Can anyone explain what is this code on the first column . And whatabout the waiting list thing does it represent as it sounds am i that much rank behind the people whom opted the same course as i do
Planning to join eee there how is the situation out there faculties, placements etc etc
How is the faculties and situation there . Is eee really that much harder
today i got my first ever rejection and the way i proposed here was something i like to call as a safe one but practically might be the worst way to do that
so the start goes far back njaan oru 6th ilokke padikkumbhoolaan aval ente schoolillkk verunnath . In the start she was just a normal girl classill eppoolumm teachers class edkkumbho vaaya thurann erikkumm , and that caused us boys to make fun of her (not as she hears but in our circles).whatever i had felt something on her from the start itself ennaalumm njaan ente oru friend innee avldde peer vech tease cheyyaan thodanghi . Avanne enikk nalla poole ariyaamaayirunnu swanthamm neerrkk varunna teasing ellaamm thirich paranja aale thanne aakkaann avann oru prytheeke kazhiv thanne undaayirunnu . chilappo athukkondaayirikkaamm njaan avanne vech thanne avale kaliyaakiyath . So as i expected avan ath ente neere thirichu and everyone in our friend group started teasing me of here .Even on one day ente friends mothamm ennoodd samsaarikkathe irunnu njaan avale propose cheyyanamenn paranj illenkill ennoodd mindillaannumm paranju(avar enne intervel inn kalikkaan poolumm kootiyillaa )that was such an horrible thing for my younger self back then .avar enne avale propose cheyyaann nirbhandhikkunundenkilumm ennikk avallee ishtamaayitt poolumm avaloodd parayann dhairyamm undaayirunnillaa .pinne annokke enggannyyoo rekshapett vannu . afterwards she started to glow ,avall pinne pinne classile girls gang illokke main aavaann thodanghi ,started to be good in studies angganne angganne and because of that these boys slowly stopped teasing me (alleelumm nalla look ulla oraale vech tease cheyyillalloo)but njaan appo avar okke pandd nirbhandhicha poole enne onn nirbhandhikkanneeenn aagrahichu and appo angganne enne nirbhandhichirunnenkill njaan mikkavaarumm propose cheytheenee . angganne 7th okke kayinj pooyi pinne 8th okke covid kaaranamm modakkaayirunnu pinne class start aavunnath 9 th ill end ill aayirunnu . appooleekkumm engganne enkillumm avalloodd samsaarich connection make cheyyanamenn inndaayirunnu but i was shy . pinne njaan pathukke ente friends inte oppam girls inte oppamm okke samsaarikkaann thodanghi .But still she being like introvert avalloodd samsaarichittundaayirunnillaa . pinne ithillninnokke oru change varunnath 10th illaann .Oru competition teachers njanghalle rand peeryumm group aakki and as part of it we had many times alone . Veere oru schoolilokke pooyi oruppaadd neeramm njanghall maathramm samsaarich irunnu ,oru introvert aayi karuthiya avall neere thirichaaneenn ennikk appo manassilaayi she never stopped talking ennikk samsaarikkaann gap poolumm kittiyillaa .pinneed ath kayinjappo ennikk avalloodd samsaarikkaann shyness illaandaayi pinne 10thill oruppaadd thavanna njanghall anggane samsaarichu. School kayinj njanghall randpeerumm veetillkk nadann aann poovaarullath appoolokke oruppaadd moments njanghallkk maathramm aayi kittaarinndd(even just talking was considered as a big thing back then)
After 10th njanghall different schools illaayippooyi ennaalumm bus illokke aayi njanghall edakkokke samsaarikkaarinndd and she was my comfort zone study related aayumm allaandumm avaloodd enthumm choothikkaamm judge cheyumoonulla peedi pooyi . annokke chatting okke valare kuravaayirunnu .after 12th njaan oru year drop eddthu while she directly joined a college appolekumm kaaryanghall inngganne pooyaall pooraann ennikk thooni njaan korachumkoodde frequent aayitt avalloodd chat cheyyaann thudanghi and now as all my exams are finished avalle propose cheyaamenn vichaarichu
Propose cheyanamenn manassill orappichenkillumm enggane enn oru idea yumm inndaayirunnillaa appoollaaann njan oru reel kaanunnath the content was that if i proposed you what will be your reply . Ath kandappo thanne njaan rush cheyth ayach kodthu aadhyaamm avallde athillnn ozhinj maaraann nookki by saying nee onn pooyee . Pinne njaan nirbhandhichappo paranju njan reject cheyyumm coz nammall oree vibe allaann appooll ennikk enthoonpoole aayi . I know it's her choice to choose to accept/reject but ithra naall manassill kond nadanna kaaryaamm evidnnoo dhairyamm sambharich paranjappo this was the reply.
I don't know whether it can be termed as a love but the feeling i had for her was so deep and had that for a long period of time too so that made me so down on the other hand her reply was a kind of like not closing the door entirely. Njan onn try cheyth nookkattee ninne valakkan pattuoonn chooichappoo ente samayamm poovallu ennokke aann paranjath that anavashyammaayi motivates me a bit . So what should i do further? I don't want to break our friendship and she also didn't react as the friendship is affected. Pinne valakkaann nookatteenn choothichuvenkillumm i don't know how to do