u/RabiesSnot65

I’m having a challenging time finding a definitive answer.

I’m 27- no paps for five years- but LSIL and yeast infection came back from my Pap smear two months back

I was wondering if the yeast infection could cause lSIL or give a false positive on the test?

I do not know if I have HPV- my doctor said she ordered a reflex test and was unsure why it wasn’t done?

My doctor recommended I do a Colp and I will be going in 3 weeks from today.

My last pap 5-6 years ago was normal.

Sorry if my post seems ill informed I’m new to all this

I’m too embarrassed to say how much the age gap was but more than 15 years. I was 20. He was really sweet to me when I was going through a hard time- he knew me since I was younger,so I had a lot of trust for him. As an adult (18-19) I talked to him about my hard times- and he was an empathetic ear but often slipped in that “sex would help you feel more connected and could help you.” These comments happened frequently. I saw him as a mentor figure. During one of the conversations at 18 he grabbed my backside.

When it started at 20- he acted like he wanted to be my friend - would make these plans like dates that never came true- he would invite me over to fuck and dangle the idea of more fun together but that rarely happened.

Phone calls were rare- and if they happened he was always too busy so they’d only be 15ish mins- but I’d always have to hear how he was hanging out with other woman, but never me. If I was having a hard time he’d hang on me, sometimes. It hurt. I do admit I over- shared.

I felt like I was just his audience and I had to revolve around him. Things were always about what he wanted-I allowed this-

I’d say there was FWB components but he really blurred the lines saying that he’s in love with me- making those promises- sometimes he’d text a lot. I felt more than FWB but less than a situationship

Eventually I felt unsafe with him as he’d yell a lot, slam things, bang walls- I told him I felt afraid of him. He knew I had abandonment issues and would threaten to leave/kick me out if I expressed any feelings towards his behaviors, which would often send me into panic attacks (I realized I have a lot of healing to do so will not be entering any more relationships till I do more therapy.)

Idk- I feel ashamed- I should’ve known better, but I got pulled to the fact sometimes he could feel so safe and loving. These times would usually coincide with him being horny. But I was so drawn to that loving part , something I never got in my life and craved it so much.

We ended things- but I do feel used . But I also feel like I’m in love with him. I’m processing it in therapy but it’s hard. I know I have blame here also but I’m just venting. ♥️

This went on for six years. And I’m now realizing I deserve better. I’m an adult and I choose to sleep with him and it was fun, but I wanted someone to care about me and the false promises are what hurt.

Hi everyone ❤️

I’m new to treatment for ON- I had a question

My doctor diagnosed me with ON six months ago and sent me for nerve blocks. These nerve blocks have no steroids- only lidocaine and buvocaine - they work great and almost instantly. But the relief is short lived, about 2 days . They’ve been doing these blocks every 2 weeks

I saw my neurologist today who prescribed gabapentin - I’m happy with that and am willing to try anything

But I curious if nerve blocks so frequently without steroids was common? Not that it really matters but everyone I read mentioned steroids and longer lasting relief plus not having to go in the office as much for the blocks

I’ve been seeing that all over here saying it’s helpful for pain?

Is it? I love apple juice and have some so prolly gonna drink it anyway , but I’m having a GS attack and was wondering if it could help?

I’m having an attack right now

I got diagnosed about a month ago- I had went to the ER thinking I was dying. Am awaiting surgery in a lil less than two months

I’ve tried hot shower, heating pad, and it just hurts so bad. I’ve never felt pain like this.

Going out and being out of the house is a huge part of how I deal with my mental health, but due to flu and being unable to go outside, I’ve been in bed dwelling a lot on shit that makes me anxious, which isn’t fun

I’m just feeling really depressed right now.