Can't be naked in front of hubby

I have been with the same man for 15 years, married 13. He's never seen me naked in daylight. Sex is never before dark and the only light is a night light. We do have sex once or twice a week. How he has continued on with me and never even made an issue out of it is beyond me. I won't even walk around in a tshirt and panties around him. Hate my arms, legs, belly, butt, all of it....

I left an 18-year relationship that was similar, but not quite as bad. He had seen me in light, but not often. After a big weight gain and subsequent weight loss with loose skin, it got much worse. He complained about my insecurities.

I am overweight now, but even when I loose weight and am close to my healthy weight, I look terrible. Lipedema fat, sagging everything, loose skin. The thoughts of him seeing me literally makes me feel sick. I have a huge fear of medical issues that would require him to care for me intimately.

I wonder if there is anyone else like this in the whole world? Not the appearance, the shame to such an incredible extent.

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u/STB1974 — 4 days ago

Night Mode

I got it in dark/night mode after trying the brightness lowering trick, but it reverts to day mode. Driving me nuts! 2026 TrailSport

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u/STB1974 — 10 days ago

PASSPORT letters

Where did you folks get your PASSPORT rear and front letters, aside from Honda? Anyone have issues with what they got? Should they be put on before or after ceramic coating?

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u/STB1974 — 11 days ago

Unexpected benefit

I am suddenly able to find pleasure in life again. Can't recall the last time I actually got truly excited about anything before starting the drug. After a bit on generic Vyvanse, I am finding pleasure in life, even moments of excitement. 😊😊

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u/STB1974 — 18 days ago

Ceramic coating

We own a '26 red TSE. I spoke with a detail shop about ceramic coating. This place has fantastic reviews and the owner was very knowledgeable. They offer a 3-year, 5-year, and 7-year ceramic coating package. I am a committed owner who averages 12 years in a car but the price difference is substantial, making me lean more toward the 3-year and just repeating when needed. I need to wash frequently due to living on a dusty gravel road and do not want the hard water to eventually eat away at the paint. Also, despite keeping it in a garage at home, it will be in a parking lot baking in the sun for numerous hours a week so I know the red paint will fade over time without protection (wanted white but it just worked out this way).

Questions: have any of you chosen to do this to your Passport? Anyone in the metalic red color? Anyone with Passorts with a few years on them pleased with the long-term results? How long did the shop have your Passport for cure time? Any regrets?

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u/STB1974 — 19 days ago

Actually comfortable

Legs all the way up in adjustable bed every night, with the lower body vibration on.

u/STB1974 — 20 days ago

Lights on driver's floorboard

I guess it's normal for the ambient light to be in compartment area, door handles, and passenger's floorboard only, not driver's floorboard?

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u/STB1974 — 21 days ago

Dirty girl!

I live on a gravel road, up a mountain, in the woods. Stella, my red Passport TrailSport, stays dusty and it shows up much worse than my previous white vehicle. I have a car wash subscription, but feel the chemicals are not good, especially for the plastic parts. I could rinse her off frequently at home, but the hard well water leaves it spotted abd is bad for the paint. I guess there's no great answer...

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u/STB1974 — 27 days ago

Need to fix my buyer's remorse

I love my new Passport TrailSport the look, the features, etc. The issue.... I had an injury where the outer thigh meets the hip. A tendon injury. I'm noticing after driving that the area is flared. Desperately seeking a solution. The side area of the bucket seat is too firm. Not sure if I am just screwed.

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u/STB1974 — 1 month ago

Confused about inflammation

I have zero pain, zero discomfort, no real abnormal bruising issues, slight end-of-day swelling at ankles, not bad...but my lipedema body is unmistakable From what I keep reading, if there isn't pain and discomfort, reducing inflammation may not be a need. Is this correct? I am 52.

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u/STB1974 — 1 month ago

Diet question - anti-inflammatory + protein bars

When I am mot able to hit my protein goal, I usually grab a protein bar (Barebell brand). I know it's an ultra-processed food. Is the processed food aspect, and it's resulting inflammation, worse than being way off protein target? Anyone here incorporate bars in their diet with success?

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u/STB1974 — 1 month ago

Dirty Fasting / Gold plan

Hello. I am a diry faster, i.e. I allow myself cream and rarely electrolyte powders. I do not have gold, but considering it for fasting. Not knowing exactly how it works, would entering a coffee with cream cause the fast to end if I don't want it to?

For those of you who have Gold, are you enjoying it and find it well woth the cost?

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u/STB1974 — 2 months ago