Genderfluid help
So basically I'm genderfluid but I still haven't gotten the full just of it. I read alot like alot of mm, when I do I envy the male characters not for any other reason but the simple fact that they are male. When I feel feminine I do but I still feel male just wearing female clothes and I don't really hate it all that much, sort of like a femboy. I once told a friend if that I was born male id just be gay and a femboy, I was serious and that got me thinking. So I'm confused am I genderfluid or something else? Cause the way I see it is yes I have feminine days right and I don't mind being called a guy in them, then I have male days which if I'm called a girl in then i will definitely mind so I'm confused on my overall sexuality as a whole.