to know the reason why dreams are so vivid and reoccurring with my TF for so many years but this one in particular. This afternoon I took a nap and had back to back dreams about them. The most stand out thing I can say without many details would be in the dream I could smile at them and they smiled back and right before I fully woke up I felt a smile on my face. Even though I was in a deep sleep I guess my lips were closed in a smile expression when dreaming of them. Has this happened to anyone else is this like some brain telepathy thing? I once had this nsfw dream about them and we were like spiritually doing it but everything was like a deep water color and aura thing. After that dream I woke up to xxxx in my pants... Sorry but this is all too real. I known them for 16 years from childhood to adulthood but the energy was always push and pull now it's like I only get dreams for the past 5ish years there was no contact and I could only dream so much. Going back two years and they're engaged at the time fast-forward in February I decided to reach out from a new number I've gotten years before. They didn't know it would be me but I made sure to mention it was in the text so it kinda went like hey blank this is blank I-... I then actually got a reply with a hey blank...--- thanks and now it's just like damn the only thing I could do is stay silent. The TF didn't have to reply but they chose to and I don't know if they told their lover or not but I'm happy to have to interaction but it's like the interact was short lived since they're in that engagement or wedding planning high.
Any advice or reassurance is a big help