Page questionin and introspections and life in itself
i told yall my story for a while now and i truly dont think Pages is the thing for me,,, Pages are about unveilin their potential,, actin as adventure heroes ! wantin to be the one of destiny,,, i just want to be free and happy,, i want to remove myself from my shackles and actually stop being so stuck,, i want to be able to feel my emotions and not being called out for simply,,, for simply being disappointed ! my whole life ive been dealin with everyone insanity,, with their bullshit and their-their instability ! ive seen the worst shit and humored my shitty situation ! i made my life a show for others ! entertainement for everyone to hear in order to survive my stupid life ! i want to be free,, i want to stop being so stuck and if i were to play Sburb,, i would just see it as Escapism,,, nofin else,,, it would just be another game i take to think about somefin else than my shitty life ! just like Classpect,, just like Adventure Time and my obsession with everyfin,, its my way to cope,,, i want to be free from my shackles and my feelin of being stuck,,, from dependin on others for simply existin,, yall think im a Page cause i cannot do the bare minimum to simply survive,, but its due to my intense trauma and my incapacity to move from them,, i want others to take choice for me because its easier than to have to think,,, cause my dreams are mondane,,, i just want food and a place to rest,, go out sometime,,,
in my perfect dream world where i would be Isekaid in Ooo,, i wouldnt even be a big Hero like Finn and Jake,,, i would just be a mondane girl hangin with Raggedy Princess,, doin random sidequest as basic as sewin stuff for old people or,, takin care of cats,,, cleanin a room after Finn and Jake trashed it,,, and maybe gain some random junks for the Raggenbone Kingdom in the process,,, thats all,,, i dont feel like a Page,,, Pages imagine themselves as big heroes and dream Big,,, im nofin of that,,, i think im a Maid,,, i dont of what but a Maid,,, thats it,,, i-if any of you have ideas or,,, or contradiction about Pages or i dunno,,, i just need to talk to people about that,,, none of my friends care and those who does are tired to hear me talk about somefin they dont understand or dont have the mental capacity to project with me,,, yeah,,, thanks for readin,, im listenin to yall proposition,,, if you have questions to Classpect me better,, i will answer to litterally anyfin,,, to the most litteral point