the rest of the car was disney themed so i’m assuming they may be disney characters? but i don’t recognize them at all, and i feel like i should. third one… might be a vulture….? maybe…?
any help is appreciated
TMI warning sorry in advance.
so i have pcos or pmos whatever it is now and ive been taking combo birth control since may 17. i had a period june 3 - 7 and it was pretty hellish but all my clots were thin and stringy unlike the true bastards i usually had before.
technically i took the placebo pills two days ago but only today did i wake up with cramps. i put a pad on, it was in there but not dripping into my pee yet you know? now one may judge me for this but i do not use much toilet paper on my period. There’s no true point it’s like sisyphus and his boulder there’s always going to be more blood i’ll just pat after i take a piss and let the shower deal with it later. went about my day and about 30 minutes ago i felt something plop out of me and into the water
have you ever seen that image of a sunfish being eaten and inside the meat is like white and wispy with a bit of red? That is exactly what i saw. Now I am a biology student but please understand I did not want to fish this horrible ball of flesh (?) out of the toilet to see what it was and i didn’t take a photo because it genuinely made me nauseous. it was like a big wad of spitball about a quarter big. it was almost bloodless except for hints of red and pink speckles near the bottom
What the hell was that? Any ideas? surely not a decidual cast right wouldn’t it have had more blood? i am a virgin so it was not some form of miscarriage i think. It was awful. Felt like a cursed object. Like if I threw it on the floor it’d bounce
TMI warning sorry in advance.
so i have pcos or pmos whatever it is now and ive been taking combo birth control since may 17. i had a period june 3 - 7 and it was pretty hellish but all my clots were thin and stringy unlike the true bastards i usually had before.
technically i took the placebo pills two days ago but only today did i wake up with cramps. i put a pad on, it was in there but not dripping into my pee yet you know? now one may judge me for this but i do not use much toilet paper on my period. There’s no true point it’s like sisyphus and his boulder there’s always going to be more blood i’ll just pat after i take a piss and let the shower deal with it later. went about my day and about 30 minutes ago i felt something plop out of me and into the water
have you ever seen that image of a sunfish being eaten and inside the meat is like white and wispy with a bit of red? That is exactly what i saw. Now I am a biology student but please understand I did not want to fish this horrible ball of flesh (?) out of the toilet to see what it was and i didn’t take a photo because it genuinely made me nauseous. it was like a big wad of spitball about a quarter big. it was almost bloodless except for hints of red and pink speckles near the bottom
What the hell was that? Any ideas? surely not a decidual cast right wouldn’t it have had more blood? i am a virgin so it was not some form of miscarriage i think. It was awful. Felt like a cursed object. Like if I threw it on the floor it’d bounce
TMI warning sorry in advance.
so i have pcos or pmos whatever it is now and ive been taking combo birth control since may 17. i had a period june 3 - 7 and it was pretty hellish but all my clots were thin and stringy unlike the true bastards i usually had before.
technically i took the placebo pills two days ago but only today did i wake up with cramps. i put a pad on, it was in there but not dripping into my pee yet you know? now one may judge me for this but i do not use much toilet paper on my period. There’s no true point it’s like sisyphus and his boulder there’s always going to be more blood i’ll just pat after i take a piss and let the shower deal with it later. went about my day and about 30 minutes ago i felt something plop out of me and into the water
have you ever seen that image of a sunfish being eaten and inside the meat is like white and wispy with a bit of red? That is exactly what i saw. i didn’t take a photo sorry because it genuinely made me nauseous. it was like a big wad of spitball about a quarter big. it was almost bloodless except for hints of red and pink speckles near the bottom
What the hell was that? Any ideas? surely not a decidual cast right wouldn’t it have had more blood? i am a virgin so it was not some form of miscarriage i think
i’m 18 and i got back from college 3 weeks or so ago. and sometimes it’s been great but my parents are divorced so i mostly stay with my mom and i think i am legitimately losing my mind.
she started a ‘diet’ and keeps commenting on what i eat and that i eat like a 12 year old boy (because i bought sugary cereal, cocoa puffs, after not being allowed it growing up) and shaming me that i should eat more nutritiously… i do, and i go to the gym 3x a week. she wasn’t like this before and in fact i think i lost weight during my freshman year.
even if its with my own money she will throw out the stuff i buy because it ‘tempts’ her… It’s Cereal, and then she feels bad and apologizes and it happens again
i feel like such a burden and a loser because i don’t have a summer job even though i applied to literally every place in the area that was hiring months ago, repeatedly, and our surrounding areas too. and then she’ll be like ‘you don’t need to do anything honey!’ then switch around to ‘um, did you do anything today…?’ and im actually starting to lose my mind. it also doesn’t help that she keeps throwing away my safe food, which is oatmeal (i’m autistic). its literally just plain oatmeal with sprinkles it’s not red 40 chocolate frosted sugar bomb nuclear goodness. jesus fuck. and don’t get me wrong, i’m very grateful that she allows me to live here while only paying for some of the bills, but i cannot wait to get my own place
i also have pcos/pmos so my periods are heavy and painful.
what does one even do in this situation? do i just give up? my building is old and has no air conditioning.
35°C and 25.5°C for celsius friends.
you’ll see some funny shit like i love wearing my maynard themed lateralus encrusted diaper and the comments will be like “Um…. sorry, kid…. that’s pretty cringe. Don’t feed the trolls, guys.”
is it because you’re all 43 or is it something else?
whenever my family gets pizza, i’ll take a slice or two and use a fork and knife to cut it up as i eat, like a steak. i especially love when it’s cold and i reheat it so it’s all gooey.
i also will do this with sandwiches. i like sandwiches that are kind of hard to close so i will slice into pieces as they go and eat them with a fork rather than using my hands.
somehow it tastes better when you’re using cutlery
hello,
i installed a dimension mod (the undergarden) but i found that it was making my world very laggy so i tried to remove it, even though i had never once visited it. but it is very large in my mods folder.
however, whenever i delete it, it shows me this screen and i have to reinstall it or it wont let me play. i haven't even touched any blocks from the mod pack yet nor any mobs, any of it really.
is there any fix for this or is it over?
If you’re wondering, yes, the red censoring is where my older sister was going to college.
i was diagnosed with agoraphobia in february alongside severe random panic attacks. i’ve been getting a lot better but recently it started to come back, and it’s biting my ass hard. i can’t even go into a store without getting overstimulated and panicky.
anyway, last night i was supposed to go to a baseball game with my dad. i considered telling him the truth about my returning agoraphobia but i knew it was pointless and i at least just wanted to do this for him.
agoraphobia is basically the extreme fear of being in public without having an escape route. and as you might expect a full baseball stadium is not the ideal place for someone with this condition, and my autism/sensitivity to light and sound were really just not helping.
but you know what? i managed to get through it! i sat through a 3 hour game in a blinding stadium surrounded by people where the exits were 40 feet up and mazelike. i was very proud of myself for this. however, there was one of those concerts after the baseball game. and i was tired and i knew it was going to be loud, so i begged my dad if we could just leave but he wanted to see the concert.
and it would have been fine but it was so loud that it shook my entire body, and my agoraphobia started to act up. i looked up and all the exits were completely blocked by people and i start to freak out a little bit. and yes it’s embarrassing having to leave early but i was like dad can you help me through the crowd i need to get out of here and i’m nervous.
so after like 20 minutes he gets this really silent angry dad look and drags me through the crowd and into the parking lot and he yells at me on the way home. and it’s just like, man. i was doing so well.
i don’t know, i guess i’m just disappointed in… something. at least i paid for my own ticket. i’m bothered that the pills are taking so long to work again.
so, a robin has raised a brood in this nest. her second brood didn’t work out, but she just recently laid 3 more eggs!
however, as she was taking a break, i noticed a juvenile house sparrow (bright yellow beak and fluff) checking out the nest. i got prepared to intervene because sparrows are invasive here and they’ve killed her eggs before.
i monitored for a bit to see what it was doing but it just… sat down in the nest, on the eggs, and ruffled its feathers a bit. wasn’t aggressive. just sat there for like a minute before heading out.
i went up on my ladder from afar to make sure none of the eggs had been damaged… all completely intact. no punctures. the robin came back and is now sitting on them as normal.
i suppose it’s kill switch hasn’t kicked in yet. very cute
and sorry for shit photo, i was kind of dumbfounded
He is proud of his high cheekbones.
(yes, he is fat; we adopted him a month ago lol and he’s on a diet)
this may seem stupid
i’ve been friends with a dude for 6 years now. we’ve always gotten along and he knows that i’m pretty sensitive and i don’t really engage in banter with our other friends, im mostly the ‘nice’ friend.
i’m autistic and i’m really sensitive when it comes to things i like. i like a ‘nerdy’ game and it gets made fun of a lot online, which is fine, i suppose, i don’t let strangers really get to me, but my friend has been teasing me about it for like, 3 years. like unprompted messages of making fun of my interest. i don’t really laugh it off, i just don’t respond to his messages. i’ve actually asked him if he could stop like 5 times because it really bothers me and the game means a lot to me. i was severely bullied growing up and i get really sad when my friends make fun of the things i like, and yes it’s embarrassing but i’m really easily taken back to those memories whenever someone acts like that towards me.
he never responds when i ask him not to tease me for it, he just won’t do it for like 2 months and then he’ll do it again. and i’m not sure why, but it makes me feel like there’s a weight on my chest. i don’t know how i can get him to stop and it’s making me feel like i’m 8 years old all over again. he’s a really good friend aside from this thing that really gets on my nerves. i try not to bother anyone else for what they like.
that’s all. thank you for reading. and yes… i know it’s just a silly nerd game. but it means a lot to me
i’m so nervous. with my onset of panic attacks in february i also developed agoraphobia. but it went away. but now it’s back again! i can’t even go to the grocery store without getting overstimulated and panicky. i’m also going through an autistic burnout and i’m especially sensitive to light lately.
this absolutely sucks. i’m just so scared. it’s my favorite team and we have good seats and we even went last august but i don’t know how im going to fare. i’m scared ill start panicking in such a loud space and because it’s pretty much impossible to escape a tight baseball stadium without having to awkwardly go ‘excuse me’ and shove myself through crowds. and most of all i’m embarrassed that it’s hindered my ability to this extent.
just need some words of encouragement, please. and any tips. i’m gonna bring a little stuffed animal to squeeze… i hate this disorder.
content warning: description of mouse torture
this got 0 interaction on cat advice subreddits and i feel pretty stupid posting it so here. please be nice
at my dads house i have a very good cat, but he is a bit of a psychopath.
i’m very glad that he catches the occasional mouse in the house but the problem is that he inflicts medieval torture upon these animals. it would be great if he could just kill it quickly but he likes to pull its organs apart while it screams. he likes to separate its ears from its head. and i feel so terrible that i have to step in and put the thing out of its misery as soon as i see that he’s got one to prevent it from being turned into a campfire story. or i have to have a bit of a frightened wrestle with him so i can toss it outside
i cannot stop him from hunting, i like that he catches mice, but is there at least a way to deter him from away from his mutilation hobby?
we used to have a cat that would catch mice and put them out of their misery fast, practically swallow them whole
i’ve had autism my whole life of course but i got diagnosed when i was 14. i’m 18 now almost 19 and my family still doesn’t seem to understand.
my mom was the one pushing for the diagnosis but she doesn’t seem to understand either. when i got diagnosed my dad yelled ‘my daughter isn’t fucking autistic!’
i hardly ever melt down because i’ve masked for so long, but as of about two weeks ago i’ve just had this horrible horrible burnout. i’ve been irritable, getting overstimulated easily, desperate for a dark space, can barely remember the learnt rules of neurotypical socialization.
now that my parents are divorced i don’t have to see my dad as often anymore but my mom has been weird about it too. she’ll tell me i can tell her anything and what she can do to help and then when i start having a meltdown in public she’ll snap at me and then cry because she was mean to me and it’s messing with me.
i’ve been so overwhelmed and overstimulated today that i’ve kept myself in my room. i have an important charity walk tonight with my sisters and father and im feeling so disappointed in myself because i really don’t want to go and the thought of it is causing me severe stress. i began to have a meltdown and my mom just looked at me because ‘there’s nothing to be overstimulated about you’ve been in your room all day’ and then she left and i just didn’t know what to say. i don’t know how to tell my family i can’t go because im so overwhelmed. i’m so fucking embarrassed that i’m melting down like this.
it just feels like nobody understands and they think im crazy. i don’t know. i thought my mom understood but i guess she just doesn’t. she asked me if i could just ‘power through’ and i kinda got mad because it feels like that’s her response to everything. one time in senior year i broke my ankle and she asked me if i could just ‘power through the day’ because she didn’t want to pick me up early
i’m just disappointed in myself. how can i get them to understand i’m not skimping out on this? how do i make them understand that i want to go but my developmental disorder that has hindered most of my life also happens to be hindering this? please just be nice
i’ve had autism my whole life of course but i got diagnosed when i was 14. i’m 18 now almost 19 and my family still doesn’t seem to understand.
my mom was the one pushing for the diagnosis but she doesn’t seem to understand either. when i got diagnosed my dad yelled ‘my daughter isn’t fucking autistic!’
i hardly ever melt down because i’ve masked for so long, but as of about two weeks ago i’ve just had this horrible horrible burnout. i’ve been irritable, getting overstimulated easily, desperate for a dark space, can barely remember the learnt rules of neurotypical socialization.
now that my parents are divorced i don’t have to see my dad as often anymore but my mom has been weird about it too. she’ll tell me i can tell her anything and what she can do to help and then when i start having a meltdown in public she’ll snap at me and then cry because she was mean to me and it’s messing with me.
i’ve been so overwhelmed and overstimulated today that i’ve kept myself in my room. i have an important charity walk tonight with my sisters and father and im feeling so disappointed in myself because i really don’t want to go and the thought of it is causing me severe stress. i began to have a meltdown and my mom just looked at me because ‘there’s nothing to be overstimulated about you’ve been in your room all day’ and then she left and i just didn’t know what to say. i don’t know how to tell my family i can’t go because im so overwhelmed. i’m so fucking embarrassed that i’m melting down like this.
it just feels like nobody understands and they think im crazy. i don’t know. i thought my mom understood but i guess she just doesn’t. she asked me if i could just ‘power through’ and i kinda got mad because it feels like that’s her response to everything. one time in senior year i broke my ankle and she asked me if i could just ‘power through the day’ because she didn’t want to pick me up early
