I commissioned someone on COS to make me a green and blue Veishyadar skin for 8k mush and it is underwhelming imo. The first two is the commission and the last two is my redesign.
I don't know what to do. Interacting with people makes me frustrated and anxious and when I get bad news, I either cry or get mad and I cannot breathe.
I work night shifts because I can't stand being around others but even my coworkers make me anxious and upset. I want to be alone.
I want to find people who are like me. I feel like I can get along with like-minded people. Or maybe not, I'm not sure. I may be a lost cause.
I can't talk to therapists. I can't talk to fast food workers. I can't talk to my mom (she's my only family right now). I don't have friends to talk to, I lost them all after high school. I can't make friends because of how much I hate people.
Talking to people is always a negative experience. I don't know what's wrong with me. I need advice from people who know what I'm going through. Please help. I feel like I'm losing my life.