u/Remarkable-Koala8224

In s2 e1, Dorothy says to blanched she better get out her book and find out what would did that week. What is the book concept? Did they all have notebooks where they write what they do like a planner or something?

I have a busy month ahead of me. A friend's wedding where I'll see people I haven't seen in a year and a half after I ghosted them or more like disappeared. Ihave a 3 day trip with people I barely know I just know their name and maybe we haven't met before I'm not sure who will be there. And I plan on meeting a friend of the wedding people and catch up this month I finally feel ready mentally to see her and I'm not as scared. But I got fat and I don't feel confident I have nothing going on in my life. So how to fake being cool and confident till I become that way

I (f almost 23) finished college last year and after that I got a job right away it was not a great fit for me I stayed 2 months and left it and found a job online Wfh still have it and it's kind of like freelance so the money is not consistent and I am almost always financially scared. I don't really have friends after graduation in my final year of college I had some issues and had to leave the community I grew up and spend all my life in (church community so friends, service, being known and useful all if it gone) and college friends are gone too after graduation. Everything I could consider me is gone. I don't know who am I and I always feel worthless because I'm lonely I gained weight and somehow gotten ugly or maybe that's just how I see me now. I became scared to leave the house and I am scared of starting over trying to find some people or another church or something. I feel like I'm unworthy of anything and can't seem to be able to fix my life. I am sinking into depression. How to I find my life again find myself?