I had ptc and ftc and had RAI plus a pretty drastic neck dissection in 2021. I’ve been in remission for almost 6 years and don’t get me wrong I’m super grateful, but you can see it in my face. Pale where I used to be tan, big dark circles. I feel like Goob from meet the Robison. I’m 26f and I already have gray hair. All my labs are fine though, which is frustrating
You'd be 23 this year. I miss you so much. You deserved to find peace. You deserved to graduate college, get married and be a dad. You'd have been a great dad. I played tennis with dad yesterday and I thought about you the whole time. I can't tell you what I wouldn't give to talk to you just one more time. I wish I was with you when it happened, even though I know for a fact you wouldn't have wanted me to see it.
C and I's relationship has never been the same since you died. It's surreal to write those words, you aren't dead in my mind. I don't have your ashes on the windowsill above my kitchen. You are on a trip to me. And I hope it's nice. I hope that in whatever happens next, you're sitting on a beach with an Arizona and George. Both of you died too violently, and too young. You were always the bridge between her and I, and neither of us know what to do now that you're gone.
A funny note though: you once made fun of me for saying that I never saw your tag anywhere. I did, it was on that table you used as a desk. I'm going to turn it into a sticker and leave it places. You also factor prominently as a recipient of letters that a character writes as they devolve. You'd think that's stupid, but you aren't around to object so I'm doing it ❤️
I miss you forever
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(Sorry I titled it wrong and couldn't fix so I'm reposting)
Hi,
I am 26, I'm childfree by choice and am sick to DEATH of having to justify it. I live in the PNW but I spent time in the Caribbean and Europe growing up and I speak Spanish, and learning Arabic. I am a cancer survivor, and I like to run and lift weights, but also into good food and movies. I like to travel and ideally my partner would too. I am not in a rush for a relationship, and even childfree pals are welcome. I am open to long distance if the logistics work.
I love dogs and crochet as well. I am tall AF (5'10). Politically I would call myself a left leaning centrist, but I really dislike having to pick a label at all. Most of my ideas boil down to live and let live. Ideally you are between 28-38. I'd love someone who can listen and teach me about something. An open mind is an attractive quality to me. Bonus points if you are funny!
I am Christian, but not picky if you are something else as long as you are the type to respect both my and other's beliefs. At the end of the day, we are all people and that's what matters. Send me a picture of yourself! (Please I beg of you don't make it weird). Looking forward to chatting