u/RevolutionChoice8511

PEHLI BAT TO YE THAT A LEVELS NE MUJHE KHATAM KARDIYA HE MENE USKO NAHI, 3A* aane the idky am i expecting ACD in a2 (considering 7A*1A in O levels btw)

I even applied for aku but pretty evident that i am not meeting the grade requirement so i might not even show up for the test

Secondly, mere se nahi hona mdcat and nums

2 frkn months, literally 2.5? (Considering some of us are composite people as well- taking average)

Last year it was conducted in the last week of October and this year they just decided to cut off 2 months of prep time

Academy jaun? Online parhun? Karun kia yar?

All i know is that i need to study a lot, and that i have the potential

Now, HOW THE HEL* DO I DO THAT? Give me a heads up, where do i actually start? Give me a starting position at least. Do i read the books, do i use kips books, do i solve papers, what do i do?

I need 165/180 all i know to secure top medical colleges private seats (smdc/fmh) uhs and (nust/cmh) nums (not even sure if that is 180 or 200 marks idk)

Please give me a starting point

Probably joining physical academy as well just to keep me locked in

Allah, please bohat mushkil sal guzra he, just wanna be a doc, please let me in

p2 was okayish, easyish difficulty wise, stays constant i guess

p4 was okayish, hardish for people, so i guess low threshold for this

p1 remains mostly constant, so no worries about that

WHAT DO YOU EXPECT THE OVERALL THRESHOLD FOR A**********

I was thinking maybe 160-165????

my p2 went around 65, p4 around 29-20, p1 i guess i need 37-38 for an a*????

PLEASE TELL ME YALL I REALLY FK* NEED AN A* RAHHHHH

(posting this for younger brother, he sent me this)

Okay so i asked before ke chor dun us larki ko ke nahi.WE DECIDED TO BREAK UP.

I HAVE NOT BROKEN UP YET AND JUST STOPPED REPLYING OR TALKING, JUST GETTING DISTANT AND COLD literally NOTHING F*N ELSE

She's crying so much

She sent me a pic, her eyes are SWOLLEN RED

Uske iris tak blood vessels dilate hui parein her eyes are RED AS HELL

SUBAH USKA FINAL EXAM HE

MENE USKO KUCH KAHA HI NAHI HE MERE APNE 3 EXAM THE FINALS TIME NAHI MILA REPLY KARNE KA.

MEIN kia karun i am so worried now, i agree maybe I do not love her anymore like that. Rat ke 2 baj rahe hein aur mujhe bohat pareshani horahi he.

The day we leave each other kia karegi pata nahi, i have to leave but this toxic manipulation of hers by sending me stuff that makes me sensitive is making it so hard...

MEIN KIA KARUN YAR ABHI.

My best friend is saying that uske upar bat daldo aur kaho ke tumhari wajah se sab kuch khrab hua he meri life me(WHICH IS TRUE BTW) aur i need space.

My heart beat is so fast mein kia karun yar kia bakwas he

3 back to back papers in 3 consecutive days, I am so worn out. I just slept today, instead of preparing for the last one, i just... Slept.

I am so tired. I haven't slept in 1 week.

God, please.

Please.

A2 is so messed up.

NOT SELF PROMOTING, I NEED IDEAS

A* (stars) in all O level subjects. A's in AS Level in 3 subjects. Studied in Bloomfield. I want to tutor 3-4 students, O level kids would be more preferable as they'd respect a senior. Biology is my strongest subject and expecting A* in A Levels final as well, if not that, then an A for sure.

How do i begin it in Multan? They could come to my house or I can go to theirs, I live in Buch/DHA area. I have previous teaching experience and I have been very successful at it.

I need a personal income of around 30-40000 a month to support myself in university. Normally, good tutors charge 20,000 a month per subject. Even more now, since inflation has hit. I am willing to charge only 8-10,000 since I am just graduating, and I will make SURE the student earns the grade to the best of their ability.

I need leads, ideas, how to reach out, everything, please. Plus, I am not conservative and have no problem tutoring or mentoring girls etc. Please guide me.

Thankyou.

i failed..... i need help, please.

met a girl during my final year of a levels at 17-18 yo. we both were in a levels and since i am pursuing medicine, i messed up... i had straight A*s in my O levels, pretty good grades in my A level 1st yr, straight A's. i needed to maintain As/A*s in my a2. i am 19 now. please keep reading.
but... i think i messed up. this is the first girl i fell for in my entire life, this is the girl i have given my life to, my promises to, my first to. my everything. it's been around 10 months since we started dating. i fought with her and did everything to make her leave in the first week of us dating. i knew that i would not be able to manage this and my studies side by side. she fell in love so fk* hard and i fell in love with her too, badly. it is such a god dam* beautiful relationship, it was healthy. everything had been going perfect. we began to flourish for each other. note that my mother is a single parent, i have been raised by her alone, i have been the best academic weapon the entire city had seen. maybe a prodigy, maybe a hard work, a mixture of both. anyways, i wasted time with her. her subjects were easy so she did not get that much affected, i was the one who got really affected.

no need to remind me that i knew i was doing this in my senses. i kept procrastinating ke hojae ga. i am sitting on my study table, regretting every part of my year. she got into her dream university, which is not even mbbs and she is moving there, i am stuck here. i have left my 100 mark theory papers half empty which cost so much, this is the first time i am failing my cambridge exams. my mother does not know about anything. she does not know i have wasted my entire year because of a girl. the girl is not at fault here, i am. now i am probably going on a gap year to improve my grades, i know... this was my biggest fear and as the best, it hurts me so much to even admit this, i am a failure.

as for the girl, she is the most beautiful girl i know, she is the girl who took away the lust from my eyes, she made me realize that i have no flaws and just over critiqued myself. i loved her more than she loved me, i know that and she knows that too. i have given her my soul and everything i could. we have never been physical btw but i agree i have seen her in other ways etc etc (pls i know, don't make me regret). she made me believe we had a future together, maybe we did, but i did not work hard or even work at all to ace my a2's and mdcat. i worked on myself for her, in every way, built a body only she loved, even the fat percentage only she loved on me. we are perfect. i have fought with her .over not being able to work in the future but every time she shut me down and told ke hum karlenge. she is so dedicated and dreams of a future with me, poora din daydream karti he, bachon ke nam, destination wedding, everything... humara financial background is similar, we are both from an upper middle- middle class background. her brother has studied from a v good uni as well. she is the girl i told my friends about and told them that if she goes, i am finished. i know she will never leave me but now, listen, the flaws

she is too time-consuming, too clingy, does not realize that what she is taking for me, she tries to give me time but i know if i have to build my career, i have to do it solo and without any distractions, i have to get out of this middle class slump and work my way up the ladder and be a good doctor. i left my deen and religion after she came into my life, nahi hosakta islam aur girlfriend sath sath balance... please yar. mein rone wala hun is waqt. what hurts me the most is that kal mera physics ka a level ka final paper he aur mujhe kuch nahi ata, mene bohat time waste kia he with her. i know agar ye chalta raha, mera ye sal, agla sal aur sab kuch zaya hojayga, we are too addicted to each other

for the past week, i am slowly detaching from her, i have to. i am going on a gap year probably and she will be in uni, so it's gonna be hard anyways, hard to manage everything. agar comeback kar bhi loon mdcat me, and i go to uni, mbbs mein mujhe best hone ke liye bohat focused life chahiye aur din ke 8-10 ghante us ko deke mein kahin nahi pohnch sakta. mein Allah se door ho chuka hun. mein sab har chuka hun. the day my mother knows about this, i am so finished, i will be done with breaking her trust, that will hurt her so much, poori zindagi ki mehnat unki aur meri sari academic accomplishment, finished in the final year of a levels. the most crucial year, tabah hogya mera.

i am going to leave her, not with a closure. the last time i tried to do it in november, she used to call me again and again, cry and scream, she has the most painful cry i know, hearing her cry makes me cry and trust me i am a very apathetic guy aur mere mein us ke illawa kisi ke liye koi emotion nahi he. i love her so much, she does not let me leave, but i have to leave her. she is affecting me.

she is the best, she is the right person, but this is not the right time. i know i might not even get someone like her again but she has to get married early at 22-23 and mujhe settle hote hote it will be 28/29. i can not manage ldr due to our unis as well, i can do nothing now. i need to get into a good university now, i have to pull a comeback.

mein kia karrun? how bad am i of a person for leaving her? she will do everything after this, shayad ghar tak ajaye, call my mother, my uncle, my father, my grandparents, she has everything. everything of mine. nahi choregi peecha. if i give a closure, she will cry so much and say ke tum wapis ajaoge aik din?

what to do? i am so fk* broken.

i failed..... i need help, please.

met a girl during my final year of a levels at 17-18 yo. we both were in a levels and since i am pursuing medicine, i messed up... i had straight A*s in my O levels, pretty good grades in my A level 1st yr, straight A's. i needed to maintain As/A*s in my a2. i am 19 now. please keep reading.
but... i think i messed up. this is the first girl i fell for in my entire life, this is the girl i have given my life to, my promises to, my first to. my everything. it's been around 10 months since we started dating. i fought with her and did everything to make her leave in the first week of us dating. i knew that i would not be able to manage this and my studies side by side. she fell in love so fk* hard and i fell in love with her too, badly. it is such a god dam* beautiful relationship, it was healthy. everything had been going perfect. we began to flourish for each other. note that my mother is a single parent, i have been raised by her alone, i have been the best academic weapon the entire city had seen. maybe a prodigy, maybe a hard work, a mixture of both. anyways, i wasted time with her. her subjects were easy so she did not get that much affected, i was the one who got really affected.

no need to remind me that i knew i was doing this in my senses. i kept procrastinating ke hojae ga. i am sitting on my study table, regretting every part of my year. she got into her dream university, which is not even mbbs and she is moving there, i am stuck here. i have left my 100 mark theory papers half empty which cost so much, this is the first time i am failing my cambridge exams. my mother does not know about anything. she does not know i have wasted my entire year because of a girl. the girl is not at fault here, i am. now i am probably going on a gap year to improve my grades, i know... this was my biggest fear and as the best, it hurts me so much to even admit this, i am a failure.

as for the girl, she is the most beautiful girl i know, she is the girl who took away the lust from my eyes, she made me realize that i have no flaws and just over critiqued myself. i loved her more than she loved me, i know that and she knows that too. i have given her my soul and everything i could. we have never been physical btw but i agree i have seen her in other ways etc etc (pls i know, don't make me regret). she made me believe we had a future together, maybe we did, but i did not work hard or even work at all to ace my a2's and mdcat. i worked on myself for her, in every way, built a body only she loved, even the fat percentage only she loved on me. we are perfect. i have fought with her .over not being able to work in the future but every time she shut me down and told ke hum karlenge. she is so dedicated and dreams of a future with me, poora din daydream karti he, bachon ke nam, destination wedding, everything... humara financial background is similar, we are both from an upper middle- middle class background. her brother has studied from a v good uni as well. she is the girl i told my friends about and told them that if she goes, i am finished. i know she will never leave me but now, listen, the flaws

she is too time-consuming, too clingy, does not realize that what she is taking for me, she tries to give me time but i know if i have to build my career, i have to do it solo and without any distractions, i have to get out of this middle class slump and work my way up the ladder and be a good doctor. i left my deen and religion after she came into my life, nahi hosakta islam aur girlfriend sath sath balance... please yar. mein rone wala hun is waqt. what hurts me the most is that kal mera physics ka a level ka final paper he aur mujhe kuch nahi ata, mene bohat time waste kia he with her. i know agar ye chalta raha, mera ye sal, agla sal aur sab kuch zaya hojayga, we are too addicted to each other

for the past week, i am slowly detaching from her, i have to. i am going on a gap year probably and she will be in uni, so it's gonna be hard anyways, hard to manage everything. agar comeback kar bhi loon mdcat me, and i go to uni, mbbs mein mujhe best hone ke liye bohat focused life chahiye aur din ke 8-10 ghante us ko deke mein kahin nahi pohnch sakta. mein Allah se door ho chuka hun. mein sab har chuka hun. the day my mother knows about this, i am so finished, i will be done with breaking her trust, that will hurt her so much, poori zindagi ki mehnat unki aur meri sari academic accomplishment, finished in the final year of a levels. the most crucial year, tabah hogya mera.

i am going to leave her, not with a closure. the last time i tried to do it in november, she used to call me again and again, cry and scream, she has the most painful cry i know, hearing her cry makes me cry and trust me i am a very apathetic guy aur mere mein us ke illawa kisi ke liye koi emotion nahi he. i love her so much, she does not let me leave, but i have to leave her. she is affecting me.

she is the best, she is the right person, but this is not the right time. i know i might not even get someone like her again but she has to get married early at 22-23 and mujhe settle hote hote it will be 28/29. i can not manage ldr due to our unis as well, i can do nothing now. i need to get into a good university now, i have to pull a comeback.

mein kia karrun? how bad am i of a person for leaving her? she will do everything after this, shayad ghar tak ajaye, call my mother, my uncle, my father, my grandparents, she has everything. everything of mine. nahi choregi peecha. if i give a closure, she will cry so much and say ke tum wapis ajaoge aik din?

what to do? i am so fk* broken.

i have f*cked my life in a2 and crashed my grades. got AAA in ASL and was predicting BDD in A2, i agree, messed up. gave my chem p4 the day before, left half the exam. had less than 12hours to prepare for biology p4. i had studied it before but just did not have enough willpower to revise or do anything. crashed. got up. crashed. studied the entire night. by God's help, some divine help I am so sure, i aced that p4. i fk* aced it, i got maybe like 80pc of it right, i am getting a fkn A, i needed this revival after having SUCH A SHI* year.
don't say that it was easy, i know the p42 was easy, but wtv, it gave me a hope to live and believe in God and His almightiness and miracles once again.
Thankyou God and thankyou CIE for such a bom* p42
please do me a favour and make p52 out of only chi sqaure and a very easy experiment hehe, muah.

tldr: should i read The Count of Monte Cristo?

Used to read a lot of books back in O level, till A level too. Fell into a reading slump and haven't had the chance or time to read a book again. Now that my A levels are finishing, I bought myself, The Count of Monte Cristo Penguins classic.

I know it's a big book, but is it good to read? I have usually only read 600-700 pages books at max. Read the entire Gone series(3300+pages) in O level in a week but I understand that literature books are much more troublesome.

Is it a difficult book to understand? And is it captivating enough initially to get me into the flow again?

I loved the book theme and thought I'd read it. So I bought it.

Agar kisi ne 5090 bio p22 leak kia kasm se andar bahir se mardun ga tumhe, bhai please bus. Mafi dedo. Khuda ka wasta he aage jane do why do u wanna hold me back in November or something. Yar Allah ka wasta he bhai mafi dedo. Please yar.

Nahi chorunga tumhe.