Trying to surprise my partner but we’re also kinda saving money atm. Any new promos or gift cards available? I recently starting buying IC again but my old reward points are gone (it’s been years) 🫠
I am feeling lost today. I haven’t been to the gym in months and I have been the type to say “I’ll go tomorrow” and not follow through. I tell it to my partner and he’s expressed the frustration that I’m less physically active and that he hates it when for months now I’ve been saying it and not following through. Especially when it’s a cycle of not feeling good and then saying I’ll go and then I don’t and then I say I don’t feel good.
We’re moving to a different place now and made plans to workout together and I’m really excited.
Today though was tough because even though I’m excited I expressed to him today that my motivation for the past months have been hard.
He blew up on me about how it’s been frustrating for him and that he hates when I’m in the downward cycle.
I feel lost because he said that all my reasons for feeling in motivated weren’t valid and that he won’t emotionally support me anymore.
I just wanted to tell him that I feel sad but hopeful. But now it feels like I’m completely alone and that now I really don’t have the motivation for anything.
Could really use some positivity and comfort about achieving my gym goals❤️
It’s hard today.
Over the past two months I’ve been doing an extended graduate semester. Over the past 7 months I’ve had to cut off two relationships with two separate friends of over 10years+ because they were completely toxic.
Happy to do it because they didn’t respect my relationship or myself quite frankly. But it’s been lonely since they were close. And now the only closest friends I have left are supposed to be cut off too because they made a rude joke towards my bf in our group chat 3 months ago.
They’ve apologized for it and have a better understanding of him since I didn’t accurately portray him to them. A couple of weeks ago my bf gave me an ultimatum to cut them off or at least tell them to respect our relationship or I have to cut them off. Again, it’s been 3 months and they’ve apologized and have been respecting it since but he doesn’t believe that they aren’t talking shit behind our backs (and I don’t either to be frank).
A confrontation I want but I don’t want to cut anyone off just yet. They’re also friends of 10+ years. My bf- it doesn’t feel like he respects my emotional buffer to be able to process cutting off another two close friends. My bf said he could be that for me and that I can make new friends.
But it’s hard since I’m socially anxious and we’re moving in 3 months so why would I make friends now? Anyways, I’m stuck and lost. I’m prepared to be completely alone with basically him for the next two months because he doesn’t want to wait longer for me to cut them off or confront them.
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He’s upset that it’s not happening sooner. I said I’d need two weeks but it’s so hard. So hard. And it’s on week 4 and he’s upset that I lied to him that it didn’t take two weeks. But again I have school still and I’m dealing with some self image issues. And I haven’t talked to said friends bc I’ve been trying to distance myself but now I only have family to talk to. Sure I have other friends but they’re not as close and they’re busy all the time. He now thinks I’m just waiting for him to forget about the problem and that I only have excuses. I don’t know what to do.