u/Rue_007

Idk, why I am posting this here, but in future if my family and friends see this, please don't judge me. I did this because of my own mental health and I wanted a relief from what I am suffering in my mind. My mind constantly speaks something terrible to me and I can't control it. Everytime I control it, becomes worse and worse.

Everything is fine and good in present but my future seems dark to me, like full of taunts, comparison and negative thinking. The only solution is this, so please forgive me. I will remember you forever. Thank you.

Regret and guilt never leave human life!! Such a worst life!!

Hello everyone,

I am M23, currently working in Internal Audits with a degree in B.com, I'll will be talking about my background from start.

Graduation done in 2024, after that I started preparing for govt. exams and was not able to clear it. Recently I gave 2 exams, Mhcet llb 3 years and Mba cet. In llb I scored 99.34 percentile and in Mba I scored 95 percentile. At 95 percentile I won't be able to secure good bschool. I will be taking admission in llb this year but I am not optimistic towards llb course. During bcom, I was verge to start CA but I don't know why my mind didn't let me do it, instead I did internship in IT company as a power bi developer, I worked there for couple of months and started looking for finance roles. Fortunately I got one, but it was in Financial reconciliation which is again not worth it. I left everything and gave one year i.e. 2025 for govt exams but unfortunately I was not able to clear it.

Right now my financial condition is not that great, we are just surviving, so my doing job in CA firm as an Internal Auditor. Tbh I like when it comes to calculation part of it (currently doing for shipping industry-iron ore trading). Working environment is chill, my colleagues are of my age, overall it's chill and not toxic at all.

While working I see many CA over there, after so many years I am thinking to start CA journey but I have confidence I would be able to clear it because of travelling and working. I feel like giving this exam but my circumstances are not allowing me. I see my friends they have completed CA course and are doing high paying. I always do comparison which brings negative thoughts to me.

So I have 1 option to go for that is LLB but back of the mind, I think of doing CA. I talked to one of my old professor, he told me not to do CA and continue with your job because I have almost crossed the right age of doing CA, at 23 you should have become CA. Everyone just told me not to do CA. I know my financials are not good right now but in future I might get stable in financials.

What do you guys suggest to me in terms of future career to me. Please don't share any negativity, thank you.

Hello everyone,

I am M23, currently working in Internal Audits with a degree in B.com, I'll will be talking about my background from start.

Graduation done in 2024, after that I started preparing for govt. exams and was not able to clear it. Recently I gave 2 exams, Mhcet llb 3 years and Mba cet. In llb I scored 99.34 percentile and in Mba I scored 95 percentile. At 95 percentile I won't be able to secure good bschool. I will be taking admission in llb this year but I am not optimistic towards llb course. During bcom, I was verge to start CA but I don't know why my mind didn't let me do it, instead I did internship in IT company as a power bi developer, I worked there for couple of months and started looking for finance roles. Fortunately I got one, but it was in Financial reconciliation which is again not worth it. I left everything and gave one year i.e. 2025 for govt exams but unfortunately I was not able to clear it.

Right now my financial condition is not that great, we are just surviving, so my doing job in CA firm as an Internal Auditor. Tbh I like when it comes to calculation part of it (currently doing for shipping industry-iron ore trading). Working environment is chill, my colleagues are of my age, overall it's chill and not toxic at all.

While working I see many CA over there, after so many years I am thinking to start CA journey but I have confidence I would be able to clear it because of travelling and working. I feel like giving this exam but my circumstances are not allowing me. I see my friends they have completed CA course and are doing high paying. I always do comparison which brings negative thoughts to me.

So I have 1 option to go for that is LLB but back of the mind, I think of doing CA. I talked to one of my old professor, he told me not to do CA and continue with your job because I have almost crossed the right age of doing CA, at 23 you should have become CA. Everyone just told me not to do CA. I know my financials are not good right now but in future I might get stable in financials.

What do you guys suggest to me in terms of future career to me. Please don't share any negativity, thank you.

I am 23M, I have so many regrets in life that I am not able to share here. I just want to live with that regrets and guilts, so as to punish myself.

Everytime I think about Regrets of my life, I feel to die immediately but I don't have that much courage too. I think the worst could be living with these regrets for life time.

Please advice me. Thanks

I am 23M, I have so many regrets in life that I am not able to share here. I just want to live with that regrets and guilts, so as to punish myself.

Everytime I think about Regrets of my life, I feel to die immediately but I don't have that much courage too. I think the worst could be living with these regrets for life time.

Please advice me. Thanks

Same as above

I am 23 year old and a commerce folk. It is so frustrating to see that commerce has little to no scope. I did commerce because I was weak in science during my class 10. I barely understand any concepts of science, so I thought commerce would be great option. But I regret not taking science, since I got no options left expect CA which is again not my interest field, I don't want to work in field of accounting, tax and auditing. I have brother who is doctor now, sometimes I think, if I would have taken science and gave neet exam, I would become doctor too and enjoyed the freedom of not deciding career path.

I don't want to work my whole life for someone's else. I want freedom from doing job and all, it just scares me. I regret making decisions because I usually make wrong decisions, I never think correctly. Is there someone who achieved freedom from this job culture and are earning great balance in their life, please help me out. I am ready to work for 10 years more not after that. I can't work after 10 years.

Edit: by reading your comments, I think I have wrong thinking or I am unable to think about career paths. I guess I have wrong perception about jobs and making career out of it. Let me mentally work upon it. I am mentally exhausted that is why my post is vague and absurd 🙃🙃.

Thank you for your lovely comments and time.

Was slot 3 difficult to crack because I am scoring 120 general, or I am in delulu 😢😢