u/Purple_doll

i told yall my story for a while now and i truly dont think Pages is the thing for me,,, Pages are about unveilin their potential,, actin as adventure heroes ! wantin to be the one of destiny,,, i just want to be free and happy,, i want to remove myself from my shackles and actually stop being so stuck,, i want to be able to feel my emotions and not being called out for simply,,, for simply being disappointed ! my whole life ive been dealin with everyone insanity,, with their bullshit and their-their instability ! ive seen the worst shit and humored my shitty situation ! i made my life a show for others ! entertainement for everyone to hear in order to survive my stupid life ! i want to be free,, i want to stop being so stuck and if i were to play Sburb,, i would just see it as Escapism,,, nofin else,,, it would just be another game i take to think about somefin else than my shitty life ! just like Classpect,, just like Adventure Time and my obsession with everyfin,, its my way to cope,,, i want to be free from my shackles and my feelin of being stuck,,, from dependin on others for simply existin,, yall think im a Page cause i cannot do the bare minimum to simply survive,, but its due to my intense trauma and my incapacity to move from them,, i want others to take choice for me because its easier than to have to think,,, cause my dreams are mondane,,, i just want food and a place to rest,, go out sometime,,,

in my perfect dream world where i would be Isekaid in Ooo,, i wouldnt even be a big Hero like Finn and Jake,,, i would just be a mondane girl hangin with Raggedy Princess,, doin random sidequest as basic as sewin stuff for old people or,, takin care of cats,,, cleanin a room after Finn and Jake trashed it,,, and maybe gain some random junks for the Raggenbone Kingdom in the process,,, thats all,,, i dont feel like a Page,,, Pages imagine themselves as big heroes and dream Big,,, im nofin of that,,, i think im a Maid,,, i dont of what but a Maid,,, thats it,,, i-if any of you have ideas or,,, or contradiction about Pages or i dunno,,, i just need to talk to people about that,,, none of my friends care and those who does are tired to hear me talk about somefin they dont understand or dont have the mental capacity to project with me,,, yeah,,, thanks for readin,, im listenin to yall proposition,,, if you have questions to Classpect me better,, i will answer to litterally anyfin,,, to the most litteral point

hi ! Page here,,, so hem,,, alright we all know ima Page of Heart and blah blah blah,,, but i realized that,,, people consider i have a slow growth just cause im a Tgirl and tend to make others people do my stuff,,, but in actuality,,,

im all about control ! i got stolen what i wanted for myself when i was younger (not really my brother just had the same situation than me and i decided to shut myself down to not be compared to him) and anyway ! my whole life is about being in control,, i want everyfin yet dont exactly know all i want,, i mimic role and characters i love to seem better than i am and make everyone do my chores for me,, not by laziness but by cowardness,, i avoid responsability,, stay in a way that make me feel good about myself,, im good at gettin what i want in short term,,, but struggle with long term,, and now it come to how i would act in Sburb

i would be controllin and try to take the role of leader for the crew,, i would take the image of Haruhi Suzumiya,, Bonnibel Bubblegum,, and other figure of autority that i consider menacin enough while also being cute and loveable to my friends to play along,, im obsessed with the idea of being the special one,, the special someone that everyone will follow,, my dream life is that of a cult leader,,, but my lack of self love stop me from actin in any way,,, in Sburb,,, i would probably manipulate the Timebound to make multiple me in the session and end up hatin them all cause they would all try to control,, one of them would totally turn into an Evil Morty biss,, totally mimickin his behavior and all,,,

yeah thats what i am,,, thats how it would play out,,,, im a mess,,, my friends often consider me a leech cause i keep comin back in the life of people who wanted to be done with me,, cause im actually never lettin anyone go and often keep everyone in my life,, i surround myself with people i consider trustable in order to give sense to my life,, i make them my situation,,,, i think this is how i work,,, this is what i would play on in a real session,,, im not just some Dumb Ditzy girl like we often think due to my writin and stuff,,,

hi,, Page here,, alright so hem,,, i wanted to know what those who actually saw those characters,, thought their classpect was (cause litterally nopony is talkin about it online,, so im gonna be the first to do so)

they confirmed those as

Cridea (Sylph of Heart)
Kalian (Bard of Blood)
Jerann (Seer of Space)

what do you guys think is the classpect of

Luxora (??? of Light)
Darien (??? of Time)
Adelie (??? of Heart)
Amargo (??? of Hope)
Zafiya (??? of Light)
Mejasa (??? of Heart)
Buckks (??? of Hope)
Onhors (??? of Life)
Kimani (??? of Light)
Tiagon (??? of Mind)
Actias (??? of Time)
Vestri (??? of Rage)

a-and maybe now we saw more of her,, we could try classpectin Trizza (??? of Blood)

thats it ! i actually wonder you guys theories !

Hi ! its the Page again,,, Page of Heart,, this is what i was given by you all and my relatives,,, i get it really,, i get why i am this,, it make sense,,, but i admit,,, im quite bitter about my situation,, i spent more than 8 years of my life,,, searchin what i was,, what Classpect would fit me,,, never being sure of the result,, and once i finally know,,, i keep on searchin every way possible to maybe see another possibility ! to maybe consider a variant that make more sense,,, just to not feel as useless and lost as a Page of Heart ! i mean,, i hate Pages so much ! they suck ! b-but i did came up with the fact it was what i am,,, *sigh* what bother me even more is being a Heartbound,, a Page of Heart,, im the basic Classpect everyone classpect them as at first ! i am just litterally the default version of anyone,,, its kinda sad really,,, the most common out there,, i spend so much time tryin to seem different,, so much time makin sure im recognizable online the moment we see my writin and my presentations,,, to stand out,,, just to be the basis,,, i suppose its a feelin all Heartbound have,, which is why i call them out for this,,, i dunno,,, i just feel,, empty,,, now that everyfin is set,,, i dont have any mission left,, i got the question i took ages to answer,,, i got the box i was so desperately searchin a way to fit in,,, and now that i have my precious box,, the thing supposed to give me comfort and be proud of,, i cant seem to get my way on it,,, and i wonder if it will be this way for everyfin in my life,,, if the moment i get answers about myself,, ill just feel empty and search a way to counter it,,, thats it,,, thats my question to all Heartbound,,, or non Heartbound if they want to join too,, anyone really,,, whatever,,,

hi ! the Page here ! durin my research and rejudgin of all the characters and trope,,, i noticed that Heart and Space have a lot in common

both have an artistic representation of self and habit of being quirky,, havin big importance over their image and how other perceive them,, usin a lot of their time to build identity and what and who they are in the universe,, they also have a love for Roleplay and feel like outcast in their friend groups,, they have a love to imagine themselves elsewhere in other universe and even have some dysphoria of some kind,,,

so hem,,, whats the actual distinction that make Heartbound and Spacebound know they are one and not the other ?,,, whats the for sure distinction you guys consider the good one ?

Page again but this time tryin to understand Moon,,

i never was satisfied by what the Extended Zodiac had to say about the Moons,, they say its about being rebellious and Active for Derse and more passive with autority for Prospit,,

the problem is that Rufioh,, The Sufferer,, Vriska,, just super rebellious figures,, they are all Prospit

meanwhile Equius is Derse despite actually followin the Hemospectrum to a fetichizin level,, so yeah,, i dont understand how Moons work,,,

so id like to have yall Theories about how it actually work,, please

hi,, Page here,, im bored and still searchin how my stuff work so,,, hem,, how about yall give me your Classpect,, your interpretation of it and hem,,, maybe,,, how about,,, how you discovered it,, maybe hem,, why you consider yourself this Classpect and uuuh,,, a character you think have the same classpect as you ? (in Homestuck/Hiveswap or other cartoon media,,,)

i-im specialised in Cartoon so i wouldnt know what yall talkin about if you give live action show or movies haha,,, yeah,,

hoi,, its the Page again ! yes i live at night,, i know its always super late when i do my post

anyway,, like,,, i was wonder how you guys see Doom,, cause like,, 90% of the Doombound of Hiveswap act like they are in a good mood and have some time of behavior that doesnt match AT ALL the old theories about doombound,, and i saw no one talk about it so,,, i would really love to know everyone vision of what is Doom and how it work as an Aspect now,, also maybe a description of how you would see each Class as Doombound and stuff,, that would be lovely

thanks for whoever is readin this and hem,,, decide to answer me !

hi !,, its the Page again,,, so hem,, basically ive been strugglin to Classpect a friend for 7 years and i thought about maybe askin here ! with his autorisation of course HAHA !!,,, anyway,,, so hem

this friend is like,,, suuuper vain ! he have a big obsession on men and especially fetichise them,, he also love Mpreg and big muscles,, cant stop talkin about gay men and actually despise other type of relations,, he doesnt have friends apart from i and despite the fact i often tried to link him to people with the same interest as him cause only talkin about one concept every day for 7 years is kinda overwhelmin,, he refuse all possibilities to make new friends and often says he dont like those people cause of events that happened ages ago when said person was a child (all related to my other friends)

hes also really jealous and frustrated that i talk with other people (mostly spend time with my roommate and my childhood friend,, considerin them bad (again,, due to mistake they did when they were kid),, he often have a very shallow thinkin that turn around ''i dont know and i dont care'',, he want to be implicated in stuff but everytime i do try to implicate him in my interest or stuff we might enjoy,, he complain that its borin or that he dont understand,, then refuse to learn,, then want to return on gay men discussion again

all of this is obviously due to trauma and a bad parentin,, i dont blame him for any of that,, but it is frustratin and i would like him to learn to trust and bond a little with peoples,,

we use to RP a lot and had fun but for 4 years now,, all he does is complain at my ideas,, sayin everyfin is bad,, block any possible romance that isnt gay and force guys to be together despite my plan not being any romance at the moment,, he boycott all female characters

he also tried to make a world with only men who could get pregnant and when i refused cause i tried to explain that i wouldnt work on a whole new dimension about only things im tired of doin when we already have 3 other dimension world we dont work on cause he always does the same things,, he started complainin that he cant have fun,, i know he see me as only source of entertainment but id like him to be less,,, restrictive,,,

he dont talk much about his life and when he do its always ''eh,, its nofin,, can we talk about gay now ?''

i have a massive crush on him,,, and he love me too but we arent in couple cause,,, well its a mess,, and i dont like one relationship thing,, i fall in love too fast with multiple people so i dont do romance,,, which annoy him too,, thinkin about it,, im always confused about the fact hes in love with me,,, since hes gay,,, but he love a Tgirl,,, who look quite feminine,,, and its not cause i look like a femboy,, cause he hate femboy ! he want big muscular men !,,,

anyway,, he does buy me some Patreons every 2 months but i feel like its some way to buy my love which i kinda feel bad for,,, i tried talkin to him about that before and he said it wasnt the case tho,,, i dont always understand him,,, he seem pretty informed about some situations despite all of that,,, he just pretend like he dont cause,,, to him its better closin our eyes on shit happenin and talk about gay men i guess,,, anyway,,, sorry if i sounded frustrated about all that,,,

i want to remember you all that im very close to him and that im sharin this with his agreement cause i wanted to talk about Classpect and he didnt understood and he said ''i dont know just ask peoples who know better about this than you and me if you arent that sure !!!''

so i do that now,,, anyway,, thanks for readin and hem,,, i hope this will work !

hoiii ! ok so hem,, i was wonderin how could anyone be considered a Muse or a Lord without being,,, you know,,, actual super important people or like,,, people that actively inspired so many worldwide or that are known as total exemples of,,, what its about,,, for exemple,,

Jesus as a Muse of Hope,, inspired a whole religion and belief

Aurore the Martyr Child as a Muse of Doom who inspired new law in protection of children and who is known as the tragedy

for the Lord,,, imagine like,,, God the Lord of Life (cause you know,,, of course it is)
or the Joker as Lord of Rage ! being so powerful in his role that his control influence real life with some awful act by awful people inspired by him,,,

anyway,,, i was just wonderin how can some consider themselves as a Lord or a Muse and how,,, well if you guys also considered those 2 class as out of bound cause,,, well,,, its some really weird condition of class that are not,,, really an everyone role,,, its very precise range of peoples,,,

hoiii ! so hem,,

i am a Page,, this is pretty obvious,, but we arent really sure of what,,, but hem,, heres some basic info about myself !

im trans,, and know since im 8,, yet did my comin out last year due to my brother also being trans,,, tho instead of findin comfort in it,, i instead took scared to be seen as an impostor or as someone who just want to steal his moment and all,, so i shut myself down for a long time (big complex of livin in my brother shadow),, i often imagine the worst to avoid being hurt of feelin like i got deceived,, i suck at makin decision and often give the role to others while also influencin them by sayin no,,, secretly knowin very much what i want but being too worried to be judge to actually say it,, im obsessed with any form of media stuff that can put people in a precise role (like Classpect for exemple),, i actually tend to get very very precise obsession and can be very annoyin about it,, i repeat myself a lot and often get precise discours that i learn by ear to simply repeat again and again,, i use a quirk since first time readin Homestuck,, i-its actually mimickin how i talk in real life,,, but the '',,'' actually mimic vampire fang,, cause i idolize Marceline Abadeer,, who i consider saved my life when i was young,,

by the way,, im a girl,, just in case,,, anyway hem,, what else can i say ? i can mention that i love to Roleplay and fall in love with my own characters,, the characters of the people i RP with and fictional characters in general quite easily then mourn cause i cannot talk to them or get close to them,,

i fall in love with a lot of people but doesnt know how to express my feelins and i can get quite creepy at time,, resultin to some,,, sad result often,,,

due to my lack of iniative,, i tend to make people do a lot of things for me,, to the annoyance of my friends and roommate,, hem,, what else,,, i-i can mention,,, that when i feel nervous in front of someone,, i tend to mimic a personnality that i consider more menacin and weird in order to intimidate the people in front of me,, playin the one in control,,, in reality i actually just seem like a very nervous and shaky person,, (imagine season 1 Marceline/Nogami Neuro/Alastor type behavior but if said imitation was messy and mostly played by someone who obviously do not want to do it and act on it by defense mechanism)

hem,, my roommate is a Sylph of Life,,, which is,,, useful for sure,,,

but hem,, thats it,, thats pretty much all i can say that could help i think,,, im not sure its a place to be classpected by the official Sub banned me cause of my Quirk and they dont want to do with Classpect so,,, yeah,,, thanks if you accept my request,,, a-also,, if you guys see me with another class,, dont hesitate namin it,, its just that Page seem to make sense with,,, you know,, Tavros,, Jake,, stuff like that,, also also,, i was always told i had great potential that i just waste (i wasnt raised in the best household) that if i was takin as much time in school or being sociable than into my fantasies,, i would be unstoppable,,,, more honestly,, its just cause i hated the page class while readin Homestuck,,, and it make sense for me to not like the class rememberin of myself,,,

what else,, oh my Strife Specibus is an Axe ! mostly cause im obsessed with Marceline so i chose the same weapon as her,,,

anyway,, thats it,,, if you read,, thank you,, hope youll find somefin,,, or just accept my request,,,

edit:i keep addin stuff but hem,,, i could say i love Amphibian and Bunnies,,, to an unhealthy fascination,,, i had taken care of the Leopard gecko my family lost interest in and decided to let die,,, got obsessed over him and findin a way to save him while my mom saw all of my demand to save him as a caprice,,, now hes in a better family,,, hes alive at least,,, but yeah,, got really moved by how they treated him,, i enjoy reptiles and marine biology in general actually,, and often like to imagine what specie i would be if i was anyfin else than a human,,, im used to make Sona of everyfin actually HAHA !!,,, yeah,,,

ok thats it now,, thats all i can say i think,,

ok hi ! i used to be on Portable PC so i had the app for free,, but now i have a big PC and for some stupid reason,, Ibis paint have a paywall there,, so i paid for the app for a year 2 months ago and now for no reason,, it act like i didnt,, its pissin me off ! its not like if this subscription was not pricy either ! i dont have a job and i litterally need it to make art in hope to one day make a job out of it ! but i wont be able to do so if it does that bullshit,,

anyone have a solution or did it happened to anyone else ?? cause like,,, its really ridiculous and make my blood boil at how unfair and a lost of money it was

ok so hem,, hi ! im MTF and i actually for a long time considered myself Bisexual (mostly cause i kissed a LOT of boys in my youth as a way to affirm my gender with clichee stuff teen girls does in movies before i even did my comin out,, i made a lot of people question their sexuality,, that i can tell ya !),, but now its my turn to question,, cause i found myself fantasizin a lot more about gals than men,, and all the men im actually into are either very feminine or litteral monster lookin like jester,,, also,, pilosity on men actually make me uncomfortable and not attracted at all,, (i do however find it attractive on gals)

and so,,, i was wonderin,,, if i was really bisexual you know ?,,, cause of how precise my thing is,,, i dont really fetishize nor find it especially great to have relation with mens in general,,, i mostly just think it would be lovely if i could get pregnant,,, and thats honestly my only thought about it when it include men,,,

so hem,,, yeah,,, im questionin myself,,, now that im in a more secure home without havin to,,, act a certain way to seem valid as a gal myself ya know ?,,, sorry for the weird speech,, im not used to ask questions and stuff haha,,, yeah,,, hem,, so ima wait yall opinion on it and eh,,, you know,, ill stick around and read what yall say !

ok goodnight !

Ive come to make an announcement,, My name is Scylla Dabalone,, true name,, Oleander,, and like an Oleander i might look pretty but i am in fact toxic to the core,,, rotten by Envy,, taken out by this Sin feedin off me,, representin my own self as my whole personnality,,, my destiny being to forever feel jealousy,,, of others appearance,, relations,, personnality,,, i am good only at mimickin,, a stalker that follow their obsession and nofin else,, a nobody,,, im supposed to be the journalist of the hotel but why havin a journalist when everyfin speak for itself,,, even the people i got in good connexion with like Mizuki and Omen are gettin out of reach,,, my obsessions and insanity are killin any possibility of redemption,,, i feel like im losin myself slowly,,, i might as well be the original sin of Envy,,, the rotten one who started it all,,, survivin by mimicry,,, *make a bow*

that Said,, what are you Headcanon about your favorite journalist and Niffty's Girl friend ! Scylla Dabalone ! *make a very dramatic pose like if she was an actor on theatre stage*