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u/ProstateFondler

I wish I was a beautiful girl. I'm tired of false sympathies like "you ARE a girl" or "you're perfect the way you are." I want to look in the mirror and not despise what I see. I want to feel deserving of admiration
▲ 20 r/MadeOfStyrofoam

I wish I was a beautiful girl. I'm tired of false sympathies like "you ARE a girl" or "you're perfect the way you are." I want to look in the mirror and not despise what I see. I want to feel deserving of admiration

u/ProstateFondler — 1 day ago
▲ 139 r/MadeOfStyrofoam

Fascinations. Temptations. (Graphic descriptions)

I miss being at my lowest. I used to fantasize about cutting off all my skin. No longer needing to worry about the way I look as I'm the perfect, frail skeleton beneath my disgusting outer shell.

I miss how deep i was able to go when I simply didn't care.

u/ProstateFondler — 2 days ago
▲ 138 r/MadeOfStyrofoam

I'm just a stupid fucking clocky midshit boymoder with severe attachment problems and I'm never gonna make it. I'm always gonna be in my own shadow yearning to just feel loved for who I am

u/ProstateFondler — 6 days ago
▲ 21 r/MadeOfStyrofoam

I feel like a lifeless husk trying to pretend it's still alive. The maggots under my skin have already eaten away at my heart. I am a festering corpse that just wants to feel loved

u/ProstateFondler — 8 days ago
▲ 55 r/MadeOfStyrofoam

I never feel like my "trauma" is valid. I know it happened but the circumstances don't feel right. I shouldn't be so fucked up when other people have experienced so much worse and get on fine

u/ProstateFondler — 12 days ago
▲ 21 r/MadeOfStyrofoam

My obsession has never been this bad i don't know what do my every waking moment is spent thinking about her and on a dime my mood shifts through every possibility

u/ProstateFondler — 13 days ago
▲ 5 r/MadeOfStyrofoam

Please don't leave me i need you by my side so I can nourish my delusions. Never before have I felt this way about anyone and I can't imagine the things I'd think of if you didn't take up so much space in my mind.

u/ProstateFondler — 17 days ago