Day 73 - Clean Streak Benefits
- Animal attraction at its peak - Every stray cat and dog I come across in the park ends up sitting near me. I have a bunch of photos in my gallery where cats randomly came over, rested their heads on my lap, and constantly wanted attention and pets. The same thing happens with dogs.
- I've also noticed more people staring at me in public, although I've learned to keep my gaze lowered and not pay much attention to it.
- Deeper voice.
- Seeing bright white light near my third eye area while meditating.
- Lustful thoughts seem to fade away automatically now. Even if I entertain them for a moment, a feeling of disgust follows almost immediately.
- Noticed changes in my penis color. Around Day 50, it started gradually returning closer to my natural skin tone, beginning from the tip. Used to have a dark and purplish color before which I believe was related to years of excessive PMO. This year I've completed streaks of 75 days, 43 days, and now 73 days, so it feels like the benefits have been compounding and my body is finally recovering. What's interesting is that this never happened before, even during my longest streak of 215 days.
- Around Day 62-65, I peeked a little for some minutes but just after playing the video, thought "what the f is am I even doing?" I immediately closed it and did some push-ups instead. Interestingly, the benefits seemed to increase even more after that incident.
The only negatives I've experienced are:
- Mosquitoes are attacking me like crazy. They barely bother anyone else in my family, but for some reason they seem drawn to me.
- Having financial issues. The thing I am working on will take some time to generate income and currently I am unable to pay bills. The amount needed is only 300$ to get out of this but still the situation is getting bad everyday and that has been putting a lot of stress on me so I am feeling like my energy is stuck and cant move it freely even when I am physically active.