u/RepresentativeNail88

27f
Just somebody to check in with maybe once a day at least
I’m just lonely and want to build some connection somewhere

I get absolutely nothing out of socializing online. I have to see people irl to feel emotionally connected but everyone else just lives in a completely different world. I have one friend and we are really more like family friends. It’s already hard enough to connect with people in the real world I don’t know how people manage to do so through a screen and now a days you usually have to do that first when meeting people. I get so scared I’ll never get real friends again or find someone who can put up enough with me to stick around.

I hate you I hate me I hate everything and everyone
I hate this I hate everything I hate you
Please

I’ve spent so much of my life trying to do things “the right way” I think life is teaching me there is no “right way”