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My family of psychopaths killed me they put me on drugs i'm fucked up

THEY ENDED MY LIFE THEY GOT ME ADDICTED AND NOW I CANT SLEEP UNLESS I TAKE MORE DRUGS

My mother forced me on AP medication

Does TD eventually go away?

En un futuro voy a heredar una casa y la quiero poner en alquiler

Que tengo que tener en cuenta para que no me caguen?

I took 2mg for 2 months then tappered down for 1 month

I'm already feeling better

Will I ever recover My internal World????.

Risperidone 3mg for 2 months, i'm 200% better feeling happy

I still feel kinda dumb but i'm at peace

What I did to feel better?

I ran 3hs and eated 4 oranges

Last night I didnt sleep tho BUT IM FEELING GREAT AND HAPPY

Day 8 of stopping medication

I'm slowly regaining myself Even i'm terrified of permanent damage

I feel very stupid, very hard cognitive decline

I feel like they silenced me, I was starting to truly heal myself and they shutdown it

I hate my family of psychopaths and this World of psychos

I took 2mg for 2 months then tappered down for 1 month

I experienced severe anhedonia and depression, body pain, and things I can't quite remember, many sexual dysfunctions

I'm a week off and already gaining emotions back but i'm scared i Will never be the same

I feel detached like they broke My soul and emotional guidance

I feel slower and dumber and sick like i Lost the profoundity and complexity

I'm having a very hard time connecting to myself and My soul that really scares the shit out of me

Gladly last night I could drink wine and felt happy, listen to music and feel okay

I'm having lots of worries about My health, Im having a hard time understanding the feeling of truth but deep down I know it, i'm feeling very confused and like dead inside and like they stealed the reality testing out of me

I got it prescribed due to "stress"

In reality I was fine I didnt needed any meds, My mother forced me to take them when I was vulnerable, i'm having a hard time trusting My mother again

I feel trapped in My house and hopeless, just surviving every day the Best I can, i'm scared I Will always be disabled