Tomorrow is my birthday!!!!

31 F tomorrow I’ll be 32. I really just wanted to for once feel special on my birthday. But it’s just like any other year.

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u/Realistic_Turnip_813 — 7 hours ago

Dear, mom and dad (letter to heaven)

Mom, it’s been almost 12 years without you here to see me grow up and to give me all of the advice I’d need, especially to help me stay away from dumb men. It’s honestly crazy to say it’s been so long without you. I’m not sure if I’m making you proud or not but dam am I trying to. Why didn’t you stop drinking sooner!!! You could have gotten better!!! And you’d still be here. But I guess the big guy up stairs needed you more than me. I haven’t accomplished much since you’ve been gone, seems like I’m only good at being a mom. Oh how you would love your grandbabies, I love you mom!!. Hey dad, it’s only been almost 3 months since you’ve been gone, I really am sorry I didn’t reach out more and that I didn’t get to help you build a relationship with your grandbabies (1200) miles apart made things tough. Even thru the miles apart you still tried to take care of me. I will always be thankful for everything you did for me. Part of me will always regret not calling you more than I did. I love you pops. We will talk soon love yall more than anything

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u/Realistic_Turnip_813 — 6 days ago

Looking for someone to talk to

I need more friends, prefer around my age group 30-35 in the USA would be great as well. Long distance friends isn’t a deal breaker ❤️

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u/Realistic_Turnip_813 — 12 days ago

Feeling detached from myself

It’s been about a week now, and this feeling of just existing hasn’t gone away. I don’t enjoy the little things anymore and I’m not sure if this is grief showing up after the loss of my dad.

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u/Realistic_Turnip_813 — 13 days ago