u/RhythmicSea

What are they doing, the story and the characters are getting twisted, for one, I thought Deb was the only sensible in their family, and they put her into so much madness, yelling left and right, sleeping with Keith, painting her as milf to Tim, abandoning their family, wanting a divorce and getting back again, ugghh… what’s next????

Another is Peyton, c’mon, when do they plan making her grow up, I thought she’s the mature one and now she’s the drug addict???? Whyyyy?

Today I felt demotivated and empty… I played mobile legends as if thats the only thing I can accomplish… winning stars… luckily I won 6 times with good teammates…

I couldnt stay consistent… is anyone out there… in their mid 30’s who is steady?

I live alone… supporting parents… my salary is just enough to pay all our bills…

I dont have the same consistent grit I had in my 20’s… my mood changes a lot… and I get tired as if I was battered by ocean waves a million times…then now I am in the shore with no energy… gasping… with a lot of catching up… no mental sharpness or youth to handle the fast pace corporate tech life while everyone is getting ahead… I just want to live in a secluded land… and live through foraging…

I dont want to spend time with people…

And probably tomorrow… I’d be up side down… or maybe not…