u/Realistic_Web6850

I have made box brackets for important questions for the post.....For context(Please read the whole post):- There was this girl who was flirting with me all the time and called me cutiepie and stuff and about how she would choose me in place of her crush when I asked whom would you choose...I thought she liked me but I didn't ask cause I thought it would be awkward. She said she avoided her ex because she was stalking her. But now she got with her ex.And just now I realised that people can flirt with each other as friends too. Which is something unexpected cause I have never seen this before...I used to think you only flirt when you like each other. So I had a breakdown because in my brain I felt manipulated and hurt and felt she was playing with my emotions and told her this. I told her I was hurt and she said she was too because of my confronting..

So what I did is I told her since I think that it's not okay to flirt with friends casually and you think it's not okay to flirt with friends casually and also that you hurt me with your actions and I hurt you with my accusations because I was confused. Let's apologise to each other and move on. She said "Why should I apologise when I didn't do any mistake in first place??". Then she later apologised. I did too. [

[[So was this a better way of handling this or I could have blocked them??]]

[[[[Ps:- I still think it's not okay to flirt with friends casually because in my mind flirting means that you like the person. Now I asked a couple of friends of mine and they were confused too. Some said it was okay to flirt with friends casually and some said no it's not okay. Which made me even more confusing so I felt that I was being used. But guys I have a trauma and it sucks so bad. Even for casual friendships online I got ghosted because they stop talking to you after sometime. For this I am paranoid even now and now all this happened. Friends I have lost all hope in everything now 😞. I just wish to go in solitude. I don't know how you guys would judge me. Maybe to some I maybe wrong and to some right. But in general I'm just hurt.]]]]]

Thanks for reading and sorry for the long paragraph. Thanks for the patience. Just today I woke up and I feel should have blocked them 😞

Please read if you wanna hear. So I was having a discussion in a women's group in reddit I mod with another girl about how PCOS name has been changed to PMOS. Now she said she didn't know what is pcos or pmos. So I explained to her that it causes hormonal imbalance in women as it leads to growth of hair below the lips and also body hair. It can also lead to delay in periods. So she replied "Wow you know better". Then she said sorry. I asked why and she said I told wow you know better because I undermined your existence as just being trans and not a woman. Damn I just gave a broken heart emoji and said this is why I don't say I'm trans online. Although they said sorry but still they do have the mentality that we aren't fully woman. And lol the irony of them not knowing about it even though they are cis women and undermining my existence as a woman. I am just done with this shit. I plan on leaving maybe. Thanks for reading :3

Like honestly look at the world. Trans women are devoid of everything in this planet. We aren't even treated as a human being. Constantly facing abuse and hatred. Heck even some of us ourselves wish we were born in a woman body. This is so sad 💔💔. But when you vent out to others,either they get abusive or just say it will be alright. Like really? When does it get alright actually. These all things make me wanna give up on myself. Even reddit is recommending me transphobic subs for no reason and I'm tired of all this. I can't come out, I don't have the guts to 💔💔

Like I just wanna know whether it's possible to see the d as a vagina. I just hate the fact that I have to live with d because I really wish I could have a vagina. But also I am not uncomfortable rn for the bottom surgery due to many reasons. I'm also not on hrt yet. I searched up online about prosthetic vagina for affirmation and did find some good products. I just wanna ask are they any more such ways where you can treat your d as a vagina.