I threw out my figs bc I discovered hat I didn't like painting + I find all that stuff way too expansive. But i'm still interested in battletomes and the free ones (I don't play its just lore). But now I think I do not deserve to read the battletomes I want bc of what I did. Anyone can help ?
Before you ask I still have my Khaine battletome, my short factions handbook and want to read the bonesplitterz's free online one.
I'm seriously considering doing nofap but guys...
I'm 22 virgin and almost already lost my libido
Porn and fap are begining to disgust me more and more but I do not have the actual will to interact with women, I'm short and super introvert. Its begining to he very difficult as somehow I still want sex but don't kniw what to do, and I'm tired of pretending I just want a relationship or some other stuff that you take 5 months planning and you can lost in 2 days. Its horrible. Porn is all I knew, I want smth different but am totally stuck. I want to abandon fap but sincerely I do not feel really better since I've dropped. Just having wet dreams + ED, my brain tanking all of pisses me off. Considering giving up my moral standards and seeing escorts but I hold on.