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I'm feeling sooo weird and idk what just happened to me. How will his family react and how they'll make comments on me after what I did today!

After a year of no contact, of me being blocked everywhere by everyone. Because our fights were very loud and our families got involved badly, I thought I must be still blocked by them... I was really missing his mausi as she's an amazing woman and really loved me a lot during our dating time. She cared for me more than her own kids.

I texted her WhatsApp "Mausi, I miss you 🥺" thinking that I would still be blocked but mann!! The message is delivered. And now my heart is pounding.....

Pata hai aaj kya hua

And now I don't know how will I handle if he calls me and shouts on me of why I don't leave him or his family alone...I don't know yaar! He can say that I'm hampering his family but that wasn't my intention at all. I was completely thinking that I must be blocked

Should I delete the message for everyone or say sorry for messaging?

Day before yesterday in our colony a newly wed (a year to the wedding) girl committed suicide. The whole scene was very scary, people from her family and guy all gathered in the whole locality but somehow the guy being a lawyer made it to the media that he took her hospital and she survived but that's not the case.

I feel so sad, all the gossip around the girl and her character altogether saying that these days girls don't know how to tolerate. If there were issues, she should've involved others but when in real people involve others, they rarely provide any help rather just say that why did she include a third person.

All these things are very very very frustrating man! Idk, the whole colony and the carriers of patriarchy don't know how to feel bad about someone taking away their life, and still just want to name call a "girl" for being inefficient in managing a new household

I have a good self concept though. I believe I'm an amazing, kind and cute girl. I gave all my heart and soul to the love. I was loyal and respectful, but a bit too upfront about false propaganda of patriarchy. I took my stand for disrespect against anyone be it my family, him or his family or cops. I stand for myself and my rights as a dignified human. He loves and adore me for my strength and the way I make him feel. He always wants me near ...

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About Neville - the "One Mind Always Wins - When Two

Minds Desire Opposite Things" part, what about

the idea that each of those two people is the

operant power in his/her own reality? And the

whole "no other people has free will in my reality"

thing?

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Let's support each other for sp manifestation?! Any buddy?? Please DM

So long story short

I had no hopes of reconciliation because of the worst to worst scenarios including cops and family involvement until I started the manifestation journey and I know whatever happened is because the universe wanted us to be together (embodying the end)

Today had a big celebration in family and religious rituals after almost 20 years and it was a big day for everyone. I just want him to know that he should've been talking to me now atleast and be there today. I wanted my whole and extended family to lovingly accept and praise us as a couple and wanted us together for this family dinner.

Help and suggest :)

I don't know why I have developed this habit of discussing gross things like bowel, gut health etc. That time one of my family member was having dinner, and they shouted saying, "let me eat". I was stunned and felt very dismissed because of the tone they said it in.

I know it's a bad habit to discuss about something that makes the food digestion feel, disgusting.

Please suggest me how to be more mindful, I am often judged a lot for whatever I speak, even in my home the most.

(Ye 125 words kyu nahi pure ho rahe)

Pata hai aaj kya hua

Is someone going to University from modipuram side?

Please suggest something to know these things while the mind is foggy. All my mind remember is that I behaved in a very clingy way towards the end to keep the relationship going which ended up losing him and myself and all the respect he had for me. Right way to go on from here

Okay, so I madly did the manifestation and all the identity shifting part. People come to me by themselves but they leave as soon as I talk to them, they go in a radio silence.

The whole manifestation is for my guy who's went nc and blocked me everywhere, including his whole family and relatives, mutual friends too. I went into a very panicking state where I called everyone to get in touch with him. There's nothing happening outside no movement but I sleep more than regular now and there's a constant unconscious dreams happening all the time where he's comforting me and he's with me. I feel sure that we'll be together but what should I do. I feel confused

I stepped out of my room after a devastating 11 months since depression hit me. The self harm tendency has now settled a bit but I felt that my superpower is not even at basic level anymore. I felt super conscious while socialising, whenever I spoke. My voice was either too loud or I didn't speak at all, I was calculating all the time in my mind of what I just spoke and what to say next. I was never like this.

But I felt happy and grateful that my cousins checked on me, they took me out 💗 Grateful for the little boys of my family

I have been a harsh person in my relationship during the time he demanded my absolute, all the time, obsessive attention while I had other deliverables in life including work, family, health issues to cater to. He would've felt neglected but I tried to communicate this to him. He had his own past traumas and childhood beliefs which kept things heavy during conflicts.

Later while the breakup happened I was so sure that it wouldn't happen because we have outgrown the difficult times together but it did, over a small fight which turned into a disaster and then me complaining about the same to our friends and family. Later found out 3p so felt outraged and cheated and reported about his humiliating behaviour to the cops. Which made him lose love for me, he blocked me everywhere since then it's been 10 months and I've been keeping a good intent, thinking about us being together and sending him good wishes and love in sats.

But there seems to be doubt, fear and anxiety in my bones at times. Please help and suggest what to do

Suggest best way to reach Central university of jammu from Delhi? Volvo or train? Which station is the nearest and how to go after reaching the railway?

Hello everyone,

I have been staying in a tier 3 city with a lot of family pressure and no permission to go out unless I clear any exam. I badly feel my eyes are hurting from studying everything using a mobile phone (youtube, reading PDFs etc) can someone please help me get a hard copy of coaching material (vision pt, mains 365) and other notes + books through parcel.

I would be highly thankful