Day 73 - Clean Streak Benefits

  • Animal attraction at its peak - Every stray cat and dog I come across in the park ends up sitting near me. I have a bunch of photos in my gallery where cats randomly came over, rested their heads on my lap, and constantly wanted attention and pets. The same thing happens with dogs.
  • I've also noticed more people staring at me in public, although I've learned to keep my gaze lowered and not pay much attention to it.
  • Deeper voice.
  • Seeing bright white light near my third eye area while meditating.
  • Lustful thoughts seem to fade away automatically now. Even if I entertain them for a moment, a feeling of disgust follows almost immediately.
  • Noticed changes in my penis color. Around Day 50, it started gradually returning closer to my natural skin tone, beginning from the tip. Used to have a dark and purplish color before which I believe was related to years of excessive PMO. This year I've completed streaks of 75 days, 43 days, and now 73 days, so it feels like the benefits have been compounding and my body is finally recovering. What's interesting is that this never happened before, even during my longest streak of 215 days.
  • Around Day 62-65, I peeked a little for some minutes but just after playing the video, thought "what the f is am I even doing?" I immediately closed it and did some push-ups instead. Interestingly, the benefits seemed to increase even more after that incident.

The only negatives I've experienced are:

  • Mosquitoes are attacking me like crazy. They barely bother anyone else in my family, but for some reason they seem drawn to me.
  • Having financial issues. The thing I am working on will take some time to generate income and currently I am unable to pay bills. The amount needed is only 300$ to get out of this but still the situation is getting bad everyday and that has been putting a lot of stress on me so I am feeling like my energy is stuck and cant move it freely even when I am physically active.
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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 3 days ago

AP'd into a tesseract kinda plane

Unintentionally AP'd last night into this weird plane. It looked exactly like the tesseract space from Interstellar and lighting was like infinity castle from the anime Demon Slayer. The surroundings were pitch black.

Each cube in that structure had a room and there were people living inside. I wasnt able to see clearly what they looked like.

I was flying around the entire structure and was just surprised how complex it was. I went to the top of it and there was a guy wearing black clothes just sitting there. He noticed me and started chasing me. I kept going and all of a sudden I was inside a white room where he cornered me and just touched me and boom! I was in my body. Man, that place looked crazy. I wonder what it was.

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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 5 days ago
▲ 5 r/magick

I think my family may be facing black magic after a serious family property conflict

My family has been struggling financially for as long as I can remember, probably since I was born. We have land and property in our hometown, but we live far away from there. One of my uncles has been managing all the farming and business-related work there for almost 20 years. During all this time, he handled everything himself and never really shared any profits with my father or the other brothers.

Now my father and his brothers are getting older, and they finally decided they want to split the property fairly so everyone can manage their own share separately. But this uncle has been avoiding it for the last 2 years and keeps making excuses.

Ever since my father seriously started talking about dividing the property, things in our life started going downhill. My father went to our hometown to see the land where we planned to build a house. He stayed there for a few days, ate at my uncle’s house, and suddenly developed severe rashes and allergies all over his body. He never had anything like this before in his entire life. Soon after coming back, he lost his job. Then I lost mine too.

For the last 2 years, everything has been falling apart financially. We struggle to pay rent and bills, debt keeps increasing, and nothing seems to work out no matter how hard we try. Every plan fails at the last moment.

I know some people may think this sounds irrational, but a part of me genuinely feels like something negative is being done against our family. My uncle’s father-in-law is known in that area for black magic and similar practices. My uncle is also extremely greedy and seems determined to keep everything for himself and his sons, even if it means his own brothers suffer.

I’m mentally exhausted watching my family go through this. I just want to know if there’s anything I can do spiritually, mentally, or practically to protect my family from negative energy or harmful intentions. I can’t bear watching them suffer anymore.

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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 19 days ago

I Think My Family May Be Facing Black Magic After a Serious Family Property Conflict

My family has been struggling financially for as long as I can remember, probably since I was born. We have land and property in our hometown, but we live far away from there. One of my uncles has been managing all the farming and business-related work there for almost 20 years. During all this time, he handled everything himself and never really shared any profits with my father or the other brothers.

Now my father and his brothers are getting older, and they finally decided they want to split the property fairly so everyone can manage their own share separately. But this uncle has been avoiding it for the last 2 years and keeps making excuses.

Ever since my father seriously started talking about dividing the property, things in our life started going downhill. My father went to our hometown to see the land where we planned to build a house. He stayed there for a few days, ate at my uncle’s house, and suddenly developed severe rashes and allergies all over his body. He never had anything like this before in his entire life. Soon after coming back, he lost his job. Then I lost mine too.

For the last 2 years, everything has been falling apart financially. We struggle to pay rent and bills, debt keeps increasing, and nothing seems to work out no matter how hard we try. Every plan fails at the last moment.

I know some people may think this sounds irrational, but a part of me genuinely feels like something negative is being done against our family. My uncle’s father-in-law is known in that area for black magic and similar practices. My uncle is also extremely greedy and seems determined to keep everything for himself and his sons, even if it means his own brothers suffer.

I’m mentally exhausted watching my family go through this. I just want to know if there’s anything I can do spiritually, mentally, or practically to protect my family from negative energy or harmful intentions. I can’t bear watching them suffer anymore.

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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 19 days ago
▲ 1 r/occult

I Think My Family May Be Facing Black Magic After a Serious Family Property Conflict

My family has been struggling financially for as long as I can remember, probably since I was born. We have land and property in our hometown, but we live far away from there. One of my uncles has been managing all the farming and business-related work there for almost 20 years. During all this time, he handled everything himself and never really shared any profits with my father or the other brothers.

Now my father and his brothers are getting older, and they finally decided they want to split the property fairly so everyone can manage their own share separately. But this uncle has been avoiding it for the last 2 years and keeps making excuses.

Ever since my father seriously started talking about dividing the property, things in our life started going downhill. My father went to our hometown to see the land where we planned to build a house. He stayed there for a few days, ate at my uncle’s house, and suddenly developed severe rashes and allergies all over his body. He never had anything like this before in his entire life. Soon after coming back, he lost his job. Then I lost mine too.

For the last 2 years, everything has been falling apart financially. We struggle to pay rent and bills, debt keeps increasing, and nothing seems to work out no matter how hard we try. Every plan fails at the last moment.

I know some people may think this sounds irrational, but a part of me genuinely feels like something negative is being done against our family. My uncle’s father-in-law is known in that area for black magic and similar practices. My uncle is also extremely greedy and seems determined to keep everything for himself and his sons, even if it means his own brothers suffer.

I’m mentally exhausted watching my family go through this. I just want to know if there’s anything I can do spiritually, mentally, or practically to protect my family from negative energy or harmful intentions. I can’t bear watching them suffer anymore.

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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 19 days ago

Confusion about 'Letting Go'

I’m confused about the “let go” part of manifestation.

I’m a trader and want to manifest a financially independent life free from the 9 to 5 lifestyle. But how am I supposed to “let go” of the outcome when I’m thinking about charts, setups, and trades almost the entire day?

If you’re actively working toward a goal every day, your mind naturally stays focused on it. So what does detachment actually mean? Not caring about the outcome? Or just not being desperate for it?

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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 20 days ago

Fundingpips spreads for Forex

If anyone here has a Fundingpips propfirm challenge account, can you please share a picture of your quotes in MT5 (especially GBPUSD, EURUSD, AUDUSD). I want to check the spreads.

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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 24 days ago

Is this normal or am I getting scammed?

https://reddit.com/link/1tfjehm/video/a7mf07hrmn1h1/player

I’m trading a Prime Blueberry prop firm account and I’ve started noticing something that’s really bothering me about order execution.

Several times now I’ve had limit orders sitting at clear levels. Price comes, taps the level, moves away… and my order never gets filled. In one recent trade, price actually pushed through my level twice and still no fill. The order just sat there. It was a clean trade and I completely missed it because of this and this has happened multiple times now.

https://preview.redd.it/rp8g74gqnn1h1.png?width=602&format=png&auto=webp&s=8fc58702ac0fdd1c5c8f70cd3bd81674c255b6c5

This one was a really important trade. I would've passed my phase 1 with this, but it wasn't triggered though price went pretty inside my entry zone.

https://preview.redd.it/m39s8355on1h1.jpg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=35adffcd0dece94a4082d280f07ffb151764f908

I understand spreads and bid/ask differences, but this didn’t feel like a simple spread issue. The move wasn’t a single tick spike — price traded around the level and then moved away without triggering my order.

This made me start questioning how simulated fills actually work in prop firm environments.

For those who’ve traded prop firm accounts for a while:
- Is this normal behaviour?
- Do these firms require price to move a certain distance past your limit before filling?
- Do they simulate order queues or latency filters?
- Is this just something you have to accept when trading evaluations?

I’m trying to figure out whether this is expected simulator behaviour or if something is actually wrong with my execution.

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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 25 days ago

Is this normal or am I getting scammed?

https://reddit.com/link/1tfjce7/video/a7mf07hrmn1h1/player

I’m trading a Prime Blueberry prop firm account and I’ve started noticing something that’s really bothering me about order execution.

Several times now I’ve had limit orders sitting at clear levels. Price comes, taps the level, moves away… and my order never gets filled. In one recent trade, price actually pushed through my level twice and still no fill. The order just sat there. It was a clean trade and I completely missed it because of this and this has happened multiple times now.

https://preview.redd.it/rp8g74gqnn1h1.png?width=602&format=png&auto=webp&s=8fc58702ac0fdd1c5c8f70cd3bd81674c255b6c5

This one was a really important trade. I would've passed my phase 1 with this, but it wasn't triggered though price went pretty inside my entry zone.

https://preview.redd.it/m39s8355on1h1.jpg?width=1080&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=35adffcd0dece94a4082d280f07ffb151764f908

I understand spreads and bid/ask differences, but this didn’t feel like a simple spread issue. The move wasn’t a single tick spike — price traded around the level and then moved away without triggering my order.

This made me start questioning how simulated fills actually work in prop firm environments.

For those who’ve traded prop firm accounts for a while:
- Is this normal behaviour?
- Do these firms require price to move a certain distance past your limit before filling?
- Do they simulate order queues or latency filters?
- Is this just something you have to accept when trading evaluations?

I’m trying to figure out whether this is expected simulator behaviour or if something is actually wrong with my execution.

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u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 25 days ago

Letting go is the KEY!

I never knew my exact birth time, which is the most important detail for making a Kundli (Vedic birth chart). Since childhood, my parents always told me I was born at 1 PM, but I felt it was just a rough guess. I have been searching for it for some days. They never remembered the precise time, and eventually I accepted that I might never find out and stopped thinking about it.

Two days later, yesterday, I randomly felt like cleaning a messy drawer in my living room where we keep stationery items and some random documents. After about half an hour of sorting through it, I found a folder filled with very old papers. To my shock, it contained my mom’s hospital discharge documents from the time of my birth — and the exact birth time was written there.

I’m 26 yo and somehow found a 26-year-old document sitting in one of the most accessible drawers in my house. It feels unreal. The moment I stopped obsessing over it and let it go, the answer appeared almost immediately.

Please share your experiences too. I am still confused about the art of letting go, so any suggestions would be helpful.

u/Quirky_Fix7787 — 1 month ago