u/Remedyforinsomnia

Hi all,

I'm going to Frankfurt for 4 days and I plan to travel around some. Judging by the prices for individual connections, I could benefit from a Deutschland-ticket, but the site says I need to cancel by the 10th to avoid paying for a month. If I get it right, that is to say, if I buy a ticket now for my trip on May 23-26, I must effectively pay for May and June.

Do I understand it right ? Any way to only do May?

Thanks!

Edit: Solved, I gave up on this idea, sucked it up and bought normal tickets. Thanks for your help!

I only "saw" less than two weeks of war - heard the explosions, air raid sirens, closely followed news reports showing destruction in my city, and possibly the worst, sat in my hallway with friends as a plane was circling a circling around very close. On a second thought, me being at my friends' because we all needed to stay close and hearing footsteps up and down the stairs and simple, quiet gun shots was the worst because it was so close and personal and completely unexpected unlike the "bigger" sounds.

What I'm trying to say is I "even" never saw anyone get hurt. I left my country more than 4 years ago. Changed places, made connections. Visited once. Was never able to convince family to move.

I dreamt of it today, a war plane in the city as I was trying to meet my grandma. A mix of survivor guilt, grief for people having to face it, and fear for my life. So I cried at 5 am doing all kinds of grounding.

It comes out of nowhere, like I don't think I give it much thought most days because I probably couldn't but then it's all I can think about. And then I can't stop replaying the memory of the first ever shots and explosions I woke up to the first morning and how it made me tremble. I honestly somehow wish I'd made an audio recording. It's always the sounds for me.

I am in therapy but mostly feel no need or don't think to talk about it; I initially requested therapy for an eating disorder but the therapist did mention that it's worth looking into if I want to.

Sorry it was long. I'd appreciate advice as to how maybe process it proactively? I usually kinda crumble when in luteal when I'm generally more fragile.