u/ResponsibleIce4054

Ever since a little child I have always been infatuated with parasites and viruses. The idea of animals being the home to bacteria was fascinating. Growing up I’d play in dirt and mud and chew my nails and skin off my fingers hoping I’d wake up with an upset stomach, hoping that meant I myself was harbouring parasites inside myself. (Note: Being sick doesn’t mean you’re fathering creatures). Haha ig my heart was in the right place but I didn’t apply myself correctly. It would work from time to time but gut biome kills these things off way too quickly. And I’d end up just feeling bad, in a few ways my adolescent body was their graveyard. Puking or diarrhoea is something you want to avoid if you have similar goals to me. And if you do PLEASE contact me. I don’t have many friends to begin with. Anyways some good tips for this is to let mold seep into fruits. Most mold bacteria will make you sick and sometimes violently ill but there are definitely good chances your body will be invaded with left over parasites that your stomach acids can’t wipe out. Also eating less protein sources as Protien is what helps grow your immune system. (Oh no my gains 😢) fermented meat is also a great source. Fermented everything really. Kimchi is a tasty one. Although all these options stink. I usually cycle roommates as they always just up and leave with no indications. I think it’s the stench. As even I agree it’s gross. If you can’t really stomach it. I usually chuck it into a blender and just pour a lot of chocolate syrup into it to help mask the flavour. Or micro dosing it into your diet is a great start. As long as you’re not regurgitating everything up then it’s working. I’ve been doing this for years now as I am 25 years of age. It hasn’t destroyed my work or family life as they do not know. No one knows. Anyways I’ve been reading a lot into mad cow disease (if a cow consumes beef, they go insane) which is stressful for me as one of my preferred fermented meats hypothetically could have similar affects on me. And I for one prefer my brain in tact. Any advice on how to overcome this? I have no plans on stopping because I have gotten away with it so far.

M20 Australian based

After high school I went into trade and although I get along with work mates very well and am liked. It is very obvious a work place relationship with everyone and not an outer work relationship for anyone there. This didn’t bother me much because I did have two friend groups. A guys one and a girls one. But it was all destroyed after my best friend from the guys group harmed my best friend from the girls. (Irrelevant) but I dropped the guy (ending that group friendship) and then the girl group dropped me because the guy and I were BEST friends. I have a gf of 2 years and have been best of friends with her but we work opposite shifts. I had a very bad isolation problem in year one. But made friends at my gym with these two guys that had the exact same interests as me. We would spend time together daily and every weekend would go out. But they were on a visa and had to leave last week back home. And now I feel alone again. It’s hard because my gym isn’t big and I don’t see myself becoming friends with others my age there. Idk where to go from here. It does upset me. (Sorry for long post)