I really enjoyed the UI if I’m to be honest, I could get a little bit over the ads knowing that the cleanliness made up for it, but this shut down seems scheduled, so it can’t be legal right? I’m not sure. Did server costs get too high? I feel like they had a good deal of ads to get rid of that concern.
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Those eyes… they’re so LARGE.
I attempted suicide by an overdose yesterday and lived, though the side effects kicked me in the butt hardcore. If I thought I had no light inside me before the attempt I’m sure I’ve lost it all now.
I can’t describe how awful it feels to walk around now, everything is dark. Everything has seriously lost all color, it’s disgusting. All I’ve been able to do is lay down in embarrassment. Failing is the most embarrassing thing I have ever experienced, even if only my boyfriend knows, I’m still so ashamed. I got to talk to two cashiers today, every conversation filled me with dread, it’s indescribable. Emptiness and sadness. Just knowing they don’t know I almost made it, and that everyone else lives a normal life, everything moves without me.
I would say I’m suffering more than before the attempt, but I can’t suffer with how empty it has made me. I thought if I lived through it I might appreciate life more but the numbness is killing me.
I’d like if I could get the light in my life back. I want to know if it will ever come back, if anyone has ever been there done that and felt what I feel. I don’t know.
I do better without a reference but yah here’s cyn 🤔
Posting because I don’t want my art to go to waste 😱🥔