u/Rare_Arm6897

I’m 20F and moved abroad about 6 months ago. It’s been a mix of excitement, loneliness, and trying to figure life out. I don’t really have friends here yet, but academically I’m doing well.
About a month ago I met a guy, and on my birthday I invited for a movie since he’s like the only friend I’ve had since I got here. We spent the night together, but we didn’t have sex because I told him I wasn’t ready, and he completely respected that. I’m still a virgin.
The thing is, I can’t seem to stop thinking about him. I don’t even know if it’s him I miss, or if it’s the feeling of finally having someone around after being so lonely. He texted me though which I replied formally and the last message he sent I didn’t reply to it.
I’m also trying to navigate life as a new 20-year-old, living in a different country and finding my place. Has anyone been through something similar? How did you deal with the loneliness and all these emotions without losing yourself?
I’d really appreciate any advice.

I’m 20F never had sex, got a fully funded scholarship and moved abroad 6months ago(life hasn’t been easy). Been the third friend all my life, lonely, recently met a guy 4 years older. We went out for my 20th birthday spent the night but didn’t have sex(told him ain’t ready) but had lots of foreplay. First exams coming up. Anxious. I feel scattered. What do I do? I’m grateful for how far I’ve come but I don’t feel happy.